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Title: y r ppl on here so on edge
Post by: Ashley Bank$ on September 01, 2016, 08:53:22 PM
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Title: Re: y r ppl on here so on edge
Post by: monk al-taqi on September 01, 2016, 09:17:16 PM
fuck em hun
Title: Re: y r ppl on here so on edge
Post by: 1stsecuritybank on September 01, 2016, 09:56:04 PM
U weren't always this happy. How u find this place. I remember back in 2013 u use to give a angry tea every now n again
Title: Re: y r ppl on here so on edge
Post by: Barbie Dangerous on September 01, 2016, 10:03:26 PM
Quote from: da trade go loca. on September 01, 2016, 09:59:26 PM
Quote from: 1stsecuritybank on September 01, 2016, 09:56:04 PM
U weren't always this happy. How u find this place. I remember back in 2013 u use to give a angry tea every now n again
True tea.

And I honestly don't know. I really don't have a solid answer that pinpoints "where" happiness comes from. True happiness, to the point where you get scared that things are going TOO well.  :plzstop: :plzstop:

But I know I haven't felt or looked this way in a long time. But the person I am now is no one unfamiliar to me. I am simply Really reconnecting with myself. Hate to say it but putting Ken Dahl on the back burner was one of the best things I did for myself.

Maybe that's where it came from. Getting out of a costume and wigs and working on Herbert. Cuz Herbert needed and still needs a lot of work. :wub: Loving and taking care of me before I take care of anything else.
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Title: Re: y r ppl on here so on edge
Post by: Vonc2002 on September 01, 2016, 10:04:50 PM
Quote from: BowDown on September 01, 2016, 10:03:26 PM
Quote from: da trade go loca. on September 01, 2016, 09:59:26 PM
Quote from: 1stsecuritybank on September 01, 2016, 09:56:04 PM
U weren't always this happy. How u find this place. I remember back in 2013 u use to give a angry tea every now n again
True tea.

And I honestly don't know. I really don't have a solid answer that pinpoints "where" happiness comes from. True happiness, to the point where you get scared that things are going TOO well.  :plzstop: :plzstop:

But I know I haven't felt or looked this way in a long time. But the person I am now is no one unfamiliar to me. I am simply Really reconnecting with myself. Hate to say it but putting Ken Dahl on the back burner was one of the best things I did for myself.

Maybe that's where it came from. Getting out of a costume and wigs and working on Herbert. Cuz Herbert needed and still needs a lot of work. :wub: Loving and taking care of me before I take care of anything else.
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Title: Re: y r ppl on here so on edge
Post by: 1stsecuritybank on September 01, 2016, 10:12:53 PM
Quote from: da trade go loca. on September 01, 2016, 09:59:26 PM
Quote from: 1stsecuritybank on September 01, 2016, 09:56:04 PM
U weren't always this happy. How u find this place. I remember back in 2013 u use to give a angry tea every now n again
True tea.

And I honestly don't know. I really don't have a solid answer that pinpoints "where" happiness comes from. True happiness, to the point where you get scared that things are going TOO well.  :plzstop: :plzstop:

But I know I haven't felt or looked this way in a long time. But the person I am now is no one unfamiliar to me. I am simply Really reconnecting with myself. Hate to say it but putting Ken Dahl on the back burner was one of the best things I did for myself.

Maybe that's where it came from. Getting out of a costume and wigs and working on Herbert. Cuz Herbert needed and still needs a lot of work. :wub: Loving and taking care of me before I take care of anything else.

Almost forgot how much Herb slays. lolz. but she's back.
and herb > ken :sobusyjetsetter:
(http://i.giphy.com/l0HlwEkvAOyjmcB1e.gif)
I'm so happy for you man, I'm trying to get where u are. Glad everything fell into place for u!!!!! You def deserve it and more, you're one of the most sincere guy on here and u def give our a seasoned, wise tea now. Growth is a beautiful thing
Title: Re: y r ppl on here so on edge
Post by: 1stsecuritybank on September 01, 2016, 10:30:26 PM
Quote from: da trade go loca. on September 01, 2016, 10:21:46 PM
Quote from: 1stsecuritybank on September 01, 2016, 10:12:53 PM
Quote from: da trade go loca. on September 01, 2016, 09:59:26 PM
Quote from: 1stsecuritybank on September 01, 2016, 09:56:04 PM
U weren't always this happy. How u find this place. I remember back in 2013 u use to give a angry tea every now n again
True tea.

