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I was re-reading
Hiding In Hip Hop, and some of these blind items I still can't figure out.
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Quote"Jazz" a nice looking brother, had women swooning when his character as a hard working married man graced the television screen. His hit show marked a milestone because of its accurate portrayal of African-American family life. Jazz's sexy masculine appeal was very close to his personal persona. A world-class charmer, He had done some modeling but then caught the acting bug and his career took off. He had a warm spirit and the kindest hear. Jazz would go out of his way for anyone.
Soon people starting to ask was he gay? And who was he dating? Soon Jazz introduced me to a longtime girlfriend. She started appearing at different social events with him. They walked the red carpet, stopping and posing for the cameras. They were the perfect couple and then they were married. The rumors stopped and his career continued to blossom with him landing a plum role as a compassionate bad ass on a hit network television drama series.
Clues:1. His hit show marked a milestone because of its accurate portrayal of African-American family life.
2. Jazz's sexy masculine appeal was very close to his personal persona.
3. He had done some modeling but then caught the acting bug and his career took off.
4.landing a plum role as a compassionate bad ass on a hit network television drama series
Quote"Lenny" had a lot of plaques and awards throughout the house. I discovered that he was an accomplished musician, producer, and songwriter. He was also part of one of the most influential musical disco groups during the 1970's. What I found most interesting was that he'd joined the band while he was only a teenager. Their music is often heard today in clubs, homes, and movies. One of their songs is known as the best selling single on Warner Records.
An up-and-coming Luther Vandross even blessed their albums with his vocal ability. One of the 1st rap groups of Hip Hop sampled one of the band's hit singles, and the rap song became an international hit. The song is considered to be responsible for launching the rap/Hip Hop musical format. "Lenny"(not his real name) eventually branched out and wrote and produced music for a host of renowned R&B superstars like Whitney Houston, Patti LaBelle, and Chaka Khan. He even released a few of his own solo albums.
Clues:1. He was also part of one of the most influential musical disco groups during the 1970's.
2. One of their songs is known as the best selling single on Warner Records.
3. One of the 1st rap groups of Hip Hop sampled one of the band's hit singles, and the rap song became an international hit.
4. He even released a few of his own solo albums.
Lies, lies and more lies :rthosehotwings:
QuoteI came across a stand-up comedian, "Issac" who's had several hit television comedy shows. His off-beat humor and candor made him a sensation. He's become one of the all-time favorite comedians in America, especially known for his character parodies in his comedy.
Seeing Issac at a gay club really threw me because I never had any suspicions about him. Issac had done several movies and in a few of them he portrayed gay characters. We made eye contact and smiled and he walked off. I met him again years later at another gay bar and I refused to pass him up again.....
QuoteI came across a short thick, up-and coming hardcore rapper "Nyce", who was being pegged as the next best thing to hit rap. The skillfully lyrical rapper's music hit the streets hard. Nyce had been featured as a guest artist on a few other rap albums, as well as mixtapes. His name was everywhere at the time. He and his boys would roll through the club deep and he would post up in a corner like a superstar while everyone looked on in awe.
It was audacious of Nyce to be in a gay club, but no one could say anything because ti would be outing ourselves. Every time I saw him, he had an "I dare you to say something" look on his face. His boys surrounded him like they were his bodyguards. How could we tell anyone we Nyce in gay clubs without explaining why we were also there?
The rapper wore an over-sized hoodie, baggie jeans, and a skull cap. His chubby cheeks always seemed like they were ready to spit a few rap verses. He would send his boys over to pick up whichever guy he has interested in for the night. "Yo, sup?" his crony would say. "My boy wants to meet you. You do know______."
Of course everyone knew him. The question was if you wanted to go home with him.
And is it really anyone's business who's DL and who's not? Isn't that the whole point of being DL? :kii:
Quote from: Dee on June 04, 2024, 11:28:11 AMQuoteI came across a stand-up comedian, "Issac" who's had several hit television comedy shows. His off-beat humor and candor made him a sensation. He's become one of the all-time favorite comedians in America, especially known for his character parodies in his comedy.
Seeing Issac at a gay club really threw me because I never had any suspicions about him. Issac had done several movies and in a few of them he portrayed gay characters. We made eye contact and smiled and he walked off. I met him again years later at another gay bar and I refused to pass him up again.....
mmxmmcnmnxnxnnxnxnxxn
He didn't 'urder Isaac, did he?
:thatssowendy:
Quote from: Dee on June 04, 2024, 09:55:45 AMn
I was re-reading Hiding In Hip Hop, and some of these blind items I still can't figure out.
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Quote"Jazz" a nice looking brother, had women swooning when his character as a hard working married man graced the television screen. His hit show marked a milestone because of its accurate portrayal of African-American family life. Jazz's sexy masculine appeal was very close to his personal persona. A world-class charmer, He had done some modeling but then caught the acting bug and his career took off. He had a warm spirit and the kindest hear. Jazz would go out of his way for anyone.
Soon people starting to ask was he gay? And who was he dating? Soon Jazz introduced me to a longtime girlfriend. She started appearing at different social events with him. They walked the red carpet, stopping and posing for the cameras. They were the perfect couple and then they were married. The rumors stopped and his career continued to blossom with him landing a plum role as a compassionate bad ass on a hit network television drama series.
Clues:
1. His hit show marked a milestone because of its accurate portrayal of African-American family life.
2. Jazz's sexy masculine appeal was very close to his personal persona.
3. He had done some modeling but then caught the acting bug and his career took off.
4.landing a plum role as a compassionate bad ass on a hit network television drama series
This read as Boris Kodjoe to me
Quote from: Dee on June 04, 2024, 11:29:00 AMQuoteI came across a short thick, up-and coming hardcore rapper "Nyce", who was being pegged as the next best thing to hit rap. The skillfully lyrical rapper's music hit the streets hard. Nyce had been featured as a guest artist on a few other rap albums, as well as mixtapes. His name was everywhere at the time. He and his boys would roll through the club deep and he would post up in a corner like a superstar while everyone looked on in awe.
It was audacious of Nyce to be in a gay club, but no one could say anything because ti would be outing ourselves. Every time I saw him, he had an "I dare you to say something" look on his face. His boys surrounded him like they were his bodyguards. How could we tell anyone we Nyce in gay clubs without explaining why we were also there?
The rapper wore an over-sized hoodie, baggie jeans, and a skull cap. His chubby cheeks always seemed like they were ready to spit a few rap verses. He would send his boys over to pick up whichever guy he has interested in for the night. "Yo, sup?" his crony would say. "My boy wants to meet you. You do know______."
