I think what's making me more concerned... is that...
Brandy played/plays a significant role in me achieving a lot in my life.
Whenever I would feel defeated, I would remember, "Shit if Brandy could get thru THAT", I can do this.
So now that I feel settled and I'm continuing to build... I also feel like wait, I don't want my GHAN to be hurting, "we have to fight thru together"... so I'm just being patient and hoping for the best. She is still an inspiration.