I feel a mess I have no desire to shower n brush teeth I only eat fast food why is this happenin to me o dont hate anyone I may did stuff in past but y should affect me now I have dreams about driving my car into river why won't they let me live normal I not treat to nobody ppl know I'm crazy everywhere I go they will sniff me constantly n that was wat I told my psytriatist n parents for help o feel helpless n it goes from worse to bad why can't they leave Mr alone u guys please help way should I do even if I get back on psych meds I'd be taking double CU's fast food medication me to I'm not a killer the police and my parent won't stop terrorizing me I jus wanna be free they won't take chains off my brain I wish they stop help please somebody my muscles all over my body keep poppin I feel like a lab rat