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QuoteFirst off I'd like to thank all of you for the support you've given me these past few days while being in and out of the hospital. It's quite frustrating to go back and forth with medical professionals and receive no answers as to why the problem is happening. So being able to communicate to you all through social media has been a lifesaver for keeping my spirits up and distracted from the pain I'm in.

Long story short I have an infection in my scrotum that requires serious antibiotics and complete bed rest for about a week and a half. Also basically a scrotum bra to keep my testicles from hanging low and increasing the risk of spreading the infection. Glamorous right? All caused from a probable UTI and (get this) wearing cock rings too small for long periods of time.

On top of that my kidneys are in bad shape. My use of steroids combined with prep and not drinking enough water have basically forced my kidneys to make an SOS call. This of course, could've been prevented had I been smarter and taken better care of myself. I take full responsibility for that and it has been quite the wake up call.

In September I was diagnosed with non hotchkins lymphoma type A. I've kept it kind of a secret because A. I don't want pity and B. It sounds worse than it is. Yes I have a type of cancer but it has about a 90% survival rate if caught and treated quickly. Thankfully it was caught before any real dyer concerns could happen. So please don't think I'm dying or anything of the sort. It will take much more than that to get rid of me. Unfortunately I haven't been being the most responsible when it comes to dealing with the news regardless of how mild the doctors tell me it is. When you're 29 and you hear you have cancer of ANY kind it does feel a bit hopeless and I've slipped into depression and made not so great decisions to numb or forget the possibilities of the worse case scenario. Even though Ive always been a step behind my entire life, I feel I'm ahead of the game this time and choose to start dealing with it head on instead of ignoring it so that I dont make it worse and epidsodes like this week are no more common as a scene without me moaning.

All that being said, I'm very lucky to have a few friends in the medical profession who have given me care under the table but after this episode it is clear that I have to get serious about getting this issue under control so that I can continue on having a normal life. I have medical which is basically poor people's insurance but I've been advised by my doctor and by the beautiful bills I've received, even for the minor treatments I've gotten that it basically covers nothing for a condition of this sort.

So I'm changing my healthcare plan to one that will cover my condition and the regular treatments required for the months to come so that I can come out of it healthy and not in debt

All insurances have a deductible that must be paid before the policy will cover any treatment. I have chosen a pricier plan when it comes to that but hoping that after the deductible is taken care of my medication and anything required to send this cancer packing will be of no cost to me.

So after the deductible and the price rate of the medications I've just recieved I'm hoping to raise about $10,000 so that I can go these next 6months with the best possible care and not have to stress about being able to afford it. Any donation would be greatly appreciated no matter how small. We all need help sometimes and I'm no longer too proud to admit this is a time I do myself.

If I'm able to raise more than the funds I need I will donate the remainder to a charity involving homeless gay youth. We as community and an industry need to take care of each other and make the year 2017 the year we finally put petty shit aside and stick up for one another and have each other's backs!

I love you all very much and I thank you for being you and keeping the best medicine alive.

Humor and laughter

I'm not going anywhere and will continue to work as much as I can. I'm just asking for help to keep me able to do so.

All my love to you all

Quote from: Blond?. on April 12, 2017, 09:20:00 AM
The way these girls risk their lives for a dick owt.

QuoteFirst off I'd like to thank all of you for the support you've given me these past few days while being in and out of the hospital. It's quite frustrating to go back and forth with medical professionals and receive no answers as to why the problem is happening. So being able to communicate to you all through social media has been a lifesaver for keeping my spirits up and distracted from the pain I'm in.

Long story short I have an infection in my scrotum that requires serious antibiotics and complete bed rest for about a week and a half. Also basically a scrotum bra to keep my testicles from hanging low and increasing the risk of spreading the infection. Glamorous right? All caused from a probable UTI and (get this) wearing cock rings too small for long periods of time.

On top of that my kidneys are in bad shape. My use of steroids combined with prep and not drinking enough water have basically forced my kidneys to make an SOS call. This of course, could've been prevented had I been smarter and taken better care of myself. I take full responsibility for that and it has been quite the wake up call.

