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[1stsecuritybank]

This country deserves to be in third world conditions for enslavement of my ancestors n they still have not apologized. But yet us blacks should get over it. Slavery has side affects to everything we go thru in life n schizophrenic ppl are treated like how white ppl should be treated today. White ppl dont deserve happiness nor success because it's off the backs of my ancestors. The blood on hands of many president of this country is sad n this trash of a country deserves karma. Oh they gave us our puppet black president n we should b happy. Fuck them and fuck this country n all ppl in in. God BLess

[1stsecuritybank]

schizophrenic ppl do not deserve to be treated the way they are
society is trash which why i refuse to watch the news
the news is basically like 106 n park nothin but entertainment
at least 106 n park had substance fuck jew ran new stations
anybody who believes this cruel society is ok is fucking sick n anybody
who thinks this country is best country on earth is especially sick
this country is worst country in history sad a black president took this sick country
that they need to change
black ppl have been dyin for year for jus being black n still are

[Gilgamesh.]

gal

[Opposites Attract.]

Wait Schizo gur'

[Admin]

r u 'bout to join Kanye?

[GMF]

ssssss

What on earth

[1stsecuritybank]

Wait Schizo gur'

yes I am and it is like any disease n i will overcome it w all negativity dished my way God has my back n he will punish those who purposely do wrong by me.

Also fuck my father n mother side of family i cant stand the word family
black ppl dont have family the slaves switched 'family' every other month cus slave trade
so why should i trust my so called family extended or intermediate fuck em all
especially my mother that bitch think i'm trying compete w her for affection of my father
shes sick n always has been
I really wish I was boorn alone cus I know I will die alone
being alone is something I cherish cus i know i'm only person who loves me unconditionally
i'm only person who wants me to win and wants me to have happiness
all these other folks want opposite so I fucking erasing any memory of them
I fucking HATE my family n being around them literally makes my skin boillll I hope God
gets them good for what they have done to me

[FlowerBomb]

Are you on medication?

[CHOKE]

Is it Kanye?

[1stsecuritybank]

Are you on medication?

yes but what does it matter my family still puttin meds in my food so my brain goes dead n I end up in a home
my father is sacrifising me for my cousin whose mother was also schizophrenic but never got on meds (so they started druggin her w meds)
im on verge goin back homeless but my father would jus have my cousin follow me
my cousin is a convicted felon who has hated me since i was a kid he thought i was competition for my father love
my whole family is sick n anytime i share this w someone they think its other way around but its not my father is purposing ruinin my life
he even asks me how i plan on accomplishin my goals/dreams n what they are den same day out the blue my cousin asks same questions
this isnt a coincidence they want me brain dead n im yelling to moutains to anyone who can help me get out of this situations

[D.I.E.G.O.]

n Fuck this country! Down with 'merica! Rise up!

But your behind is still perched in the slums of the United States collecting government handouts.  Move, hun.

[FlowerBomb]

Are you on medication?

yes but what does it matter my family still puttin meds in my food so my brain goes dead n I end up in a home
my father is sacrifising me for my cousin whose mother was also schizophrenic but never got on meds (so they started druggin her w meds)
im on verge goin back homeless but my father would jus have my cousin follow me
my cousin is a convicted felon who has hated me since i was a kid he thought i was competition for my father love
my whole family is sick n anytime i share this w someone they think its other way around but its not my father is purposing ruinin my life
he even asks me how i plan on accomplishin my goals/dreams n what they are den same day out the blue my cousin asks same questions
this isnt a coincidence they want me brain dead n im yelling to moutains to anyone who can help me get out of this situations

do you have a counsellor?
Instead of venting on here maybe you should see a professional?
They might be able to give you an action plan

[1stsecuritybank]

I have nothing against convicted felons because we all make mistakes n deserve a 2nd 3rd hell even 4th chance at success but my cuz has made clear I was shit to him n at early age n always did petty shit to me
So why last year he wants to be my friend before all strange shit started happening
My father n him preplanned but it isn't going according to plan doe

[1stsecuritybank]

Are you on medication?

yes but what does it matter my family still puttin meds in my food so my brain goes dead n I end up in a home
my father is sacrifising me for my cousin whose mother was also schizophrenic but never got on meds (so they started druggin her w meds)
im on verge goin back homeless but my father would jus have my cousin follow me
my cousin is a convicted felon who has hated me since i was a kid he thought i was competition for my father love
my whole family is sick n anytime i share this w someone they think its other way around but its not my father is purposing ruinin my life
he even asks me how i plan on accomplishin my goals/dreams n what they are den same day out the blue my cousin asks same questions
this isnt a coincidence they want me brain dead n im yelling to moutains to anyone who can help me get out of this situations

do you have a counsellor?
Instead of venting on here maybe you should see a professional?
They might be able to give you an action plan

I'm going see one soon jus don't know who trust
Thanks man I love this site so much u guys don't know how much u help me stay sane