Of course everyone knew him. The question was if you wanted to go home with him.
Ehrhjrjrjr messy
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Quote from: Aalonso. on June 04, 2024, 12:58:24 PMQuote from: Dee on June 04, 2024, 11:29:00 AMQuoteI came across a short thick, up-and coming hardcore rapper "Nyce", who was being pegged as the next best thing to hit rap. The skillfully lyrical rapper's music hit the streets hard. Nyce had been featured as a guest artist on a few other rap albums, as well as mixtapes. His name was everywhere at the time. He and his boys would roll through the club deep and he would post up in a corner like a superstar while everyone looked on in awe.
It was audacious of Nyce to be in a gay club, but no one could say anything because ti would be outing ourselves. Every time I saw him, he had an "I dare you to say something" look on his face. His boys surrounded him like they were his bodyguards. How could we tell anyone we Nyce in gay clubs without explaining why we were also there?
The rapper wore an over-sized hoodie, baggie jeans, and a skull cap. His chubby cheeks always seemed like they were ready to spit a few rap verses. He would send his boys over to pick up whichever guy he has interested in for the night. "Yo, sup?" his crony would say. "My boy wants to meet you. You do know______."
Of course everyone knew him. The question was if you wanted to go home with him.
Ehrhjrjrjr messy
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Shelby Woo!
Lonz, I will fuck you up:
Hush hun. The only thing is that they said "skillfully lyrical"
QuoteEli was a force to be recokned with. He flew out the gate with his debut album and would become a mainstay in the ever-changing Hip-Hop industry, where many rappers are one hit wonders. He has been hailed as one of the greatest rappers to bless the mic.
When Corey(one of my friends) got signed to the chart topping rappers label, he spent a lot of time in Eli home based studio. On a few occasions when he returned, Corey would ask to talk. He was caught up in a sexµal tyst with his boss, Eli, the owner of the label, the beloved and adored rapper. I didn't understand why he was complaining. Elis was fine as hell and could make his career, and all Corey had to do was have sëx with him. Thats all the rapper wanted. I was sure there were many young, aspiring, rappers who wouldn't mind having that chance.
However Corey, was a young man struggling to make it in the entertainment game, and he was being taken advantage of. The only thing he knew to do was to go along for the ride.
QuoteThere was one R&B duo who had a smash single over the airwaves. Both the male and female were sexy and attractive. They were discovered and produced by one of Hip-Hop's premier East Coast producers. Their groovy style made them a viable entity in the industry. The record label was behind them and helped to get them into every media outlet possible.
Then rumors started circulating in the industry that the male singer, "Zach" was gay. All of us in the down low clique were well aware he was part of our family.
My friend, who was a publicist at the record label, and the executives decided to me the R & B team an intimate couple, They would spin the story to the press that the duo was having a torrid love affair. They were lovers and the chemistry we saw in their videos was that of love.
It worked. The media loved it. The fans ate it up.
The record label had a retreat in the Caribbean. They brought their staff as well as the R&B duo. Then a disaster happened. A male employee was caught in the room with "Zach". This was not good. The media would soon discover what happened. The phones begin to ring throughout the down low brothers in the industry. We all were calling one another. We watched to see what would happen.
The employee was immediately sent home and then fired. The label executives met with Zach, and they created an elaborate plan. The story became the male employee trying to seduce the singer. Zach was trying to get him out of his room as the employee made several advances. But it was too late. The record label knew Zach was a homosexual. Instead of putting more money into publicity for a cover-up, they dropped the duo and their careers were over.
"Zach" was actually revealed to be the male
singer from Koffee Brown
Quote from: Aalonso. on June 04, 2024, 12:54:20 PMQuote from: Dee on June 04, 2024, 09:55:45 AMn
I was re-reading Hiding In Hip Hop, and some of these blind items I still can't figure out.
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Quote"Jazz" a nice looking brother, had women swooning when his character as a hard working married man graced the television screen. His hit show marked a milestone because of its accurate portrayal of African-American family life. Jazz's sexy masculine appeal was very close to his personal persona. A world-class charmer, He had done some modeling but then caught the acting bug and his career took off. He had a warm spirit and the kindest hear. Jazz would go out of his way for anyone.
Soon people starting to ask was he gay? And who was he dating? Soon Jazz introduced me to a longtime girlfriend. She started appearing at different social events with him. They walked the red carpet, stopping and posing for the cameras. They were the perfect couple and then they were married. The rumors stopped and his career continued to blossom with him landing a plum role as a compassionate bad ass on a hit network television drama series.
Clues:
1. His hit show marked a milestone because of its accurate portrayal of African-American family life.
2. Jazz's sexy masculine appeal was very close to his personal persona.
3. He had done some modeling but then caught the acting bug and his career took off.
4.landing a plum role as a compassionate bad ass on a hit network television drama series
This read as Boris Kodjoe to me
lance gross and terrence howard also comes to mind for some reason
Quote from: Dee on June 04, 2024, 01:06:01 PMQuoteEli was a force to be recokned with. He flew out the gate with his debut album and would become a mainstay in the ever-changing Hip-Hop industry, where many rappers are one hit wonders. He has been hailed as one of the greatest rappers to bless the mic.
When Corey(one of my friends) got signed to the chart topping rappers label, he spent a lot of time in Eli home based studio. On a few occasions when he returned, Corey would ask to talk. He was caught up in a sexµal tyst with his boss, Eli, the owner of the label, the beloved and adored rapper. I didn't understand why he was complaining. Elis was fine as hell and could make his career, and all Corey had to do was have sëx with him. Thats all the rapper wanted. I was sure there were many young, aspiring, rappers who wouldn't mind having that chance.
However Corey, was a young man struggling to make it in the entertainment game, and he was being taken advantage of. The only thing he knew to do was to go along for the ride.
bitch NAS?
:guys:
Quote from: Dee on June 04, 2024, 09:58:45 AMQuote"Lenny" had a lot of plaques and awards throughout the house. I discovered that he was an accomplished musician, producer, and songwriter. He was also part of one of the most influential musical disco groups during the 1970's. What I found most interesting was that he'd joined the band while he was only a teenager. Their music is often heard today in clubs, homes, and movies. One of their songs is known as the best selling single on Warner Records.