And I honestly don't know. I really don't have a solid answer that pinpoints "where" happiness comes from. True happiness, to the point where you get scared that things are going TOO well.  :plzstop: :plzstop:

But I know I haven't felt or looked this way in a long time. But the person I am now is no one unfamiliar to me. I am simply Really reconnecting with myself. Hate to say it but putting Ken Dahl on the back burner was one of the best things I did for myself.

Maybe that's where it came from. Getting out of a costume and wigs and working on Herbert. Cuz Herbert needed and still needs a lot of work. :wub: Loving and taking care of me before I take care of anything else.

Almost forgot how much Herb slays. lolz. but she's back.
and herb > ken :sobusyjetsetter:
(http://i.giphy.com/l0HlwEkvAOyjmcB1e.gif)
I'm so happy for you man, I'm trying to get where u are. Glad everything fell into place for u!!!!! You def deserve it and more, you're one of the most sincere guy on here and u def give our a seasoned, wise tea now. Growth is a beautiful thing
That was really nice of u. Thank you. :wub:
I really wish I could pinpoint one thing for you that would be a magic fix but I don't think there is. Otherwise lots of therapists would be out of a job. :plzstop:

Just keep living life, stay positive. Focus on you, don't be afraid to be selfish sometimes. Self care is paramount.

Many people will see you doing better and intentionally try to remove u from that space in some way. As long as u recognize when that's happening it won't penetrate you. it'll actually make you see how sad others are, but I try not to highlight that too much because like you said, I wasn't always in such a great place myself.

Luv u.

Luv u too baby. I see what u mean and some cases those ppl can be family members. Personal growth is such a blessing , sometimes ppl regress but like u said good to find what made u happy in first place n not let enemy steal it. Life is cruel so is hard to really stay happy for long always someone or something that throw u off track it seems. Even in my silence n loneliness I find happiness and being myself and believing that a higher power has my back and my granny is guiding me in right direction. I do believe certain situations suppose to happen to bring one to prosperity.
Title: Re: y r ppl on here so on edge
Post by: ❄️☃️🌨� Shuji Feels Different 🌨�☃️❄️ on September 01, 2016, 10:44:32 PM
Quote from: da trade go loca. on September 01, 2016, 09:59:26 PM
Quote from: 1stsecuritybank on September 01, 2016, 09:56:04 PM
U weren't always this happy. How u find this place. I remember back in 2013 u use to give a angry tea every now n again
True tea.

And I honestly don't know. I really don't have a solid answer that pinpoints "where" happiness comes from. True happiness, to the point where you get scared that things are going TOO well.  :plzstop: :plzstop:

But I know I haven't felt or looked this way in a long time. But the person I am now is no one unfamiliar to me. I am simply Really reconnecting with myself. Hate to say it but putting Ken Dahl on the back burner was one of the best things I did for myself.

Maybe that's where it came from. Getting out of a costume and wigs and working on Herbert. Cuz Herbert needed and still needs a lot of work. :wub: Loving and taking care of me before I take care of anything else.

Almost forgot how much Herb slays. lolz. but she's back.
and herb > ken :sobusyjetsetter:
(http://i.giphy.com/l0HlwEkvAOyjmcB1e.gif)

Plus you're not a fucking LOON. That usually helps too...
Title: Re: y r ppl on here so on edge
Post by: 1stsecuritybank on September 01, 2016, 10:56:15 PM
Quote from: Shuji Shuriken on September 01, 2016, 10:44:32 PM
Quote from: da trade go loca. on September 01, 2016, 09:59:26 PM
Quote from: 1stsecuritybank on September 01, 2016, 09:56:04 PM
U weren't always this happy. How u find this place. I remember back in 2013 u use to give a angry tea every now n again
True tea.

And I honestly don't know. I really don't have a solid answer that pinpoints "where" happiness comes from. True happiness, to the point where you get scared that things are going TOO well.  :plzstop: :plzstop:

But I know I haven't felt or looked this way in a long time. But the person I am now is no one unfamiliar to me. I am simply Really reconnecting with myself. Hate to say it but putting Ken Dahl on the back burner was one of the best things I did for myself.

