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[Herb.]

but afro you have been doing a swicharoo up in hea

first with this dna testing and i just now dawning on u the struggles of blacks and ur black power fist emerging

and now this mother earth thing

just snatch a wig per usual

it just got boring for me.

But I don't go into messy threads saying "omg this is wrong ya'll....i'm better than this! let's hug and make up" ...I usually keep my distance. Like I did with this thread for 30 pages. Until I noticed people accusing me of being fake, etc.

It's weird. How can you say someone thinks they're better or above something just because they say that they're ashamed of their past behavior. That is MY feeling of things I have done in the past. Don't receive my personal regret as a "better than you" act. To me that says more about that person than it does me.

I NEVER judge people on here for being messy. If anything, I was in here acknowledging mess I've done in the past. Not acting like I've been an arch angel since the beginning of time or something. LOL My name was mentioned in this thread dozens of times. Don't you think I had the right to say how I felt? It didn't come out of nowhere.

It's OK and even funny to judge me and label me for taking a new path, but don't let someone come in here condemning others for being messy. I didn't even do that and got a lash on my back . lol  Weird.

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I do not take pride in any of the wrong that I've done in the past.
Kinda cringe when I have to read it, but the only thing one can do is counter and reverse the negative with positive.

Some may call it "Mother Earth", or what have you......I just call it being aware of self and others. But still being YOURSELF.
Being consistent throughout every facet of your life. If I'm not walking around in the streets reading and dragging people, why should I do it here? Is this an outlet? If so, why is it?

I do not judge others or look down on others who choose to keep their path on here the way it is.
So it kinda sucks when THEY choose to judge me or label me based on the absence of a behavior that they simply found entertaining (cuz thats all that it is....they want u to entertain them).

wow this is inspiring

Hey bew

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I had to re-read this post because it really touched me.

I remember when I first joined I used to be way in my feelings about everything because I wasn't used to interacting with dudes in the way I engaged on here. I'm spoiled, cocky and can be very conceited but I'm also very sensitive in nature. I'm a Gemini. I didn't have any gay friends at the time, I wasn't even out. So being called ugly or have my nose talked about or even people saying I had AIDS/HIV really go to me at one point. I didn't know how to "read" I honestly still don't because I'm not a mean person. I defend myself and on here the only way to keep the girls off your back is to dig deep lls

One thing though, I might come on here and faggot out because this is truly my outlet to do so but what happens here stays here for me. I also let things go. I don't hold on to yesterday. We may fuss and fight but I really consider most of us a unique online family, dysfunctional but a family nonetheless.

but... um...
when you first got here who was the FIRST member to say nice things?
or stand up for you when they called you ugly?
or just say kind things in general?
or even when the whole HIV thing started?

OR even just two months ago when somebody was tryna come at you for what kinda car you drive? and call you dumb?

but yea, all the unnecessary shade you threw my way ... all the lies you've been spewing and hatred my way ... anyways I like this kumbuya act tho. it's cute on you kiddo!


xoxo

It wasn't unnecessary. You felt some kind of way because I'm Pro-Black and express that every chance I get then created a passive aggressive thread about it, instead of a) minding your got damn business or b) sending me a PM about how you felt.

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Oh wait there's mess in here

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[MAY]

And I have every right to address Vonc.

He was in this thread constantly typing about me before I made one post in here.

Calling me a fake Mother Earth, etc. You won't find me around the board just talking it up about Vonc. Vonc this, Vonc that....I don't care enough.

But yes, I will address someone if I feel they are being rude. It's just crazy to me that anyone who seems to be at peace just HAS to be acting it out to him. It just has to be fake. A charade. It's quite sad. How positivity can IRK someone so much.

Yet they're pointing fingers and judging other people's lives. It's a kii cackle. Stop talking about me and you won't have to deal with me addressing you. It's a simple concept.

You & Vonc are both my bbys, and I hate seeing you guys clash over what I think may be a big misunderstanding.

I can't tell you how to feel, but I really don't think he meant any harm. You guys have always been cool. I think it was just his playful way of saying he misses the old you.

[AIDS!]

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Ah shut up

[Vonc2002]

And I have every right to address Vonc.

He was in this thread constantly typing about me before I made one post in here.

Calling me a fake Mother Earth, etc. You won't find me around the board just talking it up about Vonc. Vonc this, Vonc that....I don't care enough.

But yes, I will address someone if I feel they are being rude. It's just crazy to me that anyone who seems to be at peace just HAS to be acting it out to him. It just has to be fake. A charade. It's quite sad. How positivity can IRK someone so much.

Yet they're pointing fingers and judging other people's lives. It's a kii cackle. Stop talking about me and you won't have to deal with me addressing you. It's a simple concept.

You & Vonc are both my bbys, and I hate seeing you guys clash over what I think may be a big misunderstanding.

I can't tell you how to feel, but I really don't think he meant any harm. You guys have always been cool. I think it was just his playful way of saying he misses the old you.

