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[Kalifornia.]

I'm in Houston visiting my mom right now, and I can't stop thinking about it. It scares the shit out of me. She's good health wise, but I can see her aging.

My aunt (her sister) passed unexpectedly a couple of weeks ago. So death has been heavy on my mind. I don't even want to go back home to Cali on Sunday. I don't wanna leave her.

[MelMel]

it's scary

and I don't know what I would do without my mom. She's my rock

[ssw4919]

It's apart of life.  But still terrifying.

[RatherBe]

whew just the thought is literally overwhelming. ill pray for your strength and peace to get through this moment. sometimes this moment hits me hard at random times.

[GRAND ETERNAL SUPREME]

Both of mine still run around like this they're 35 çcccc

I haven't thought about it

But if they go, I'll be that girl saying TAKE ME WITH HER

[Blackpantha]

I think about it everyday and it scares me 

[Moon]

I go through phases where I worry about it

usually during / after a visit. It's horrible

[Hatsumomo]

You guys have to understand that we simply weren't created  to die that's why it hurts so much. Aging, sickness and death is what we were cursed with because of the devil's actions. I remember saying this on the board a while ago and being called "crazy" but it's really the truth. Mankind is doomed, clearly but we are all in a dying state. Any one of us can drop dead right now for no reason. I just try to be happy my mom got a chance to live her years and enjoy life. It's the memories that keep us going guys. 

[Hatsumomo]

Nothing could ever prepare you for death. It is beyond frightening and the most devastating thing one can go through. There is no magic cure. It comes like a thief in the night.

[Barbie Dangerous]

Both of mine still run around like this they're 35 çcccc

I haven't thought about it

But if they go, I'll be that girl saying TAKE ME WITH HER

You're gonna go WELL BEFORE her at the rate your living so you shouldn't be worried.

[oph.]

my mother will live forever

mods close this now

[Rxxf]

It scares me.
But I am aware of it - and appreciate the time I have now. 

[CHOKE]

Neither my parents have wrinkles and my dad is still a total DILF  so it ain't really hit me yet