While watching, I noticed how she could barely remember certain people and events, and came across this comment which made a lot of sense
"anyhow, her not remembering hardly any of the contestants is probably due to the trauma of being embarrassed in front of the world in the whole "we were rooting for you" gate... it's true that traumatic memories are not recycled and can be lost forever as a protective response from the victim. She's probably lived her whole life (post show) with people saying that line to her in the streets, at restaurants, in stores, etc, could you imagine how humiliating that could be, being berated infront of the world, and then being made into memes and mocked because of it? It may not be that deep, but it may just be that deep too!"