I really don't miss the old him, there are tons of people to laugh at on here. I was really just recalling a past moment that I thought was funny which was the theme of the thread LOLZ. His hurt feelings were unnecessary tho because It wasn't personal. It's to be expected at this point tho. I attribute it all to the "new" him

[Phantom]

sss
Why is Phanta' quoting me?
Being messy again

cc

Morn' luv. Just passing thru

Bruv ....
Go back to bed

Come join me a bit. A light brotherly spoon mess

U on the front and me In the back
Woo

bbbbbb no nigger

[Kurama]

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Im dancing on top of this ancestry dna test

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[Bentley!]

I do not take pride in any of the wrong that I've done in the past.
Kinda cringe when I have to read it, but the only thing one can do is counter and reverse the negative with positive.

Some may call it "Mother Earth", or what have you......I just call it being aware of self and others. But still being YOURSELF.
Being consistent throughout every facet of your life. If I'm not walking around in the streets reading and dragging people, why should I do it here? Is this an outlet? If so, why is it?

I do not judge others or look down on others who choose to keep their path on here the way it is.
So it kinda sucks when THEY choose to judge me or label me based on the absence of a behavior that they simply found entertaining (cuz thats all that it is....they want u to entertain them).

wow this is inspiring

Hey bew

????????????????????????????

I had to re-read this post because it really touched me.

I remember when I first joined I used to be way in my feelings about everything because I wasn't used to interacting with dudes in the way I engaged on here. I'm spoiled, cocky and can be very conceited but I'm also very sensitive in nature. I'm a Gemini. I didn't have any gay friends at the time, I wasn't even out. So being called ugly or have my nose talked about or even people saying I had AIDS/HIV really go to me at one point. I didn't know how to "read" I honestly still don't because I'm not a mean person. I defend myself and on here the only way to keep the girls off your back is to dig deep lls

One thing though, I might come on here and faggot out because this is truly my outlet to do so but what happens here stays here for me. I also let things go. I don't hold on to yesterday. We may fuss and fight but I really consider most of us a unique online family, dysfunctional but a family nonetheless.

but... um...
when you first got here who was the FIRST member to say nice things?
or stand up for you when they called you ugly?
or just say kind things in general?
or even when the whole HIV thing started?

OR even just two months ago when somebody was tryna come at you for what kinda car you drive? and call you dumb?

but yea, all the unnecessary shade you threw my way ... all the lies you've been spewing and hatred my way ... anyways I like this kumbuya act tho. it's cute on you kiddo!


xoxo

It wasn't unnecessary. You felt some kind of way because I'm Pro-Black and express that every chance I get then created a passive aggressive thread about it, instead of a) minding your got damn business or b) sending me a PM about how you felt.

oh gorl ... shade is never necessary imo
you went on tangents about me "oh never used you! you're this type of person.. you're that!"

and when have I ever minded my business on here Margy?
If I feel like you're pro-black was too much, or commented on your sexual liberation, I felt like some things weren't classy, so I was just giving my opinion

I was in shock when you reacted
like um ... I've always been nice to him but...


am mean ... whenever you get thru, I'm owed an apology but whatever

am gonna be the bigger person and say I really don't care to beef with you cause I did like you

[Kurama]

I'm about to get fired

[Zankou.]

I'm about to get fired

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[Herb.]

And I have every right to address Vonc.

He was in this thread constantly typing about me before I made one post in here.

Calling me a fake Mother Earth, etc. You won't find me around the board just talking it up about Vonc. Vonc this, Vonc that....I don't care enough.

But yes, I will address someone if I feel they are being rude. It's just crazy to me that anyone who seems to be at peace just HAS to be acting it out to him. It just has to be fake. A charade. It's quite sad. How positivity can IRK someone so much.

Yet they're pointing fingers and judging other people's lives. It's a kii cackle. Stop talking about me and you won't have to deal with me addressing you. It's a simple concept.

You & Vonc are both my bbys, and I hate seeing you guys clash over what I think may be a big misunderstanding.

I can't tell you how to feel, but I really don't think he meant any harm. You guys have always been cool. I think it was just his playful way of saying he misses the old you.

Hey luv

I think you may have missed a couple of our past interactions recently. He said "no one gives a fuck" about my threads (as he replied in one of them), etc.  He asked me if I was going through something simply because I was proud that a relative of mine was a civil rights leader and presidential candidate. Now he's accusing me of being a faux Mother Earth.

I know a playful jab when I see one. (Me, Boomer, Drais, etc. do it all the time).... and I can spot one which is a bit more deep rooted. He thinks that I think I am better than this board. I believe him when he said that. I don't think it was playful at all.

But my behavior here will remain unchanged. If you don't find it entertaining enough, simply unsubscribe. But sitting around talking about me being fake isn't cool.

[Phantom]

I'm about to get fired

[Zankou.]

hey guys loosen ups!

tis almost Christmas time

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