Maybe that's where it came from. Getting out of a costume and wigs and working on Herbert. Cuz Herbert needed and still needs a lot of work. :wub: Loving and taking care of me before I take care of anything else.

Almost forgot how much Herb slays. lolz. but she's back.
and herb > ken :sobusyjetsetter:
(http://i.giphy.com/l0HlwEkvAOyjmcB1e.gif)

Plus you're not a fucking LOON. That usually helps too...

Crazy ppl don't deserve to be happy.
Title: Re: y r ppl on here so on edge
Post by: GRAND on September 01, 2016, 10:59:10 PM
is every1 ok
Title: Re: y r ppl on here so on edge
Post by: 1stsecuritybank on September 01, 2016, 11:00:11 PM
Oh that's right crazy ppl might go commit a mass crime. Ppl like u make me sick but your opinion is majority. Especially with Obama siding with psychtriast with all these fake mass murders. Ppl with mental disorders get worse treatment than they did in 80s. Not to mention that fake law in place is bullshit. As long as person who is supposed crazy doesn't know about it won't hurt em, right. Fuck Obama and society. I keep all my deep thoughts to myself.
Title: Re: y r ppl on here so on edge
Post by: Vonc2002 on September 01, 2016, 11:01:42 PM
Quote from: 1stsecuritybank on September 01, 2016, 11:00:11 PM
Oh that's right crazy ppl might go commit a mass crime. Ppl like u make me sick but your opinion is majority. Especially with Obama siding with psychtriast with all these fake mass murders. Ppl with mental disorders get worse treatment than they did in 80s. Not to mention that fake law in place is bullshit. As long as person who is supposed crazy doesn't know about it won't hurt em, right. Fuck Obama and society. I keep all my deep thoughts to myself.
Do you?
Title: Re: y r ppl on here so on edge
Post by: ❄️☃️🌨� Shuji Feels Different 🌨�☃️❄️ on September 01, 2016, 11:03:14 PM
Gorl go take your fucking meds and go to bed. You're a danger to yourself and the world at large...
Title: Re: y r ppl on here so on edge
Post by: ❄️☃️🌨� Shuji Feels Different 🌨�☃️❄️ on September 01, 2016, 11:04:26 PM
Quote from: Vonc2002 on September 01, 2016, 11:01:42 PM
Quote from: 1stsecuritybank on September 01, 2016, 11:00:11 PM
Oh that's right crazy ppl might go commit a mass crime. Ppl like u make me sick but your opinion is majority. Especially with Obama siding with psychtriast with all these fake mass murders. Ppl with mental disorders get worse treatment than they did in 80s. Not to mention that fake law in place is bullshit. As long as person who is supposed crazy doesn't know about it won't hurt em, right. Fuck Obama and society. I keep all my deep thoughts to myself.
Do you?

This fucking YELP I just let out  :plzstop:
Title: Re: y r ppl on here so on edge
Post by: Real on September 01, 2016, 11:04:33 PM
ddddd

:omgwatshappening:
Title: Re: y r ppl on here so on edge
Post by: 1stsecuritybank on September 01, 2016, 11:07:09 PM
Quote from: Vonc2002 on September 01, 2016, 11:01:42 PM
Quote from: 1stsecuritybank on September 01, 2016, 11:00:11 PM
Oh that's right crazy ppl might go commit a mass crime. Ppl like u make me sick but your opinion is majority. Especially with Obama siding with psychtriast with all these fake mass murders. Ppl with mental disorders get worse treatment than they did in 80s. Not to mention that fake law in place is bullshit. As long as person who is supposed crazy doesn't know about it won't hurt em, right. Fuck Obama and society. I keep all my deep thoughts to myself.
Do you?

