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Title: 'I Wanted Out': Michelle Williams Reveals She Was Suicidal at Height of Destiny'
Post by: Lazarus on October 18, 2017, 11:14:00 PM
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'I Wanted Out': Michelle Williams Reveals She Was Suicidal at Height of Destiny's Child Fame

Artists candidly discussing their struggles with mental illness isn't as common enough as it should be. Former Destiny's Child member Michelle Williams wants to change and "normalize" that.

Williams was a guest co-host on The Talk on Wednesday (Oct. 18) and took the opportunity to open up about her struggles with depression and thoughts of suicide at the peak of Destiny Child's success in the early 2000s.

At the time, she didn't think she was suffering from depression because she couldn't identify the signs as symptoms, and instead believed they were "growing pains." It wasn't until she reached her 30s, she said, when she looked back and realized what she was suffering from and how long it had affected her for -- according to her, she began feeling depressed when she was young teen.

When she disclosed to the group's manager -- Beyonc?'s father Mathew Knowles -- that she was thought she was depressed, he told her, "You all just signed a multi-million dollar deal. You?re about to go on tour. What do you have to be depressed about?" Williams continued to deal with her depression, but it only worsened -- to the point that she was suicidal and wanted to leave the group.
Title: Re: 'I Wanted Out': Michelle Williams Reveals She Was Suicidal at Height of Destiny'
Post by: Sovereign. on October 18, 2017, 11:17:26 PM
So sad. Much love to Michelle. Money and fame doesn't make you happy.
Title: Re: 'I Wanted Out': Michelle Williams Reveals She Was Suicidal at Height of Destiny'
Post by: Sinpool on October 18, 2017, 11:21:17 PM
As much as I want to drag Matt for what he said to Michelle, that's a common ideology alot of black people have.
Title: Re: 'I Wanted Out': Michelle Williams Reveals She Was Suicidal at Height of Destiny'
Post by: Sovereign. on October 18, 2017, 11:24:11 PM
Quote from: Biracial Queen on October 18, 2017, 11:21:17 PM
As much as I want to drag Matt for what he said to Michelle, that's a common ideology alot of black people have.

!!!!!

Doesn't mean we pacify it or that its right. It must be clinically and practically addressed.
Title: Re: 'I Wanted Out': Michelle Williams Reveals She Was Suicidal at Height of Destiny'
Post by: CHOKE on October 18, 2017, 11:25:37 PM
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Title: Re: 'I Wanted Out': Michelle Williams Reveals She Was Suicidal at Height of Destiny'
Post by: Hatsumomo on October 18, 2017, 11:34:03 PM
Quote from: Saeed. on October 18, 2017, 11:17:26 PM
So sad. Much love to Michelle. Money and fame doesn't make you happy.

!!!
Title: Re: 'I Wanted Out': Michelle Williams Reveals She Was Suicidal at Height of Destiny'
Post by: BAPHOMET. on October 18, 2017, 11:42:38 PM
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Title: Re: 'I Wanted Out': Michelle Williams Reveals She Was Suicidal at Height of Destiny'
Post by: MAY on October 18, 2017, 11:59:51 PM
I blame Beyonce & Mathew
Title: Re: 'I Wanted Out': Michelle Williams Reveals She Was Suicidal at Height of Destiny'
Post by: fedswatchin on October 19, 2017, 12:02:14 AM
Matthew Knowlesis such a piece of shit
Title: Re: 'I Wanted Out': Michelle Williams Reveals She Was Suicidal at Height of Destiny'
Post by: Kaeli. on October 19, 2017, 12:05:28 AM
I feel like Matthew said some really fucked up things to the girls behind the scenes

And I mean worse than this
Title: Re: 'I Wanted Out': Michelle Williams Reveals She Was Suicidal at Height of Destiny'
Post by: MelMel on October 19, 2017, 12:25:58 AM
Quote from: OwnIt on October 19, 2017, 12:02:14 AM
Matthew Knowlesis such a piece of shit
Title: Re: 'I Wanted Out': Michelle Williams Reveals She Was Suicidal at Height of Destiny'
Post by: Freemala Harris on October 19, 2017, 12:38:56 AM
Quote from: MelMel on October 19, 2017, 12:25:58 AM
Quote from: OwnIt on October 19, 2017, 12:02:14 AM
Matthew Knowlesis such a piece of shit
Title: Re: 'I Wanted Out': Michelle Williams Reveals She Was Suicidal at Height of Destiny'
Post by: Young on October 19, 2017, 12:41:22 AM
Now she?s living her best life
Title: Re: 'I Wanted Out': Michelle Williams Reveals She Was Suicidal at Height of Destiny'
Post by: RatherBe on October 19, 2017, 12:44:50 AM
Quote from: MelMel on October 19, 2017, 12:25:58 AM
Quote from: OwnIt on October 19, 2017, 12:02:14 AM
Matthew Knowlesis such a piece of shit
I mean if your own fucking daughter gives your ass the boot..... something in the milk aint fckn clean
Title: Re: 'I Wanted Out': Michelle Williams Reveals She Was Suicidal at Height of Destiny'
Post by: Rxxf on October 19, 2017, 01:35:12 AM
Love this woman.
Title: Re: 'I Wanted Out': Michelle Williams Reveals She Was Suicidal at Height of Destiny'
Post by: Rxxf on October 19, 2017, 01:39:38 AM
Title: Re: 'I Wanted Out': Michelle Williams Reveals She Was Suicidal at Height of Destiny'
Post by: b7 on October 19, 2017, 02:14:33 AM
Love that she didn?t backtrack either

I saw the interview and Matthew is disgusting
n

Glad she?s Beys fave out of the group now tho lolz genuine self
Title: Re: 'I Wanted Out': Michelle Williams Reveals She Was Suicidal at Height of Destiny'
Post by: 🦚 on October 19, 2017, 04:20:06 AM
I can understand it was quite difficult from doing back up with Monica here and there to the full fledged hectic DC schedule including the performing aspect which we know wasn?t natural for her.

But at the end of the day many ppl are depressed working their 9-5 or even 2 jobs just to make the rent. She was def in a privileged position. 

Matthew is a monster but I won?t throw him to the wolves here. We black people have a stigma about depression.  We don?t talk about it, acknowledge it and rarely seek treatment for it. 2 a diddy or a Benny or a Troy would?ve told her the exact same thing.

Glad she?s in a happy space now. Being an artist on the level dc was on ain?t for everybody. Look what happened to Britney I E.
Title: Re: 'I Wanted Out': Michelle Williams Reveals She Was Suicidal at Height of Destiny'
Post by: Young on October 19, 2017, 04:52:40 AM
Quote from: BardiGang Sle on October 19, 2017, 04:20:06 AM
I can understand it was quite difficult from doing back up with Monica here and there to the full fledged hectic DC schedule including the performing aspect which we know wasn?t natural for her.

But at the end of the day many ppl are depressed working their 9-5 or even 2 jobs just to make the rent. She was def in a privileged position. 

Matthew is a monster but I won?t throw him to the wolves here. We black people have a stigma about depression.  We don?t talk about it, acknowledge it and rarely seek treatment for it. 2 a diddy or a Benny or a Troy would?ve told her the exact same thing.

Glad she?s in a happy space now. Being an artist on the level dc was on ain?t for everybody. Look what happened to Britney I E.
Title: Re: 'I Wanted Out': Michelle Williams Reveals She Was Suicidal at Height of Destiny'
Post by: CHOKE on October 19, 2017, 04:56:29 AM
I wonder if DC would have blown up even more had she done it

Title: Re: 'I Wanted Out': Michelle Williams Reveals She Was Suicidal at Height of Destiny'
Post by: 🦚 on October 19, 2017, 05:06:40 AM
Girl.
Title: Re: 'I Wanted Out': Michelle Williams Reveals She Was Suicidal at Height of Destiny'
Post by: Young on October 19, 2017, 05:07:30 AM
Working directly with Monica and Bey

What a blessing Michelle !
Title: Re: 'I Wanted Out': Michelle Williams Reveals She Was Suicidal at Height of Destiny'
Post by: GRAND on October 19, 2017, 05:10:10 AM
Aww
Title: Re: 'I Wanted Out': Michelle Williams Reveals She Was Suicidal at Height of Destiny'
Post by: Admin on October 19, 2017, 05:10:22 AM
Quote from: BardiGang Sle on October 19, 2017, 04:20:06 AM
I can understand it was quite difficult from doing back up with Monica here and there to the full fledged hectic DC schedule including the performing aspect which we know wasn?t natural for her.

