I think a drag is semi appropriate but by a loved one. At the moment I don't think Brandy believes in anyone and she hurting. I think shes frustrated and using anything as a release, from the love she gets from posting her performances, to the thrill of shading people, then she feels bad and tries to recenter with affirmations and the coloring. I kinda understand in a weird way based on what I see. She's been through so much... just hopes she pulls through this dark lost time.