An up-and-coming Luther Vandross even blessed their albums with his vocal ability. One of the 1st rap groups of Hip Hop sampled one of the band's hit singles, and the rap song became an international hit. The song is considered to be responsible for launching the rap/Hip Hop musical format. "Lenny"(not his real name) eventually branched out and wrote and produced music for a host of renowned R&B superstars like Whitney Houston, Patti LaBelle, and Chaka Khan. He even released a few of his own solo albums.
Clues:
1. He was also part of one of the most influential musical disco groups during the 1970's.
2. One of their songs is known as the best selling single on Warner Records.
3. One of the 1st rap groups of Hip Hop sampled one of the band's hit singles, and the rap song became an international hit.
4. He even released a few of his own solo albums.
leon sylvers III
Quote from: Dee on June 04, 2024, 11:28:11 AMQuoteI came across a stand-up comedian, "Issac" who's had several hit television comedy shows. His off-beat humor and candor made him a sensation. He's become one of the all-time favorite comedians in America, especially known for his character parodies in his comedy.
Seeing Issac at a gay club really threw me because I never had any suspicions about him. Issac had done several movies and in a few of them he portrayed gay characters. We made eye contact and smiled and he walked off. I met him again years later at another gay bar and I refused to pass him up again.....
chris tucker?
Jazz sounds like Will Smith.
Quote from: Dee on June 04, 2024, 01:08:07 PMQuoteThere was one R&B duo who had a smash single over the airwaves. Both the male and female were sexy and attractive. They were discovered and produced by one of Hip-Hop's premier East Coast producers. Their groovy style made them a viable entity in the industry. The record label was behind them and helped to get them into every media outlet possible.
Then rumors started circulating in the industry that the male singer, "Zach" was gay. All of us in the down low clique were well aware he was part of our family.
My friend, who was a publicist at the record label, and the executives decided to me the R & B team an intimate couple, They would spin the story to the press that the duo was having a torrid love affair. They were lovers and the chemistry we saw in their videos was that of love.
It worked. The media loved it. The fans ate it up.
The record label had a retreat in the Caribbean. They brought their staff as well as the R&B duo. Then a disaster happened. A male employee was caught in the room with "Zach". This was not good. The media would soon discover what happened. The phones begin to ring throughout the down low brothers in the industry. We all were calling one another. We watched to see what would happen.
The employee was immediately sent home and then fired. The label executives met with Zach, and they created an elaborate plan. The story became the male employee trying to seduce the singer. Zach was trying to get him out of his room as the employee made several advances. But it was too late. The record label knew Zach was a homosexual. Instead of putting more money into publicity for a cover-up, they dropped the duo and their careers were over.
"Zach" was actually revealed to be the male
singer from Koffee Brown
Omg that would explain why they never released a second album, despite being kinda popular at the time.
Quote from: Gilgamesh. on June 04, 2024, 02:28:00 PMQuote from: Dee on June 04, 2024, 01:08:07 PMQuoteThere was one R&B duo who had a smash single over the airwaves. Both the male and female were sexy and attractive. They were discovered and produced by one of Hip-Hop's premier East Coast producers. Their groovy style made them a viable entity in the industry. The record label was behind them and helped to get them into every media outlet possible.
Then rumors started circulating in the industry that the male singer, "Zach" was gay. All of us in the down low clique were well aware he was part of our family.
My friend, who was a publicist at the record label, and the executives decided to me the R & B team an intimate couple, They would spin the story to the press that the duo was having a torrid love affair. They were lovers and the chemistry we saw in their videos was that of love.
It worked. The media loved it. The fans ate it up.
The record label had a retreat in the Caribbean. They brought their staff as well as the R&B duo. Then a disaster happened. A male employee was caught in the room with "Zach". This was not good. The media would soon discover what happened. The phones begin to ring throughout the down low brothers in the industry. We all were calling one another. We watched to see what would happen.
The employee was immediately sent home and then fired. The label executives met with Zach, and they created an elaborate plan. The story became the male employee trying to seduce the singer. Zach was trying to get him out of his room as the employee made several advances. But it was too late. The record label knew Zach was a homosexual. Instead of putting more money into publicity for a cover-up, they dropped the duo and their careers were over.
"Zach" was actually revealed to be the male
singer from Koffee Brown
Omg that would explain why they never released a second album, despite being kinda popular at the time.
Bump that, how bout a second SINGLE :plzstop:
Quote"Malcolm" A record mogul who has diversified his success in music, business, clothing, and politics and who always has a stunning woman on his arm, had his boy toy in VIP with him (at an industry party)
"Gus"
An R&B singer/songwriter who had written major hits for artists including En Vogue, SWV and Changing Faces. His clear skin, dark eyes, bushy eyebrows and short wavy hair....he was just too pretty. He eventually became a "gangster styled" artist.
"Craig"
Top rapper who was a part of a successful rap group that changed the dynamics of hip-hop with their philosophical rhymes over hard-core beats. Craig garnered attention because of his rugged good looks that made him a standout in the group.
"Drake"
He was a member of one of the most popular R&B groups. They had several number one Billboard hits, and the young girls loved him because the adorable, sexy front singer, Drake had a flamboyant stage presence. He was very eccentric in his style, defying more conventional looks in his appearance. Drake didn't hold back when he performed either...showing his muscular frame. [He] branched out on his own as a solo artist and had a huge hit single which led to a few acing roles in major motion pictures.
craig is giving me q-tip?
drake is giving me either sisqo or omarion
Quote"Quinn"
He had a velvet melodic voice and broke out with a sensual single in the late 90's. His self-titled debut album produced two top Billboard hits. He eventually got married to dispel gay rumors.
"Galvin"
Once a part of a legendary R&B group who had experienced a brief stint as a successful solo artist, was allegedly linked romantically to an A-list male actor.
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Not Tyrese(Quinn) and Johnny Gill(Galvin) :plzstop:
A-list male actor was Eddie Murphy. It's known that they've messed
Sweet Lady and Lately were the 2 hits from Tyrese's debut mess. Debuted in the late 90s and eventually got married.
Johnny Gill(Galvin) is a dead giveaway. The book went into detail about him being perched in a LA gay club with Janet(whose a close friend of his) :plzstop:
Quote from: Dee on June 04, 2024, 01:08:07 PMQuoteThere was one R&B duo who had a smash single over the airwaves. Both the male and female were sexy and attractive. They were discovered and produced by one of Hip-Hop's premier East Coast producers. Their groovy style made them a viable entity in the industry. The record label was behind them and helped to get them into every media outlet possible.