Yes I do. Nothing about mass crimes as I don't hate anyone not even pal who done me wrong. I just have thoughts about my future and how I'm plan on getting to success. That's all. I don't talk to ppl offline as its hard for me to trust anyone. What I post on here is deep but not all the way into my brain. Like I'll never share what makes me tick again. Or my anxieties like ppl think I'm brain dead. When I find out who u are and what u about I don't fuck w u. I never forgive. I'll stay under a bridge than to go back to ppl who betrayed me.
Title: Re: y r ppl on here so on edge
Post by: 1stsecuritybank on September 01, 2016, 11:09:47 PM
Quote from: Real on September 01, 2016, 11:04:33 PM
ddddd

:omgwatshappening:

This why I drop the psychotherapy. It's nothing but a waste of money. The doctor thinks u having an episode or talking spell. I just keep shit inside and let ppl dog me out and move on. I can't control what ppl do and if they know I'm crazy or was on meds who cares. But I will say is that I could be homeless and still have confidence. That's something I was born with.
Title: Re: y r ppl on here so on edge
Post by: D.I.E.G.O. on September 01, 2016, 11:10:53 PM
Quote from: Shuji Shuriken on September 01, 2016, 11:04:26 PM
Quote from: Vonc2002 on September 01, 2016, 11:01:42 PM
Quote from: 1stsecuritybank on September 01, 2016, 11:00:11 PM
Oh that's right crazy ppl might go commit a mass crime. Ppl like u make me sick but your opinion is majority. Especially with Obama siding with psychtriast with all these fake mass murders. Ppl with mental disorders get worse treatment than they did in 80s. Not to mention that fake law in place is bullshit. As long as person who is supposed crazy doesn't know about it won't hurt em, right. Fuck Obama and society. I keep all my deep thoughts to myself.
Do you?

This fucking YELP I just let out  :plzstop:

!!! I fucking HOLLERED
Title: Re: y r ppl on here so on edge
Post by: 1stsecuritybank on September 01, 2016, 11:14:36 PM
Quote from: GoDiegoGo on September 01, 2016, 11:10:53 PM
Quote from: Shuji Shuriken on September 01, 2016, 11:04:26 PM
Quote from: Vonc2002 on September 01, 2016, 11:01:42 PM
Quote from: 1stsecuritybank on September 01, 2016, 11:00:11 PM
Oh that's right crazy ppl might go commit a mass crime. Ppl like u make me sick but your opinion is majority. Especially with Obama siding with psychtriast with all these fake mass murders. Ppl with mental disorders get worse treatment than they did in 80s. Not to mention that fake law in place is bullshit. As long as person who is supposed crazy doesn't know about it won't hurt em, right. Fuck Obama and society. I keep all my deep thoughts to myself.
Do you?

This fucking YELP I just let out  :plzstop:

!!! I fucking HOLLERED

Who is that queen in your siggy I asked u in anotha thread n u paid me. She walks in w that Bob
Title: Re: y r ppl on here so on edge
Post by: D.I.E.G.O. on September 01, 2016, 11:22:27 PM
Quote from: 1stsecuritybank on September 01, 2016, 11:14:36 PM
Quote from: GoDiegoGo on September 01, 2016, 11:10:53 PM
Quote from: Shuji Shuriken on September 01, 2016, 11:04:26 PM
Quote from: Vonc2002 on September 01, 2016, 11:01:42 PM
Quote from: 1stsecuritybank on September 01, 2016, 11:00:11 PM
Oh that's right crazy ppl might go commit a mass crime. Ppl like u make me sick but your opinion is majority. Especially with Obama siding with psychtriast with all these fake mass murders. Ppl with mental disorders get worse treatment than they did in 80s. Not to mention that fake law in place is bullshit. As long as person who is supposed crazy doesn't know about it won't hurt em, right. Fuck Obama and society. I keep all my deep thoughts to myself.
Do you?

This fucking YELP I just let out  :plzstop:

!!! I fucking HOLLERED

Who is that queen in your siggy I asked u in anotha thread n u paid me. She walks in w that Bob

I asked which one in the other thread, bby. Her name is MC Debra aka Selvin Khan aka Kool-Aid. She's in my avi, too.
Title: Re: y r ppl on here so on edge
Post by: 1stsecuritybank on September 01, 2016, 11:24:32 PM
Quote from: GoDiegoGo on September 01, 2016, 11:22:27 PM
Quote from: 1stsecuritybank on September 01, 2016, 11:14:36 PM
Quote from: GoDiegoGo on September 01, 2016, 11:10:53 PM
Quote from: Shuji Shuriken on September 01, 2016, 11:04:26 PM
Quote from: Vonc2002 on September 01, 2016, 11:01:42 PM
Quote from: 1stsecuritybank on September 01, 2016, 11:00:11 PM
Oh that's right crazy ppl might go commit a mass crime. Ppl like u make me sick but your opinion is majority. Especially with Obama siding with psychtriast with all these fake mass murders. Ppl with mental disorders get worse treatment than they did in 80s. Not to mention that fake law in place is bullshit. As long as person who is supposed crazy doesn't know about it won't hurt em, right. Fuck Obama and society. I keep all my deep thoughts to myself.
Do you?