But at the end of the day many ppl are depressed working their 9-5 or even 2 jobs just to make the rent. She was def in a privileged position. 

Matthew is a monster but I won?t throw him to the wolves here. We black people have a stigma about depression.  We don?t talk about it, acknowledge it and rarely seek treatment for it. 2 a diddy or a Benny or a Troy would?ve told her the exact same thing.

Glad she?s in a happy space now. Being an artist on the level dc was on ain?t for everybody. Look what happened to Britney I E.
But if it already started in her teens, it could be a deeper rooted depression (maybe genetical). Doesn't matter if you're in a girl group or work at some office. It's still a depression.
Title: Re: 'I Wanted Out': Michelle Williams Reveals She Was Suicidal at Height of Destiny'
Post by: Annie on October 19, 2017, 07:16:29 AM
I thought she also had an eating disorder
She is good at making gospel music, give the people some hope Michelle
Title: Re: 'I Wanted Out': Michelle Williams Reveals She Was Suicidal at Height of Destiny'
Post by: Opposites Attract. on October 19, 2017, 07:25:15 AM
n
She definitely didn?t have to mention Matthew. She could have did the whole ?Someone at my label said...?
Title: Re: 'I Wanted Out': Michelle Williams Reveals She Was Suicidal at Height of Destiny'
Post by: 🦚 on October 19, 2017, 07:26:57 AM
Quote from: squid on October 19, 2017, 05:10:22 AM
Quote from: BardiGang Sle on October 19, 2017, 04:20:06 AM
I can understand it was quite difficult from doing back up with Monica here and there to the full fledged hectic DC schedule including the performing aspect which we know wasn?t natural for her.

But at the end of the day many ppl are depressed working their 9-5 or even 2 jobs just to make the rent. She was def in a privileged position. 

Matthew is a monster but I won?t throw him to the wolves here. We black people have a stigma about depression.  We don?t talk about it, acknowledge it and rarely seek treatment for it. 2 a diddy or a Benny or a Troy would?ve told her the exact same thing.

Glad she?s in a happy space now. Being an artist on the level dc was on ain?t for everybody. Look what happened to Britney I E.
But if it already started in her teens, it could be a deeper rooted depression (maybe genetical). Doesn't matter if you're in a girl group or work at some office. It's still a depression.

I?m just saying that traveling the world in a different country everyday with a hefty work schedule and being away from your family surely doesn?t help. Not to mention all the reporters that were being nasty to them. And then everybody telling you how lucky you are when the celeb life at the height is far from glamorous. Them (the public)
Never letting her live down that fall on bet etc.
bey and Kelly were groomed to do this and had ?their? family right there with them.
Title: Re: 'I Wanted Out': Michelle Williams Reveals She Was Suicidal at Height of Destiny'
Post by: ya rock muh world. on October 19, 2017, 07:49:29 AM
Quote from: Cho-Ku on October 18, 2017, 11:25:37 PM
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i cannot stand u
Title: Re: 'I Wanted Out': Michelle Williams Reveals She Was Suicidal at Height of Destiny'
Post by: Stunna Gor’ on October 19, 2017, 07:55:31 AM
Quote from: Young on October 19, 2017, 04:52:40 AM
Quote from: BardiGang Sle on October 19, 2017, 04:20:06 AM
I can understand it was quite difficult from doing back up with Monica here and there to the full fledged hectic DC schedule including the performing aspect which we know wasn?t natural for her.

But at the end of the day many ppl are depressed working their 9-5 or even 2 jobs just to make the rent. She was def in a privileged position. 

Matthew is a monster but I won?t throw him to the wolves here. We black people have a stigma about depression.  We don?t talk about it, acknowledge it and rarely seek treatment for it. 2 a diddy or a Benny or a Troy would?ve told her the exact same thing.

