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[Rxxf]

I had a white women tell me the other day, "I love all people, I don't think about race, etc." with a smile on her face. She's a secretary and I was talking with her, as I waited for my appointment.


It was just so... random...
but then, not really... cause I don't think she would have said that if I was white.

that guilty conscience spoke UP the moment she saw somebody brown

Act natural, Meredith!

!!!!!

It was just like..... WHY?    Why are you saying that right now?   

We were just talking about how fucking bipolar the weather is and other shit.  It was just so fucking random.  Moments like that, you don't want to jump to conclusions... but...

[CHOKE]

I usually have a soulless expression on my face when I talk to people, some try to crack a smile to ease the tension but go right back to  when they see my face not move

[Rxxf]

Someone who says they "don't see race" can't be trusted. You've already proven yourself a bold faced liar right off the bat

Unless you're Stevie Wonder

Shit. Even he sees it.

[🦚]

I ain't smiling with no strangers period. That's how you zørls end up in somebody's trunk or gunned down at your house party.

And if you walk down the street smiling at strangers im just going to assume you are a psychopath / serial killer 

[Navyman]

To be honest - and I hate to say it...

But I tend to shy away from stories that is heavily involved with crime against black people (Sandra Bland, etc.)
I'm in it - but I can't stay on it tooooo long...  it fucks me up....

Cause I noticed I take that anger with me to work - And the majority of my colleagues are white.... and I can't function like that. I be quick to thrash.
I'm working on it.

This!

[BAPHOMET.]

I ain't smiling with no strangers period. That's how you zørls end up in somebody's trunk or gunned down at your house party.

And if you walk down the street smiling at strangers im just going to assume you are a psychopath / serial killer 

bitch YES.
people who smile all the time all weird af