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[Mel.]

these people don't care about you hun and I wish you'd stop...
I read in your other thread that you feel this is a safe haven for you
and you can speak freely because you feel like there's family here

it really isn't and this is not the place to be telling all your business.

[Vonc2002]

it really isnt

[1stsecuritybank]

THEY are trying to SELF medicate you, bby?

Yes and I'm scared cuz I don't know who it is. I'm helpless. My roommate understands but he has millions of problems too so I jus hold mines in. I jus wish my anxieties didn't follow me everywhere. I bet on my background check it labels me insane w examples .... y'all kii all u may but this is real life for me. I feel like I'm in a war and u may say it's in my brain but no it's real life.

[GLOCK]

So what's the solution then gu?

[Mel.]

but then again...i think you're lying about all of this
and I think it's rather sad that you'll make up having HIV for some attention...
there's real people out there living with the disease and its a slap in the face to them

these gorls don't care about you, log off and seek help, no tea, no shade
because its not funny...you have issues

[1stsecuritybank]

Commit urself Hun.
You've convinced yourself that u have AIDS.. And that you'll one day out peak Beyonce.


Go in there and let them help u get better.
I'm being genuine.. U def need to be monitored

Never I will doe before I do that. I'm not having them kill my brain cells. Ppl in society treat mental illness as a person raised by Satan. I can't trust doctors in psych ward to have my best interest. If they did why is this a lifelong disease. They can't find a cure cuz they getting rich from prescription drugs. While us crazy ppl live helpless lives most end up homeless cuz of not reforming. U don't understand what is going on

honestly this was very deep and informative
I'm clapping

But with that said .. Gu.. U do need some kinda help..
A friend won't help.. Sex won't help.. Losing weight won't help
U need to be monitored.
You suffer from paranoia and convince yourself of things ..
Like this whole AIDS thing .. Like .. U are really tryna convince urself that u have AIDS and u don't...

Or that you're gonna slay Beyonce and be mjs predecessor

Come on guy

But I'm not lying about my status. That is apart of me and my past and yes I'm embarrassed but it is apart of me.

I do think I'm mj successor and I believe it will happen. I only type this online I wouldn't dare tell pal this offline. I just don't think u get what I'm dealing with. If I get on meds and I commit a crime like I did with putting phone under stall. What good does that leave me then. Now my life is over depending on what I do. U talk meds that have u in state of racing thought and u can't sleep and everything feels out wac. I just say this over and over again I feel helpless. The world is a cruel cruel place

[MelMel]

THEY are trying to SELF medicate you, bby?

[1stsecuritybank]

these people don't care about you hun and I wish you'd stop...
I read in your other thread that you feel this is a safe haven for you
and you can speak freely because you feel like there's family here

it really isn't and this is not the place to be telling all your business.

Mel

I am not lying. This is real. I'm typing this right now and I literally wanna go drive somewhere. Instant thought and they coming by millisecond. I can't control them. I'm not lying this is real and yes this is a safe haven for me despite what some members do to me. I really need your prayer please Mel

[Ｂｏｏｍｚ]

THEY are trying to SELF medicate you, bby?

I AM CRYING OWT!

[1stsecuritybank]

So what's the solution then gu?

Not eating prepared foods other than gas station packaged foods. I have figure this out cuz I was doing so good and been on my job for longer than I've been able to stay on any job. Now w million thought I jus want it to stop. This stuff isn't funny nor isn't something one would do for attention. This is real. Why would u wanna be labeled as criminal cuz that's what ppl associate w mental illness. I'm going to give myself a ice bath and take some victims like b12 and d n hope it helps cuz my brain is pumping fast

[Mel.]

these people don't care about you hun and I wish you'd stop...
I read in your other thread that you feel this is a safe haven for you
and you can speak freely because you feel like there's family here

it really isn't and this is not the place to be telling all your business.

Mel

I am not lying. This is real. I'm typing this right now and I literally wanna go drive somewhere. Instant thought and they coming by millisecond. I can't control them. I'm not lying this is real and yes this is a safe haven for me despite what some members do to me. I really need your prayer please Mel

I'm sorry but I don't believe a word you say...
you come on here and post these outlandish stories and they just seem too far-fetched
all these things just seem to be happening to you and now you have HIV...
honestly....

this is not a safe haven, these people treat you like shit.
who are you actually safe with? even IF you did have HIV, the things they say about you
how could you feel safe with these people? i watched that thread, page after page
of them telling you to die, I don't get it...you're not safe here
you should find a support group or someone you can really talk to
these people are not your friends...

[GLOCK]

Eek! I wanna believe u and such but I'm torn.
None the less I'll pray For u guy!

[GLOCK]

Also we asked u how u were able to keep ur phone on and post here
And u said u just go and post at a library


It's definitely 11:30/10:30
U are inconsistent babe. Praying for ya tho

[1stsecuritybank]

Eek! I wanna believe u and such but I'm torn.
None the less I'll pray For u guy!

thank you buddy I really need it. Lord knows I do.

[wizzy]

these people don't care about you hun and I wish you'd stop...
I read in your other thread that you feel this is a safe haven for you
and you can speak freely because you feel like there's family here

it really isn't and this is not the place to be telling all your business.

Mel

I am not lying. This is real. I'm typing this right now and I literally wanna go drive somewhere. Instant thought and they coming by millisecond. I can't control them. I'm not lying this is real and yes this is a safe haven for me despite what some members do to me. I really need your prayer please Mel

I'm sorry but I don't believe a word you say...
you come on here and post these outlandish stories and they just seem too far-fetched
all these things just seem to be happening to you and now you have HIV...
honestly....

this is not a safe haven, these people treat you like shit.
who are you actually safe with? even IF you did have HIV, the things they say about you
how could you feel safe with these people? i watched that thread, page after page
of them telling you to die, I don't get it...you're not safe here
you should find a support group or someone you can really talk to
these people are not your friends...

c
I saids the same thing!