miguel tale
now b'fore yall comin ki ki'in & n! c!
an'bod' tht kno me outsida this place kno im in tha industry-biz mess
& i KNEW miguel (or should I say jontel..) on a personal level b'fore i cut him off
typ'cal starvin musician
he IS a queer
didnt speak too much awn it but he was a queen gorl
& HE WAS WILLIN' to let tht show thru his music
frm 06-08 he evn stayed wit a good frien of mine until he got up off his feet
tha constant door slams...tha constant rejection to tha 'firs gay' sumthin..rlly thru him for a loop at firs
he evn came & spoke to me one day & say, "wat if I dnt disclose my real race?"
I say why?
"ppl luv a mystery b'hind good hair, they dnt needa kno my real roots rite?"
i say bless u & left him wit tha civil war within himself..was hopin' his true self would win but well..this boy was gone..
i noticed him begin to change...drift..like tha moon tht leaves a nite sky but tha mornin' doesnt come..
i seen a fight rage on within 'tween tha fruit..
& tha fake..
jontel was dead
miguel was hre to stay..tha empty shell of a gay man of colour..
a vessel for lies
all due to tha wickedness..of tha industry
thnk u
hope u enjoy this lil draft
im sendin it to a few outlets soon