Then rumors started circulating in the industry that the male singer, "Zach" was gay. All of us in the down low clique were well aware he was part of our family.
My friend, who was a publicist at the record label, and the executives decided to me the R & B team an intimate couple, They would spin the story to the press that the duo was having a torrid love affair. They were lovers and the chemistry we saw in their videos was that of love.
It worked. The media loved it. The fans ate it up.
The record label had a retreat in the Caribbean. They brought their staff as well as the R&B duo. Then a disaster happened. A male employee was caught in the room with "Zach". This was not good. The media would soon discover what happened. The phones begin to ring throughout the down low brothers in the industry. We all were calling one another. We watched to see what would happen.
The employee was immediately sent home and then fired. The label executives met with Zach, and they created an elaborate plan. The story became the male employee trying to seduce the singer. Zach was trying to get him out of his room as the employee made several advances. But it was too late. The record label knew Zach was a homosexual. Instead of putting more money into publicity for a cover-up, they dropped the duo and their careers were over.
"Zach" was actually revealed to be the male
singer from Koffee Brown
Wow! This makes sense especially after looking back at the video and how uncomfortable he looks interacting with the female singer
Quote from: ophababes. on June 04, 2024, 05:47:31 PMcraig is giving me q-tip?
drake is giving me either sisqo or omarion
Idk I thought Craig was Method Man :plzstop:
Quote from: ophababes. on June 04, 2024, 01:43:53 PMQuote from: Aalonso. on June 04, 2024, 12:54:20 PMQuote from: Dee on June 04, 2024, 09:55:45 AMn
I was re-reading Hiding In Hip Hop, and some of these blind items I still can't figure out.
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Quote"Jazz" a nice looking brother, had women swooning when his character as a hard working married man graced the television screen. His hit show marked a milestone because of its accurate portrayal of African-American family life. Jazz's sexy masculine appeal was very close to his personal persona. A world-class charmer, He had done some modeling but then caught the acting bug and his career took off. He had a warm spirit and the kindest hear. Jazz would go out of his way for anyone.
Soon people starting to ask was he gay? And who was he dating? Soon Jazz introduced me to a longtime girlfriend. She started appearing at different social events with him. They walked the red carpet, stopping and posing for the cameras. They were the perfect couple and then they were married. The rumors stopped and his career continued to blossom with him landing a plum role as a compassionate bad ass on a hit network television drama series.
Clues:
1. His hit show marked a milestone because of its accurate portrayal of African-American family life.
2. Jazz's sexy masculine appeal was very close to his personal persona.
3. He had done some modeling but then caught the acting bug and his career took off.
4.landing a plum role as a compassionate bad ass on a hit network television drama series
This read as Boris Kodjoe to me
lance gross and terrence howard also comes to mind for some reason
Quote from: ophababes. on June 04, 2024, 01:43:53 PMQuote from: Aalonso. on June 04, 2024, 12:54:20 PMQuote from: Dee on June 04, 2024, 09:55:45 AMn
I was re-reading Hiding In Hip Hop, and some of these blind items I still can't figure out.
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Quote"Jazz" a nice looking brother, had women swooning when his character as a hard working married man graced the television screen. His hit show marked a milestone because of its accurate portrayal of African-American family life. Jazz's sexy masculine appeal was very close to his personal persona. A world-class charmer, He had done some modeling but then caught the acting bug and his career took off. He had a warm spirit and the kindest hear. Jazz would go out of his way for anyone.
Soon people starting to ask was he gay? And who was he dating? Soon Jazz introduced me to a longtime girlfriend. She started appearing at different social events with him. They walked the red carpet, stopping and posing for the cameras. They were the perfect couple and then they were married. The rumors stopped and his career continued to blossom with him landing a plum role as a compassionate bad ass on a hit network television drama series.
Clues:
1. His hit show marked a milestone because of its accurate portrayal of African-American family life.
2. Jazz's sexy masculine appeal was very close to his personal persona.
3. He had done some modeling but then caught the acting bug and his career took off.
4.landing a plum role as a compassionate bad ass on a hit network television drama series
This read as Boris Kodjoe to me
lance gross and terrence howard also comes to mind for some reason
I was thinking Damon Wayans from My Wife and Kids.
Quote from: Amazing on June 05, 2024, 04:03:09 AMQuote from: ophababes. on June 04, 2024, 01:43:53 PMQuote from: Aalonso. on June 04, 2024, 12:54:20 PMQuote from: Dee on June 04, 2024, 09:55:45 AMn
I was re-reading Hiding In Hip Hop, and some of these blind items I still can't figure out.
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Quote"Jazz" a nice looking brother, had women swooning when his character as a hard working married man graced the television screen. His hit show marked a milestone because of its accurate portrayal of African-American family life. Jazz's sexy masculine appeal was very close to his personal persona. A world-class charmer, He had done some modeling but then caught the acting bug and his career took off. He had a warm spirit and the kindest hear. Jazz would go out of his way for anyone.
Soon people starting to ask was he gay? And who was he dating? Soon Jazz introduced me to a longtime girlfriend. She started appearing at different social events with him. They walked the red carpet, stopping and posing for the cameras. They were the perfect couple and then they were married. The rumors stopped and his career continued to blossom with him landing a plum role as a compassionate bad ass on a hit network television drama series.
Clues:
1. His hit show marked a milestone because of its accurate portrayal of African-American family life.
2. Jazz's sexy masculine appeal was very close to his personal persona.
3. He had done some modeling but then caught the acting bug and his career took off.
4.landing a plum role as a compassionate bad ass on a hit network television drama series
This read as Boris Kodjoe to me
lance gross and terrence howard also comes to mind for some reason
Quote from: ophababes. on June 04, 2024, 01:43:53 PMQuote from: Aalonso. on June 04, 2024, 12:54:20 PMQuote from: Dee on June 04, 2024, 09:55:45 AMn
I was re-reading Hiding In Hip Hop, and some of these blind items I still can't figure out.
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Quote"Jazz" a nice looking brother, had women swooning when his character as a hard working married man graced the television screen. His hit show marked a milestone because of its accurate portrayal of African-American family life. Jazz's sexy masculine appeal was very close to his personal persona. A world-class charmer, He had done some modeling but then caught the acting bug and his career took off. He had a warm spirit and the kindest hear. Jazz would go out of his way for anyone.
Soon people starting to ask was he gay? And who was he dating? Soon Jazz introduced me to a longtime girlfriend. She started appearing at different social events with him. They walked the red carpet, stopping and posing for the cameras. They were the perfect couple and then they were married. The rumors stopped and his career continued to blossom with him landing a plum role as a compassionate bad ass on a hit network television drama series.