This fucking YELP I just let out  :plzstop:

!!! I fucking HOLLERED

Who is that queen in your siggy I asked u in anotha thread n u paid me. She walks in w that Bob

I asked which one in the other thread, bby. Her name is MC Debra aka Selvin Khan aka Kool-Aid. She's in my avi, too.


Thanks
Title: Re: y r ppl on here so on edge
Post by: Vonc2002 on September 01, 2016, 11:27:02 PM
That's a man, yea?
Title: Re: y r ppl on here so on edge
Post by: D.I.E.G.O. on September 01, 2016, 11:35:10 PM
Quote from: Vonc2002 on September 01, 2016, 11:27:02 PM
That's a man, yea?

Yep yep
Title: Re: y r ppl on here so on edge
Post by: Vonc2002 on September 01, 2016, 11:39:34 PM
Oh ok
Ew
Title: Re: y r ppl on here so on edge
Post by: 1stsecuritybank on September 01, 2016, 11:43:19 PM
Quote from: GoDiegoGo on September 01, 2016, 11:35:10 PM
Quote from: Vonc2002 on September 01, 2016, 11:27:02 PM
That's a man, yea?

Yep yep

He's funny the ballroom culture seems like fun. Which has best one u wonder
Title: Re: y r ppl on here so on edge
Post by: ❄️☃️🌨� Shuji Feels Different 🌨�☃️❄️ on September 01, 2016, 11:52:53 PM
Quote from: 1stsecuritybank on September 01, 2016, 11:43:19 PM
Quote from: GoDiegoGo on September 01, 2016, 11:35:10 PM
Quote from: Vonc2002 on September 01, 2016, 11:27:02 PM
That's a man, yea?

Yep yep

He's funny the ballroom culture seems like fun. Which has best one u wonder

You looking for a house to join love?
Title: Re: y r ppl on here so on edge
Post by: 1stsecuritybank on September 02, 2016, 12:08:04 AM
Quote from: Shuji Shuriken on September 01, 2016, 11:52:53 PM
Quote from: 1stsecuritybank on September 01, 2016, 11:43:19 PM
Quote from: GoDiegoGo on September 01, 2016, 11:35:10 PM
Quote from: Vonc2002 on September 01, 2016, 11:27:02 PM
That's a man, yea?

Yep yep

He's funny the ballroom culture seems like fun. Which has best one u wonder

You looking for a house to join love?

Yup buddy what's some dope ones
Title: Re: y r ppl on here so on edge
Post by: FlowerBomb on September 02, 2016, 05:31:34 AM
Quote from: BowDown on September 01, 2016, 10:03:26 PM
Quote from: da trade go loca. on September 01, 2016, 09:59:26 PM
Quote from: 1stsecuritybank on September 01, 2016, 09:56:04 PM
U weren't always this happy. How u find this place. I remember back in 2013 u use to give a angry tea every now n again
True tea.

And I honestly don't know. I really don't have a solid answer that pinpoints "where" happiness comes from. True happiness, to the point where you get scared that things are going TOO well.  :plzstop: :plzstop:

But I know I haven't felt or looked this way in a long time. But the person I am now is no one unfamiliar to me. I am simply Really reconnecting with myself. Hate to say it but putting Ken Dahl on the back burner was one of the best things I did for myself.

Maybe that's where it came from. Getting out of a costume and wigs and working on Herbert. Cuz Herbert needed and still needs a lot of work. :wub: Loving and taking care of me before I take care of anything else.
(http://s22.postimg.org/x63mtftbz/gurlfixit.gif)
hhhjdjdjd
Title: Re: y r ppl on here so on edge
Post by: FlowerBomb on September 02, 2016, 05:32:06 AM
Afro should lash you with his mink coat
Title: Re: y r ppl on here so on edge
Post by: FlowerBomb on September 02, 2016, 05:50:39 AM
Morning Herb
:ohwow: