I feel a mess I have no desire to shower n brush teeth I only eat fast food why is this happenin to me o dont hate anyone I may did stuff in past but y should affect me now I have dreams about driving my car into river why won't they let me live normal I not treat to nobody ppl know I'm crazy everywhere I go they will sniff me constantly n that was wat I told my psytriatist n parents for help o feel helpless n it goes from worse to bad why can't they leave Mr alone u guys please help way should I do even if I get back on psych meds I'd be taking double CU's fast food medication me to I'm not a killer the police and my parent won't stop terrorizing me I jus wanna be free they won't take chains off my brain I wish they stop help please somebody my muscles all over my body keep poppin I feel like a lab rat
how are they terrorizing you?
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n thought you got banned, bby.
The police gave my info to fast foods n they follow me they do in this cis I stuck my phone ubdrt stall on one of their own officers my parent always had this planned they wanted two girls my father never want me to do better than him n they hate gay ppl they do this for warrior for god nobody believes Mr n strangers scared of me I'll never b free myfamilu all want me sittin I'm a home nursing home in my feces n urine
Quote from: 1stsecuritybank on September 21, 2016, 05:29:04 PM
I feel a mess I have no desire to shower n brush teeth
U and 'bout 95% of tha board
ure not special hon
jesus christ
I do advice you to take the meds and visit the psychiatrist to help you out. Is there a place where you can stay (with a good coach or something)? Be strong, don't do anything crazy! Think about all the dreams you have. :calmdownsis:
Gu, stop putting your personal business on this PUBLIC ass board.
Wtf? Do you not understand when I say it 389 time? Stop!