i adore Bran, and musically she's my every-fucking-thing, she's more than an inspiration to me. To me she is Music cause she made me understand it, understand songs, understand layers, harmonies, tones, texture .. and will always be a fuckin' stan.
But i'm only human and i get frustrated and mad @ some of the shit she does (cause hell she's not perfect either) and how poorly her career is handled sometimes (wrong choices, missed opportunities, never bein' ready to release something when it's time to, always be behind timing wise etc..)
that doesn't make me less of a stan. Yeah i get it she doesn't wanna flop... but how r u not gonna flop if u never release with consistency? how r u not gonna flop if u release one album every 4+ year?
how r u not gonna flop when u always scrap projects and go back to square one? yes i get the perfectionist part and that's also what i love about her but at one point she needs to let it go and release and let the public appreciate it...
Sometimes i feel like she doesn't realize how many people in the world crave for her music and her gift but Sis is so "scared" to deliver on a regular basis.
She has the chance to make herself be appreciated while she's here with all the music she recorded and never released...i really don't want her be one of those artists once they're not here anymore all their unreleased materials come out and then the public goes "oh wow she/he was gifted, she/he'll be missed" ugh i just don't! bitch, release it while u're still here. and if it fails keep releasing till it gets where u want it to be. u got pleeeently of songs sitting home waiting to be on albums or EPs...
sick of that situation. she could do so much more. and be out and everywhere musically... i just can't