Clues:
1. His hit show marked a milestone because of its accurate portrayal of African-American family life.
2. Jazz's sexy masculine appeal was very close to his personal persona.
3. He had done some modeling but then caught the acting bug and his career took off.
4.landing a plum role as a compassionate bad ass on a hit network television drama series
This read as Boris Kodjoe to me
lance gross and terrence howard also comes to mind for some reason
I was thinking Damon Wayans from My Wife and Kids.
No.
But the main character, "Terrence", did almost hook up with a Wayans who had a sitcom. He said he missed the opportunity twice.
Quote from: Amazing on June 05, 2024, 04:03:09 AMQuote from: ophababes. on June 04, 2024, 01:43:53 PMQuote from: Aalonso. on June 04, 2024, 12:54:20 PMQuote from: Dee on June 04, 2024, 09:55:45 AMn
I was re-reading Hiding In Hip Hop, and some of these blind items I still can't figure out.
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Quote"Jazz" a nice looking brother, had women swooning when his character as a hard working married man graced the television screen. His hit show marked a milestone because of its accurate portrayal of African-American family life. Jazz's sexy masculine appeal was very close to his personal persona. A world-class charmer, He had done some modeling but then caught the acting bug and his career took off. He had a warm spirit and the kindest hear. Jazz would go out of his way for anyone.
Soon people starting to ask was he gay? And who was he dating? Soon Jazz introduced me to a longtime girlfriend. She started appearing at different social events with him. They walked the red carpet, stopping and posing for the cameras. They were the perfect couple and then they were married. The rumors stopped and his career continued to blossom with him landing a plum role as a compassionate bad ass on a hit network television drama series.
Clues:
1. His hit show marked a milestone because of its accurate portrayal of African-American family life.
2. Jazz's sexy masculine appeal was very close to his personal persona.
3. He had done some modeling but then caught the acting bug and his career took off.
4.landing a plum role as a compassionate bad ass on a hit network television drama series
This read as Boris Kodjoe to me
lance gross and terrence howard also comes to mind for some reason
Quote from: ophababes. on June 04, 2024, 01:43:53 PMQuote from: Aalonso. on June 04, 2024, 12:54:20 PMQuote from: Dee on June 04, 2024, 09:55:45 AMn
I was re-reading Hiding In Hip Hop, and some of these blind items I still can't figure out.
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Quote"Jazz" a nice looking brother, had women swooning when his character as a hard working married man graced the television screen. His hit show marked a milestone because of its accurate portrayal of African-American family life. Jazz's sexy masculine appeal was very close to his personal persona. A world-class charmer, He had done some modeling but then caught the acting bug and his career took off. He had a warm spirit and the kindest hear. Jazz would go out of his way for anyone.
Soon people starting to ask was he gay? And who was he dating? Soon Jazz introduced me to a longtime girlfriend. She started appearing at different social events with him. They walked the red carpet, stopping and posing for the cameras. They were the perfect couple and then they were married. The rumors stopped and his career continued to blossom with him landing a plum role as a compassionate bad ass on a hit network television drama series.
Clues:
1. His hit show marked a milestone because of its accurate portrayal of African-American family life.
2. Jazz's sexy masculine appeal was very close to his personal persona.
3. He had done some modeling but then caught the acting bug and his career took off.
4.landing a plum role as a compassionate bad ass on a hit network television drama series
This read as Boris Kodjoe to me
lance gross and terrence howard also comes to mind for some reason
I was thinking Damon Wayans from My Wife and Kids.
They all modeled?
lance & terrence did a bit
Quote from: Gilgamesh. on June 04, 2024, 02:25:52 PMJazz sounds like Will Smith.
No.
Lucas is Will Smith. Kareem is Duane Martin
QuoteLucas, "a megastar. No matter what film project he was attached to it was bound to be a box office smash," and Kareem, "a leading sitcom actor, is married to an actress." The film crew took bets on "how often Lucas's ''boyfriend'' Kareem would show up and how long he would stay. It was like clockwork; Kareem arrived each day at the same time and went straight to the trailer for hours on end. Our circle was talking about the down low circle Lucas and Kareem were in. But it was a hard nut to crack; they were superstars."
Quote from: Dee on June 04, 2024, 05:41:58 PMQuote"Malcolm" A record mogul who has diversified his success in music, business, clothing, and politics and who always has a stunning woman on his arm, had his boy toy in VIP with him (at an industry party)
lol Diddy
Quote from: Dee on June 04, 2024, 05:41:58 PMQuote"Drake"
He was a member of one of the most popular R&B groups. They had several number one Billboard hits, and the young girls loved him because the adorable, sexy front singer, Drake had a flamboyant stage presence. He was very eccentric in his style, defying more conventional looks in his appearance. Drake didn't hold back when he performed either...showing his muscular frame. [He] branched out on his own as a solo artist and had a huge hit single which led to a few acing roles in major motion pictures.
Sounds like Sisqo
Quote from: Gilgamesh. on June 04, 2024, 02:28:00 PMQuote from: Dee on June 04, 2024, 01:08:07 PMQuoteThere was one R&B duo who had a smash single over the airwaves. Both the male and female were sexy and attractive. They were discovered and produced by one of Hip-Hop's premier East Coast producers. Their groovy style made them a viable entity in the industry. The record label was behind them and helped to get them into every media outlet possible.
Then rumors started circulating in the industry that the male singer, "Zach" was gay. All of us in the down low clique were well aware he was part of our family.
My friend, who was a publicist at the record label, and the executives decided to me the R & B team an intimate couple, They would spin the story to the press that the duo was having a torrid love affair. They were lovers and the chemistry we saw in their videos was that of love.
It worked. The media loved it. The fans ate it up.
The record label had a retreat in the Caribbean. They brought their staff as well as the R&B duo. Then a disaster happened. A male employee was caught in the room with "Zach". This was not good. The media would soon discover what happened. The phones begin to ring throughout the down low brothers in the industry. We all were calling one another. We watched to see what would happen.
The employee was immediately sent home and then fired. The label executives met with Zach, and they created an elaborate plan. The story became the male employee trying to seduce the singer. Zach was trying to get him out of his room as the employee made several advances. But it was too late. The record label knew Zach was a homosexual. Instead of putting more money into publicity for a cover-up, they dropped the duo and their careers were over.