In September I was diagnosed with non hotchkins lymphoma type A. I've kept it kind of a secret because A. I don't want pity and B. It sounds worse than it is. Yes I have a type of cancer but it has about a 90% survival rate if caught and treated quickly. Thankfully it was caught before any real dyer concerns could happen. So please don't think I'm dying or anything of the sort. It will take much more than that to get rid of me. Unfortunately I haven't been being the most responsible when it comes to dealing with the news regardless of how mild the doctors tell me it is. When you're 29 and you hear you have cancer of ANY kind it does feel a bit hopeless and I've slipped into depression and made not so great decisions to numb or forget the possibilities of the worse case scenario. Even though Ive always been a step behind my entire life, I feel I'm ahead of the game this time and choose to start dealing with it head on instead of ignoring it so that I dont make it worse and epidsodes like this week are no more common as a scene without me moaning.

All that being said, I'm very lucky to have a few friends in the medical profession who have given me care under the table but after this episode it is clear that I have to get serious about getting this issue under control so that I can continue on having a normal life. I have medical which is basically poor people's insurance but I've been advised by my doctor and by the beautiful bills I've received, even for the minor treatments I've gotten that it basically covers nothing for a condition of this sort.

So I'm changing my healthcare plan to one that will cover my condition and the regular treatments required for the months to come so that I can come out of it healthy and not in debt

All insurances have a deductible that must be paid before the policy will cover any treatment. I have chosen a pricier plan when it comes to that but hoping that after the deductible is taken care of my medication and anything required to send this cancer packing will be of no cost to me.

So after the deductible and the price rate of the medications I've just recieved I'm hoping to raise about $10,000 so that I can go these next 6months with the best possible care and not have to stress about being able to afford it. Any donation would be greatly appreciated no matter how small. We all need help sometimes and I'm no longer too proud to admit this is a time I do myself.

If I'm able to raise more than the funds I need I will donate the remainder to a charity involving homeless gay youth. We as community and an industry need to take care of each other and make the year 2017 the year we finally put petty shit aside and stick up for one another and have each other's backs!

I love you all very much and I thank you for being you and keeping the best medicine alive.

Humor and laughter

I'm not going anywhere and will continue to work as much as I can. I'm just asking for help to keep me able to do so.

All my love to you all

Quote from: Bruce on April 12, 2017, 09:25:09 AM

Quote from: Blond?. on April 12, 2017, 09:20:00 AM
The way these girls risk their lives for a dick owt.

It is so sad, and if he had a real job he would be getting paid while in the hospital. These people put on an illusion that they have such a glamorous life on instagram and etc. but the moment they are sick or die, its GoFundMe links. If you are almost 30 your affairs should be in order.

Quote from: stillpretti. on April 12, 2017, 09:23:05 AM
America is a mess. A country where you not only have to worry about your illness, but how much your illness will cost you :dead:

QuoteMy use of steroids combined with prep

Quote from: Fine Dining on April 12, 2017, 09:26:49 AM

QuoteFirst off I'd like to thank all of you for the support you've given me these past few days while being in and out of the hospital. It's quite frustrating to go back and forth with medical professionals and receive no answers as to why the problem is happening. So being able to communicate to you all through social media has been a lifesaver for keeping my spirits up and distracted from the pain I'm in.

Long story short I have an infection in my scrotum that requires serious antibiotics and complete bed rest for about a week and a half. Also basically a scrotum bra to keep my testicles from hanging low and increasing the risk of spreading the infection. Glamorous right? All caused from a probable UTI and (get this) wearing cock rings too small for long periods of time.

On top of that my kidneys are in bad shape. My use of steroids combined with prep and not drinking enough water have basically forced my kidneys to make an SOS call. This of course, could've been prevented had I been smarter and taken better care of myself. I take full responsibility for that and it has been quite the wake up call.

In September I was diagnosed with non hotchkins lymphoma type A. I've kept it kind of a secret because A. I don't want pity and B. It sounds worse than it is. Yes I have a type of cancer but it has about a 90% survival rate if caught and treated quickly. Thankfully it was caught before any real dyer concerns could happen. So please don't think I'm dying or anything of the sort. It will take much more than that to get rid of me. Unfortunately I haven't been being the most responsible when it comes to dealing with the news regardless of how mild the doctors tell me it is. When you're 29 and you hear you have cancer of ANY kind it does feel a bit hopeless and I've slipped into depression and made not so great decisions to numb or forget the possibilities of the worse case scenario. Even though Ive always been a step behind my entire life, I feel I'm ahead of the game this time and choose to start dealing with it head on instead of ignoring it so that I dont make it worse and epidsodes like this week are no more common as a scene without me moaning.

All that being said, I'm very lucky to have a few friends in the medical profession who have given me care under the table but after this episode it is clear that I have to get serious about getting this issue under control so that I can continue on having a normal life. I have medical which is basically poor people's insurance but I've been advised by my doctor and by the beautiful bills I've received, even for the minor treatments I've gotten that it basically covers nothing for a condition of this sort.

So I'm changing my healthcare plan to one that will cover my condition and the regular treatments required for the months to come so that I can come out of it healthy and not in debt

All insurances have a deductible that must be paid before the policy will cover any treatment. I have chosen a pricier plan when it comes to that but hoping that after the deductible is taken care of my medication and anything required to send this cancer packing will be of no cost to me.

So after the deductible and the price rate of the medications I've just recieved I'm hoping to raise about $10,000 so that I can go these next 6months with the best possible care and not have to stress about being able to afford it. Any donation would be greatly appreciated no matter how small. We all need help sometimes and I'm no longer too proud to admit this is a time I do myself.

If I'm able to raise more than the funds I need I will donate the remainder to a charity involving homeless gay youth. We as community and an industry need to take care of each other and make the year 2017 the year we finally put petty shit aside and stick up for one another and have each other's backs!

I love you all very much and I thank you for being you and keeping the best medicine alive.

Humor and laughter

I'm not going anywhere and will continue to work as much as I can. I'm just asking for help to keep me able to do so.

All my love to you all

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Quote from: Ms N.Campbell on April 12, 2017, 09:38:47 AM
I feel bad for him, cancer is no joke.
Even though he says it has a 90% survival rate if caught early, if I were him I'd just take out a loan.
Sounds like he doesn't want to worry about debt but I'd be more worried about dying than owing money.

Quote from: Blond?. on April 12, 2017, 09:29:53 AM

Quote from: Bruce on April 12, 2017, 09:25:09 AM

Quote from: Blond?. on April 12, 2017, 09:20:00 AM
The way these girls risk their lives for a dick owt.

It is so sad, and if he had a real job he would be getting paid while in the hospital. These people put on an illusion that they have such a glamorous life on instagram and etc. but the moment they are sick or die, its GoFundMe links. If you are almost 30 your affairs should be in order.

Perfectly stated.

The fact that he closes this letter by saying "I will continue to work as much as I can" is disgusting.

These fags are worthless.

Quote from: Kaeli. on April 12, 2017, 10:45:15 AM
Gay sex seems like such a hassle :udontlookok:

Quote from: Ms N.Campbell on April 12, 2017, 10:54:18 AM
ggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg
I want to die at 40
I can't be an old fag

Quote from: G SPOT on April 12, 2017, 10:48:34 AM
Where is some of his porn?
Not familiar

Quote from: each1teach1 on April 12, 2017, 10:55:03 AM
Cc micah brandt

Quote from: Ms N.Campbell on April 12, 2017, 10:54:18 AM
ggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg
I want to die at 40
I can't be an old fag

Quote from: Real on April 12, 2017, 11:00:13 AM

Quote from: Ms N.Campbell on April 12, 2017, 10:54:18 AM
ggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg
I want to die at 40
I can't be an old fag

Careful what you wish for

Quote from: each1teach1 on April 12, 2017, 10:55:03 AM
Cc micah brandt

Quote from: Cartier on April 12, 2017, 04:39:35 PM
Oh no, poor Micah. He seems like a good guy from what I know of him.

Hope he makes a speedy recovery.

QuoteMy use of steroids combined with prep and not drinking enough water have basically forced my kidneys to make an SOS call.

Quote from: Sleigh It Right on April 12, 2017, 04:42:34 PM

QuoteMy use of steroids combined with prep and not drinking enough water have basically forced my kidneys to make an SOS call.

I'm sorry but  :kii: :dead: :plzstop:

Not the kidneys dialing 911

Quote from: stillpretti. on April 12, 2017, 05:54:49 PM
nnnn

him thinking these myvidster gorls will take out HUNKS of cash to get him back on page 1 had me on my knees in prayer this morn

Quote from: BrokenHeartsHeal on April 12, 2017, 10:43:30 PM
I know exactly the scene he got this infection from

the EXACT

Quote from: Ms N.Campbell on April 12, 2017, 10:54:18 AM
ggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg
I want to die at 40
I can't be an old fag

Quote from: Sleigh It Right on April 12, 2017, 04:42:34 PM

QuoteMy use of steroids combined with prep and not drinking enough water have basically forced my kidneys to make an SOS call.

I'm sorry but  :kii: :dead: :plzstop:

Not the kidneys dialing 911