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Remy actually brought my attention to Nicki
Cuz in 2017 I def thought she was a joke and happily purchased shether soon as it was released
It was the silly antics for me . Just foolishness
Nicki def came across as anti-Black to me. and a bit delusional.
even tho I'm not shims biggest fan, her calling shim a monkey and talking about people's hair on stupid ho to me was just ... stupid
Being a foxy stan I've seen people use her blackness as their first "read"
Oh! She's black! Hahahahah
So funny

you're black too dumb ass.
I just kinda wrote Nicki off as some anti-black delusional rapstress
But once I started really paying her attention, and actually seeing her out of those costumes , cuz of remy I fell in love .
There are so many parallels between her and my best friend . From them both being from the islands, Even down to my besties nickname being "tokyo" when we were in our teens . Similar to the harajuku mess
And I def see pics of Nicki where the resemblance is almost uncanny
I honestly think that's why I'm so protective of Nicki even tho I'm really not a fan
not of her music and kinda still not a fan of her as a person.
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it makes sense.
And it took me a while to catch that tea and draw the parallels