"Zach" was actually revealed to be the male
singer from Koffee Brown
Omg that would explain why they never released a second album, despite being kinda popular at the time.
I mean he's good. He did co-write Bootylicious. He's still eating off that I suppose.
Quote from: Aalonso. on June 04, 2024, 04:17:54 PMQuote from: Gilgamesh. on June 04, 2024, 02:28:00 PMQuote from: Dee on June 04, 2024, 01:08:07 PMQuoteThere was one R&B duo who had a smash single over the airwaves. Both the male and female were sexy and attractive. They were discovered and produced by one of Hip-Hop's premier East Coast producers. Their groovy style made them a viable entity in the industry. The record label was behind them and helped to get them into every media outlet possible.
Then rumors started circulating in the industry that the male singer, "Zach" was gay. All of us in the down low clique were well aware he was part of our family.
My friend, who was a publicist at the record label, and the executives decided to me the R & B team an intimate couple, They would spin the story to the press that the duo was having a torrid love affair. They were lovers and the chemistry we saw in their videos was that of love.
It worked. The media loved it. The fans ate it up.
The record label had a retreat in the Caribbean. They brought their staff as well as the R&B duo. Then a disaster happened. A male employee was caught in the room with "Zach". This was not good. The media would soon discover what happened. The phones begin to ring throughout the down low brothers in the industry. We all were calling one another. We watched to see what would happen.
The employee was immediately sent home and then fired. The label executives met with Zach, and they created an elaborate plan. The story became the male employee trying to seduce the singer. Zach was trying to get him out of his room as the employee made several advances. But it was too late. The record label knew Zach was a homosexual. Instead of putting more money into publicity for a cover-up, they dropped the duo and their careers were over.
"Zach" was actually revealed to be the male
singer from Koffee Brown
Omg that would explain why they never released a second album, despite being kinda popular at the time.
Bump that, how bout a second SINGLE :plzstop:
They had a second single. It's called Weekend Thing. Had a music video for it and all. It just didn't go nowhere.
QuoteA few times, I spotted "Asia," a 1990s female R&B singer who had an amazing voice and a number of widely successful ballads during that time. She started as a background singer, but her powerful voice proved she needed to be up front as a solo artist. Her short body was topped with her huge, curly hair. Asia made a number of love songs, and her claim to fame was her rendition of a sexy remake of a song originally done by an '80s icon.
QuoteThere was a beautiful television sitcom actress, 'Daisy,' and her actress best friend, 'Lisa.' These two women have been friends for a number of years and are always together. Daisy had done a number of successful sitcoms and got her start in a Broadway musical. Her multirange vocals were often showcased on one of the sitcoms she co-starred on. She often plays a fiery and fiesty character...However, I suspected that Lisa, a former singer and popular comedic actress, was at the club only as support for her.
Not KING Latifah being abusive :plzstop:
Quote"'I don't give a fuck!' a curvaceous woman yelled. 'She better bring her ass over here!' Everyone turned around to see who was making such a fuss. It was award-winning female rapper/ actress, 'Sheena.'...This wouldn't be the first or last time I'd see or hear about this female rapper/ actress attacking her partners...When she made an appearance on Keenen [Ivory Wayans'] show, I couldn't imagine her being as violent as I had seen her that night because she was the nicest and sweetest person. She had a striking presence, but it was really her walk that made her appear as if she was pimping."
Quote from: Lazarus on June 03, 2025, 07:22:00 AMQuote from: Gilgamesh. on June 04, 2024, 02:28:00 PMQuote from: Dee on June 04, 2024, 01:08:07 PMQuoteThere was one R&B duo who had a smash single over the airwaves. Both the male and female were sexy and attractive. They were discovered and produced by one of Hip-Hop's premier East Coast producers. Their groovy style made them a viable entity in the industry. The record label was behind them and helped to get them into every media outlet possible.
Then rumors started circulating in the industry that the male singer, "Zach" was gay. All of us in the down low clique were well aware he was part of our family.
My friend, who was a publicist at the record label, and the executives decided to me the R & B team an intimate couple, They would spin the story to the press that the duo was having a torrid love affair. They were lovers and the chemistry we saw in their videos was that of love.
It worked. The media loved it. The fans ate it up.
The record label had a retreat in the Caribbean. They brought their staff as well as the R&B duo. Then a disaster happened. A male employee was caught in the room with "Zach". This was not good. The media would soon discover what happened. The phones begin to ring throughout the down low brothers in the industry. We all were calling one another. We watched to see what would happen.
The employee was immediately sent home and then fired. The label executives met with Zach, and they created an elaborate plan. The story became the male employee trying to seduce the singer. Zach was trying to get him out of his room as the employee made several advances. But it was too late. The record label knew Zach was a homosexual. Instead of putting more money into publicity for a cover-up, they dropped the duo and their careers were over.
"Zach" was actually revealed to be the male
singer from Koffee Brown
Omg that would explain why they never released a second album, despite being kinda popular at the time.
I mean he's good. He did co-write Bootylicious. He's still eating off that I suppose.
Fffggythh
Not Bey getting caught in another lie
QuoteLola was an R&B singer/ songwriter who had recently moved to Los Angeles from New York. She was a staple on the New York scene, partying with big name celebrities. Her skills caught the likes of super duper producers DeVante Swing of Jodeci, Stevie J, and Dallas Austin. She'd made a noteworthy album, and the critics were eating her up. Her style was a hard-edged rap with a little rock and R&B. Her new single topped the charts and was receiving a lot of airplay... As much as Lola wanted to be a trailblazer and open doors for other gay artists, she was still part of a machine. Lola had to do what the label told her to do. She was still at their mercy and on their dollar. In videos and on album covers, her look was softened with dramatic makeup, luxurious hair, and seductive clothing. It was like night and day seeing her transformation.
Quote from: Dee on June 03, 2025, 11:40:11 AMQuoteThere was a beautiful television sitcom actress, 'Daisy,' and her actress best friend, 'Lisa.' These two women have been friends for a number of years and are always together. Daisy had done a number of successful sitcoms and got her start in a Broadway musical. Her multirange vocals were often showcased on one of the sitcoms she co-starred on. She often plays a fiery and fiesty character...However, I suspected that Lisa, a former singer and popular comedic actress, was at the club only as support for her.
Tisha Campbell and Tichina Arnold ?
Quote from: Dee on June 03, 2025, 11:38:55 AMQuoteA few times, I spotted "Asia," a 1990s female R&B singer who had an amazing voice and a number of widely successful ballads during that time. She started as a background singer, but her powerful voice proved she needed to be up front as a solo artist. Her short body was topped with her huge, curly hair. Asia made a number of love songs, and her claim to fame was her rendition of a sexy remake of a song originally done by an '80s icon.
Mariah ?
Quote from: Lazarus on June 03, 2025, 12:14:48 PMQuote from: Dee on June 03, 2025, 11:38:55 AMQuoteA few times, I spotted "Asia," a 1990s female R&B singer who had an amazing voice and a number of widely successful ballads during that time. She started as a background singer, but her powerful voice proved she needed to be up front as a solo artist. Her short body was topped with her huge, curly hair. Asia made a number of love songs, and her claim to fame was her rendition of a sexy remake of a song originally done by an '80s icon.
Mariah ?
I was thinking Tamia
Quote from: Dee on June 03, 2025, 11:43:58 AMQuoteLola was an R&B singer/ songwriter who had recently moved to Los Angeles from New York. She was a staple on the New York scene, partying with big name celebrities. Her skills caught the likes of super duper producers DeVante Swing of Jodeci, Stevie J, and Dallas Austin. She'd made a noteworthy album, and the critics were eating her up. Her style was a hard-edged rap with a little rock and R&B. Her new single topped the charts and was receiving a lot of airplay... As much as Lola wanted to be a trailblazer and open doors for other gay artists, she was still part of a machine. Lola had to do what the label told her to do. She was still at their mercy and on their dollar. In videos and on album covers, her look was softened with dramatic makeup, luxurious hair, and seductive clothing. It was like night and day seeing her transformation.
Love Kwee', but this is definitely Missy.
Quote from: Dee on June 03, 2025, 02:15:55 PMQuote from: Dee on June 03, 2025, 11:43:58 AMQuoteLola was an R&B singer/ songwriter who had recently moved to Los Angeles from New York. She was a staple on the New York scene, partying with big name celebrities. Her skills caught the likes of super duper producers DeVante Swing of Jodeci, Stevie J, and Dallas Austin. She'd made a noteworthy album, and the critics were eating her up. Her style was a hard-edged rap with a little rock and R&B. Her new single topped the charts and was receiving a lot of airplay... As much as Lola wanted to be a trailblazer and open doors for other gay artists, she was still part of a machine. Lola had to do what the label told her to do. She was still at their mercy and on their dollar. In videos and on album covers, her look was softened with dramatic makeup, luxurious hair, and seductive clothing. It was like night and day seeing her transformation.
Love Kwee', but this is definitely Missy.
Doesn't really scream Missy to me but I can't think of anyone else. I asked ChatGPT and it said Meshell Ndegeocello :plzstop:
It def sounds like Missy but they said she moved from LA? Missy is from Virginia.
Quote from: Gilgamesh. on June 04, 2025, 08:49:19 AMIt def sounds like Missy but they said she moved from LA? Missy is from Virginia.
Sheesh, Hollywood is just one big cesspool orgy. :plzstop: :uhh:
Quote from: Gilgamesh. on June 04, 2025, 08:49:19 AMIt def sounds like Missy but they said she moved from LA? Missy is from Virginia.
also when has she ever had on seductive clothing and hair and makeup? Missy has an dressed like a stud lol
!!!!
Missy always gave stud-adjacent.
Didn't Miss' move from VA to NY? Then from NY to LA once she blew up
I remember she was living in Rochester, NY at one point. Upstate NY
Her, Tweet, Ginuwine we're all perched in some home with Devante Swing and Stevie J
It's Queen Pen. She worked with Dallas, Stevie, labels tried to make her beef with Kim and Fox, she wore furs, cute dyke cuts, the blind item made it seem like she had a cute lil hit for a lil ynang ynang around the house (Party Ain't A Party), shes from Brooklyn, etc etc
Waits
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QuoteIn 1998, a dispute between Foxy Brown and Queen Pen developed over her controversial lesbian-themed single "Girlfriend".[5] Brown, who took offense to the song's subject, spewed homophobic remarks at both Pen and former rival Queen Latifah via her diss track "10% Dis".[5][8] In response, Pen reportedly confronted Brown while barefoot in the lobby of Nevada's Reno Hilton during the Impact Music Convention and tried to slap her and chase her down an elevator.[5][9] The fight was broken up by producer Derek "DC" Clark and Brown's associates Noreaga and Cam'ron.[9] Later, Queen Pen happened upon Foxy Brown again when Brown was accompanied by ex-lover Kurupt. Again, the conflict was subdued before any further physical contact occurred.
The girls kinda stayed running Foxy down :plzstop:
Quote from: Kalifornia. on June 04, 2025, 01:41:50 PMQuoteIn 1998, a dispute between Foxy Brown and Queen Pen developed over her controversial lesbian-themed single "Girlfriend".[5] Brown, who took offense to the song's subject, spewed homophobic remarks at both Pen and former rival Queen Latifah via her diss track "10% Dis".[5][8] In response, Pen reportedly confronted Brown while barefoot in the lobby of Nevada's Reno Hilton during the Impact Music Convention and tried to slap her and chase her down an elevator.[5][9] The fight was broken up by producer Derek "DC" Clark and Brown's associates Noreaga and Cam'ron.[9] Later, Queen Pen happened upon Foxy Brown again when Brown was accompanied by ex-lover Kurupt. Again, the conflict was subdued before any further physical contact occurred.
The girls kinda stayed running Foxy down :plzstop:
I hate that Foxy is not as tough as her rap persona seems
Queen Pen, Remy, Jackie O, Queen Latifah
Almost every rap girl she conflicts with seems like they all confronted or fought her and she was scared or she lost smh. Love her as a rapper though
Idk what's happening but all of this is MESS.
Quote from: Harlem on June 04, 2024, 11:12:41 PMQuote from: ophababes. on June 04, 2024, 05:47:31 PMcraig is giving me q-tip?
drake is giving me either sisqo or omarion
Idk I thought Craig was Method Man :plzstop:
>><< I was getting Method Man
I kinda upset that Terrance Dean passed away...and MYSTERIOUSLY at that.
No cause of death. Fell ill in the summer of 2022. Found dead in his apartment. :uhh:
Apparently he was gearing up to write a part 2.
BITCH. Not Keenan Thompson sfsfsfsfsfsfs;
QuoteEdwin spotted "Wallace" a young, popular comedian driving by in an orange hummer.
"Chile, I got to go," Edwin said, "I'm going to get that."
"Be careful" I yelled at him.
I waited to see how it would play out. I was certain the chubby comedian wouldn't turn around. I'd seen "Wallace" a few times at church and he was well liked by the young girls. But his juvenile antics were becoming old as he turned into a man. Wallace later was featured with an all-star cast of improvisational actors on network television. The show has launched the careers of some of the most widely acclaimed comedian actors of our time.
The orange Hummer slowly turned and approached Edwin. After a few minutes of conversation, Edwin hopped into the passenger seat, and they sped off.
Quote from: Dee on June 04, 2025, 07:22:40 PMBITCH. Not Keenan Thompson sfsfsfsfsfsfs;
QuoteEdwin spotted "Wallace" a young, popular comedian driving by in an orange hummer.
"Chile, I got to go," Edwin said, "I'm going to get that."
"Be careful" I yelled at him.
I waited to see how it would play out. I was certain the chubby comedian wouldn't turn around. I'd seen "Wallace" a few times at church and he was well liked by the young girls. But his juvenile antics were becoming old as he turned into a man. Wallace later was featured with an all-star cast of improvisational actors on network television. The show has launched the careers of some of the most widely acclaimed comedian actors of our time.
The orange Hummer slowly turned and approached Edwin. After a few minutes of conversation, Edwin hopped into the passenger seat, and they sped off.
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Quote from: Dee on June 04, 2025, 07:18:16 PMI kinda upset that Terrance Dean passed away...and MYSTERIOUSLY at that.
No cause of death. Fell ill in the summer of 2022. Found dead in his apartment. :uhh:
Apparently he was gearing up to write a part 2.
i mean, you exposing gors' private mess for fun...
:letsmessfag:
@oph. King
:thatssowendy:
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not saying am GLAD anyone was allegedly killed, but you play stupid games you win stupid prizes.
cbcbcn
Well alright then...
:guys:
QuoteWhen I first saw Calvin, I assumed he was very straight. Nothing in what he said or did gave me any indication. He was a down little brother.
Calvin was pursuing a career in acting. He was a model and had done a few commercials in the D.C area. He really wanted to break into acting. On a few occasions when I had time to talk, he and I will discuss my goal of becoming a film producer and his desires to become an actor. I must admit that I was smitten by him he had an engaging personality and an inviting smile. Whenever I came through the hotels lobby, I would see his handsome face and broad smile from behind the counter. He noded toward me and I would nod back smiling.
I became aware of Calvin's motives. He wanted my help by getting apart in a film. I like liked him and didn't want to be shallow, so I bought Calvin a book, The Artist's Way, that many actors swore by as they pursue their careers. I figured if Calvin read it, he would become motivated and make moves for himself. Sure enough, he loved the GIF, but the message was perceived in the wrong manner, and Calvin eventually asked me out. He wanted to hang out and show me around the city. I accepted. But Calvin had an ulterior motive. From his advances, I knew he was willing to do whatever it took to get what he wanted. Well, if he was willing to play the game, so was I.
My part wasn't difficult. I had friends in the casting department and all I had to do was give them his photo and résumé. I eventually helped Calvin get into the film as an extra, and each time we slept together, he made sure that he put his all into it, as if his career depended on it.
Not a GOSPEL DL mess :dead:
QuoteI came across an opportunity to work as an assistant to one of the executives, "Orlando," for the Stellar Gospel Music Awards.
Orlando was an attractive, older man. Well, he wasn't that old; he was in his forties. He looked like the type of man who was settled down with a family in the suburbs, and he had no idea I had just gotten out of prison. He was impressed with my qualifications and the jobs I had held.
As we prepped for the show, Orlando invited me to dinner. I was game. I had not eaten a good meal since my release. During dinner I would catch him gazing at me. I felt uncomfortable because I knew that look. It was a look I had seen in the eyes of many men when I was out with them. It was passionate. It was lust.
I focused on my food. I refused to let my eyes meet his. I knew if I looked into his soft eyes I would respond. But I also considered how much older he was. Even though he was a good-looking man with a nice build, I just couldn't imagine myself in bed with an older man.
But Orlando continued to flirt with me. He made numerous requests for dinners and invitations to his home, and I would always make up some reason why I couldn't join him.
I was happy when we got closer to the show date because I knew he would be too busy to focus on me.
Working the show, I had the opportunity to meet some of the top gospel artists whose music I sang as a child in church, artists such as Shirley Caesar, BeBe and CeCe Winans, and John P. Kee.
I also got the chance to see how big the gospel industry truly was.
People from all over came into town for this event. There were choirs from North Carolina, South Carolina, Alabama, Georgia, Mississippi, and Chicago. Backstage was like a huge family reunion. Everyone was greeting and hugging one another like they were distant cousins who had not seen one another in years.
As I ran around for Orlando, I noticed another scene happening backstage. Men screaming excitedly, embracing one another, and giving air kisses. They twirled around in their choir robes. Some sashayed flamboyantly, waving their hands in the air. I knew those types of men.
They were the brothers we whispered about in church. They were the men the ministers preached their antigay sermons toward.
Seeing these men, I was glad to be an outsider. Men like these are called "church queens." They are well known in the church community and travel from one church event to the next. I kept my sexuality a deep secret, like most down low men, and I was not a part of this church cir-cuit. Even though they appeared as if they were not bothered by what people thought of them and they hadn't a care in the world, I hated that they were so flamboyant and was glad I had not become that effemi-nate. I didn't want anyone singling me out and making fun of me.
After the first day of rehearsals and meeting most of the staff, I finally met "Clifford," one of the producers. He was an impeccably dressed man.
When Clifford walked in you would have thought the president of the United States had entered the building. Everyone surrounded him, shaking his hand and hugging him. He was well respected and well known. I was impressed that Clifford knew many people by their names. He asked about them and their families, and the way he touched them and put his hand on their shoulders, sometimes hugging them, made him appear fatherly. He was compassionate. He cared.
Yet, it was Clifford's interaction with the flamboyant men that made me notice how friendly he was with them. He knew them, personally.
They laughed and kee-keed like old friends. He was comfortable with them. There was a familiarity.
Clifford approached me with his broad, dazzling smile. "Who are you, young man?" he asked. His voice was deep and sounded like he was singing when he spoke.
"My name is 'Terrance."
"Hello, Terrance. What are you doing here on the show?"
"I'm the assistant to Orlando." Clifford looked at me, puzzled.
"The assistant to my Orlando?" he said as he placed his manicured