NICK CANNON
HINTS AT SUICIDAL THOUGHTS ...
After Friend Takes His Own Life
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Nick Cannon seemed to have contemplated suicide ... calling 2020 the most "f***ed up year I've ever witnessed," talking about his friend who he says took his own life, adding, he was in "dark contemplation of continuing my physical existence on this planet," and admiring his friend who "had the balls to do it."
It's an alarming message, but not totally surprising. Nick's been called out from all sides, it seems, this week, after his anti-Semitic comments he made on a podcast, for which he apologized. Although Nick says he's trying to educate himself as he meets with rabbis and others, he's now being attacked for apologizing. On top of that, Viacom fired him from 'Wild 'n Out.'
Nick recounted the story of his friend, Ryan Bowers -- an up-and-coming rapper who Nick signed to his label -- who was shot in his own home last year by a San Diego cop. Nick says Ryan was in a coma for months and Nick was by his side. Cannon says his friend fought hard, re-learning basic functions like walking.
Nick says on the surface, Ryan seemed to rebound ... returning to perform to sold-out crowds. But, behind the veneer, Ryan was hurting, whispering to Nick, "Everything still hurts."
Nick says, "I can't help but think if I wasn't so engulfed in my own bulls*** I could've been there for you when you finally took your life after several attempts ...F*** this place!! #CantWin #ForLosing🙏".
We have checked and the Medical Examiner tells us a Ryan Bowers died Saturday.
Nick said on Thursday, "I hurt an entire community and it pained me to my core, I thought it couldn't get any worse. Then I watched my own community turn on me and call me a sell-out for apologizing," adding, "Goodnight. Enjoy Earth."
https://www.tmz.com/2020/07/19/nick-cannon-hints-suicidal-thoughts-suicide/
This is actually a good move. Make them feel bad a bit.
This is the part right here:
QuoteNick Cannon seemed to have contemplated suicide ... calling 2020 the most "f***ed up year I've ever witnessed," talking about his friend who he says took his own life, adding, he was in "dark contemplation of continuing my physical existence on this planet," and admiring his friend who "had the balls to do it."
So many of these Artists feel the same way and are often triggered when another one of their peers or friends actually goes through with an act as major as suicide.
I personally believe it increases the chances of creating a domino effect, and it scares me.
:disgusted: I hate that he caved. Hope they rip him apart.
This is so sad...this crew really must be going through it. Didn't kehlani also attempt suicide?
this is crazy..
Quote from: BrandySavedMyLife on July 19, 2020, 01:21:36 PM
This is so sad...this crew really must be going through it. Didn't kehlani also attempt suicide?
and many more that don't share their story
People would be surprised
Quote from: RIGs on July 19, 2020, 01:37:03 PM
Quote from: BrandySavedMyLife on July 19, 2020, 01:21:36 PM
This is so sad...this crew really must be going through it. Didn't kehlani also attempt suicide?
and many more that don't share their story
People would be surprised
its truly heartbreaking
This pity tour.... :disgusted:
But white people do it and everyone forgives them so :SLKDFJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJDJKKJDF
I GET IT
Get those sympathy points king!
if 2020 don't fckin go somewhere
I hope he pulls through..especially for the kids
you don't have to be this big leader for a community..just live your life, start a charity or something, take it easy...
:uhm:
If he has good intensions he should just follow his heart and support BLM.
It is just sad how he probably made this his life goal.. I feel a lot of people in the public eye feel like they have to be a big leader to be appreciated..but sometimes being a normal human being is enough. His kids need him the most.
sssss
Hopefully now he knows what woke niggers are like
The way the community just left him to the wolves :dead:
Azealia said it was her voodoo
:shook:
https://hiphopdx.com/news/id.56890/title.azealia-banks-calls-nick-cannon-a-bitch-credits-her-voodoo-for-his-firing
Quote from: RIGs on July 19, 2020, 01:15:54 PM
This is the part right here:
QuoteNick Cannon seemed to have contemplated suicide ... calling 2020 the most "f***ed up year I've ever witnessed," talking about his friend who he says took his own life, adding, he was in "dark contemplation of continuing my physical existence on this planet," and admiring his friend who "had the balls to do it."
So many of these Artists feel the same way and are often triggered when another one of their peers or friends actually goes through with an act as major as suicide.
I personally believe it increases the chances of creating a domino effect, and it scares me.
i bet many of these artists have a tug of war in their heads. They want to go this way, but the industry is tellin' them to go this way. I'm willing to be that many of them just want peace. This is not just for celebrities, but regular people also. We want peace in our heads. Being pulled in two different directions is tiring!