Y'all, I'm on like a rollercoaster of emotions
I can't decide how I feel
Some of these songs are starting to sit a little better with me. I'm doing my BEST to reframe and accept this as it is, not how I expected or wanted it to be. I think after being so invested in Brandy for so long I've (and others) started to feel like I have a some sort of say in what she delivers. That's one of the problems with stanning. I was able to appreciate the music more when I just took it for what it was without all of my aassumptions about what it should be. I'm trying to get back to that mentality (not saying I'm through stanning Ghan tho
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I resent the hell out of Baby Mama and Love Again being on there still. They just feel out of place compared to everything else. Hopefully I'll grow accustomed to their flow in the album. The first half is where it's at for me right now, for sure tho. And I do feel like Borderline might end up becoming a staple for me. I get those tingly feelings when I hear it and the video sold it even more.
Thanks for putting up with me on my journey and hashing out my feelings lmao. One thing I can say for sure is that this is making me feel something, and challenging my perceptions for real. That's better than a, "oh, cute" and punch tea any day.
