I don't know. I keep wishing I could go back to the days where I used to wish I could grow up. When I was a bit carefree and young. I want a fucking do over. Although there are definitely some positives, I feel like my life is nothing but working to pay bills, with some entertainment sprinkled in there for shits and giggles :damselindistress:.
Fuck no. I like how I look and having access to more money and knowledge. Really wish I could just post up, stop working or work on something I really wanna do, and vibe with my friends.
Sometimes I miss being a kid because you had less worries. But I like the responsibility, freedom and enjoyment of being an adult. It's 50\50 for me.