Also I used to think why would she be in a rush to leave the resort and I think it was already revealed that the resort wasn't that great. And now looking at MTV Diary in Paris and she is in a rush to get home because it is her job to travel.. When I was young I thought it would have been nice to stay at an island for another day. Those scenes at the pool at the resort, she really knew how to find chill and fun moments in between.
But now that I see more behind the scenes things and stories about no sleep I get it. She didn't seem like the person who would complain about it. Very grateful for all the opportunities and more concerned with if other people feel okay than taking care of herself probably..so it's difficult to set boundaries and also have a personal life/time for selfcare. Also in the videos and photos she looks so mature and confident and in those moments with her friends you realize she was still so young and still trying to figure out life.
