And the sad apart about it was, I used to fantasize about letting him climb on top of me and do his business. Boy, I would incriminate my freaky Scorpio self right now but I wont do it. I was just so afraid he was gonna tell my brother who was his best friend at the time and my life was going to be over, so I was scared and nervous. But in my mind, I let him do it. And he knew I fucking wanted him! I remember he spent the night once with my brother and purposely sat on the bed with his legs open exposing his balls because he knew I was looking, but I never fell for the bait and he would do a lot of gay shit to me over the years and I?d act so disgusted by it. I still wonder why he was so sexually expressive at such a young age. But I heard he used to fuck his brothers, so...