Glad she?s in a happy space now. Being an artist on the level dc was on ain?t for everybody. Look what happened to Britney I E.
Title: Re: 'I Wanted Out': Michelle Williams Reveals She Was Suicidal at Height of Destiny'
Post by: HUGO on October 19, 2017, 07:55:38 AM
Quote from: Freeruu on October 19, 2017, 12:38:56 AM
Quote from: MelMel on October 19, 2017, 12:25:58 AM
Quote from: OwnIt on October 19, 2017, 12:02:14 AM
Matthew Knowlesis such a piece of shit

I?m sure the apple doesn?t fall too far from the tree. Beyonce probably had parts in this that she won?t speak on  :mmyulost:
Title: Re: 'I Wanted Out': Michelle Williams Reveals She Was Suicidal at Height of Destiny'
Post by: ya rock muh world. on October 19, 2017, 07:59:40 AM
 :guys:
Title: Re: 'I Wanted Out': Michelle Williams Reveals She Was Suicidal at Height of Destiny'
Post by: GLOCK on October 19, 2017, 08:34:49 AM
Quote from: Cho-Ku on October 18, 2017, 11:25:37 PM
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Title: Re: 'I Wanted Out': Michelle Williams Reveals She Was Suicidal at Height of Destiny'
Post by: ❄️☃️🌨� Shuji Feels Different 🌨�☃️❄️ on October 19, 2017, 08:41:56 AM
Quote from: Cho-Ku on October 19, 2017, 04:56:29 AM
I wonder if DC would have blown up even more had she done it

You're such a try hard piece of shit
Title: Re: 'I Wanted Out': Michelle Williams Reveals She Was Suicidal at Height of Destiny'
Post by: Barbie Dangerous on October 19, 2017, 09:19:43 AM
I don't necessarily think Matthew was wrong for saying what he said but he should have sought out help for her after..
Title: Re: 'I Wanted Out': Michelle Williams Reveals She Was Suicidal at Height of Destiny'
Post by: Vonc2002 on October 19, 2017, 09:58:26 AM
Damn
Title: Re: 'I Wanted Out': Michelle Williams Reveals She Was Suicidal at Height of Destiny'
Post by: 🦚 on October 19, 2017, 10:00:26 AM
Michelle said on Twitter she never wanted to quit the group. Does anyone have the actual video of her on the talk?
Title: Re: 'I Wanted Out': Michelle Williams Reveals She Was Suicidal at Height of Destiny'
Post by: Vonc2002 on October 19, 2017, 10:02:08 AM
Quote from: Cho-Ku on October 19, 2017, 04:56:29 AM
I wonder if DC would have blown up even more had she done it
U are such a disgusting member
Title: Re: 'I Wanted Out': Michelle Williams Reveals She Was Suicidal at Height of Destiny'
Post by: Vonc2002 on October 19, 2017, 10:02:44 AM
Quote from: BowDown on October 19, 2017, 09:19:43 AM
I don't necessarily think Matthew was wrong for saying what he said but he should have sought out help for her after..
I agree.
Title: Re: 'I Wanted Out': Michelle Williams Reveals She Was Suicidal at Height of Destiny'
Post by: RAY7 on October 19, 2017, 10:27:07 AM
Quote from: HUGO on October 19, 2017, 07:55:38 AM
Quote from: Freeruu on October 19, 2017, 12:38:56 AM
Quote from: MelMel on October 19, 2017, 12:25:58 AM
Quote from: OwnIt on October 19, 2017, 12:02:14 AM
Matthew Knowlesis such a piece of shit

I?m sure the apple doesn?t fall too far from the tree. Beyonce probably had parts in this that she won?t speak on  :mmyulost:
sure, that?s why she?s still friends with Bey
and left Mathew for dead
:kii:
Title: Re: 'I Wanted Out': Michelle Williams Reveals She Was Suicidal at Height of Destiny'
Post by: FlowerBomb on October 19, 2017, 11:24:26 AM
Mental and sexual health has always been taboo topics in black communities around the world.
Damn shame.
Title: Re: 'I Wanted Out': Michelle Williams Reveals She Was Suicidal at Height of Destiny'
Post by: Rxxf on October 19, 2017, 11:25:53 AM
Quote from: 1814 on October 19, 2017, 05:17:20 AM
these women were messy

they wanted to say she was dragging beyonce's father
Title: Re: 'I Wanted Out': Michelle Williams Reveals She Was Suicidal at Height of Destiny'
Post by: Barbie Dangerous on October 19, 2017, 02:55:47 PM
Quote from: Vonc2002 on October 19, 2017, 10:02:44 AM
Quote from: BowDown on October 19, 2017, 09:19:43 AM
I don't necessarily think Matthew was wrong for saying what he said but he should have sought out help for her after..
I agree.
Now that I think about it, he probably didn't know if she was completely serious. Michelle was not as vocal back then and I'm pretty sure she didn't say it with certainty or a way that he felt was alarming..