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[Lane Bryant Jumpsuit]

And I can?t even get the universe to drop a nigga who can text back regularly!


Lew u have all the luck

Why are you comparing yourself/your situation to Lew? What does one have to do with the other? Elaborate

I guess he feels hes too superior to not be fufilled in the way he wants
and i dont really deserve it as much

[Lane Bryant Jumpsuit]

So I know this sounds crazy but the universe orchestrated everyfucking thing to get me to this moment right now.

I discovered I have a twin flame

and everything that has happened has been to prepare me for this moment and push me further

(briefly)

I met him in 2007 thru the mormon church he was a missionary......
we have a few study sessions and we had instant connection like the other nigga he was with just evaporated and it was just us bonding
and they switched the missionaries out so he was sent to a different area
we see each other at the grocery store while i was with my mom and we ran and hugged each other  had my mom looking like  then i was at a conference and seen him again and we ran and hugged each other again and held hands like a couple not caring what anyone thought at that conference
then  he gave me his church email and our emails were brief but encouraging and we exchanged i love yous in those emails.... we lost contact and he went back to his home in tonga (thats where hes from ) i reach out to the church to find him ...dead end....facebook in 2008 nuthin......then in 2016 i see him and his wifes profile IN ALASKA and i message to say who i was ..no response..but i said wait a minute he has been here the whole time??????
i guess he just doesnt want to talk to me now that hes been married and stuff

i let it go

so me and my mom say we moving to hawaii she goes and comes back a month later saying she hates it
then we plan on moving back to vermont she gets sick and passes
then i start saving for the move on my own to vermont and  and when im in a place where i can make it

I lose two of my jobs in december 2017


I get a job
and after i get the job  there is the internal offer to relocate

i apply  get it
relocate
housing subsidized
relocation bonus

and after a month of working there HE WALKS THE FUCK IN MY JOB i lost it at work hunty
so naturally, we exchange info  talk catch up hang out and the past 6 months i havent felt so much love and wholeness ever in my life he is married but i call him my husband
he told his wife and the fam that Im apart of it and they are like  where he come from
This is the deepest and most resonant  purest connection ive had with anyone ever

I started making plans we talk about buying houses together running a business together
living in tonga together

and his wife is currently the breadwinner and apparently he feels he needs to make some moves
so  hes starting an import business in tonga  now when he told me about it he had no real direction for it
and as we are getting closer i feel he wants to get away  we were beefin about something but when he was leaving like noooooone of that mattered we were both pouring our hearts out to each other at that airport

so when he left

I said why the fuck do we feel this way y  am i planning my life with him how do you define this type of thing

And thats what lead me to twin flame..............
everything that embodies that fits us to a tee

but

the real deal here is that now that this type of thing has beeen shown to me its a call to action to develop more spiritually

Prayer
meditation
fasting
getting in touch with the divine more
pulling away from the 3d world that our mind gets trapped in sometimes
healing past hurts
clearing negative energies
activating your chakras

all of these things are needed for me and being shown something as dynamic as the twin flame union and the separation from it  was the catalyst to spark this awakening

so of course im not the only one with these questions hes wondering as well why he feels the way he does
its not my good looks or charm and i mean that not as shade to myself or from a place of low self esteem  but to illustrate that whatever it is isnt an ego or carnal thing its real and its  fucking deep
and hes wondering why hes been sitting up here for years with a wife and a kid and why he never felt that with her
or how after spending time with me when it goes back home and his energy is giving  with his wife

so he says you know what deuces let me figure this shit out


but in knowing that we are connected in this way my spiritual health is going to affect him as well
and once he tears down the mask of being in societal norms he will be in a better place as well

but his happiness is mine

but when i think back to how all this lead me to this point
all of my experiences were for a purpose
and its amazing how the universe works

Did you suck his dick?

No i havent

[Lane Bryant Jumpsuit]

!!!

And the last portion of your story you went on about ONCE HE REALIZES WHO HE IS....

How are you going to assume his feelings for him? A Control freak mess

I got that too

its quite the opposite me trying to  tell him hes wrong or this is what he needs to do
and me being stuck in my ego is just going to push him away and delay his own journey

so yes once he realizes who he is and where he stands now that weve both been challenged with this connection
hes going to come to an understanding

Im not assuming anything
if you understood the dynamic we are both experiencing the same things
but hes also told me he feels the same way i do about our union

so

[b7]

And I can?t even get the universe to drop a nigga who can text back regularly!


Lew u have all the luck

Why are you comparing yourself/your situation to Lew? What does one have to do with the other? Elaborate

n


Even me!

[BAPHOMET.]

Rig 

[❄️☃️🌨� Shuji Feels Different 🌨�☃️❄️]

And I can?t even get the universe to drop a nigga who can text back regularly!


Lew u have all the luck

Why are you comparing yourself/your situation to Lew? What does one have to do with the other? Elaborate

n


Even me!

Right

[KippDaddy]

 

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Here we go

[Kurama]

Hey Lew, sorry just peeped this. For clarity tho did you say your mom passed in 2016? My condolences if so, how have you been dealing with that?

Im guessing the overall theme of what you're talking about is how the universe aligns us to meet certain folks or do certain things? I agree completely and things do usually happen for  a reason. Sounds like you're trying to find the meaning behind all of this which is cool. How will adopting the spiritual practices that you mentioned help both of you in this process though? What purpose does that serve?

[Kurama]

This would've been a nice topic if it wasn't coming from you. No disrespect. 

What other way can you mean that ?

That?s really rude

And tbh just say what you want to say in here babe and spark up some mess

Because I would love to have a serious discussion about the topic because it's something I really believe in.

So make a thread and the ppl who want to talk about it join ?

[Kurama]

Non-Basic Gorls Come in (real talk) Higher conscious Kurama

lolz

[I. Hate. Monica.]

baph kinda dragged you

[BAPHOMET.]

baph kinda dragged you

[FlowerBomb]

all this beating around the damn bush
just do it sister
wives, cancer, morals and dignity aint stop you before

and its not stopping me now
but like i said learning about this was a call to develop more spiritually and part of that is respecting that he needed his   relationship to bring him to the place he is now

just as i needed what i went thru to bring me to mine

weve been alone several times we couldve fucked its not the driving force behind our bond

Or maybe it's not what he wants

Lew will wriggle each and EVERY way to make it make sense