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[merkaba]

Omf being viciously called "faggot" must be the worst thing ever. My heart would DROP to my toes...

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[Real]

Well you did say you didn't consider yourself black, so I guess that makes sense.

It could be because I'm not fully black and I haven't faced this intense form
if adversity like a "really" black person did. I'm not black by all definitions in the book. In Latin America or South Africa, hell in London phenotypically barely pass as black. But in my heart I fully identify with black people, that is my family lineage I assign with, the name I carry, debates I'd have about and when somebody black succeeds or suffers I see myself.

But for some I will never be black and won't lie I know what it is like to fully be...

I thought you were Nigerian?

[SouravMay]

Omf being viciously called "faggot" must be the worst thing ever. My heart would DROP to my toes...

v

It's not funny. Honestly your skin is just there you were able to adjust and grow with it all your life. You know without an ounce of a doubt you can't help your skin color. And you know other people know as well.

But being ghey you harbour in your heart... It pops up in puberty you have to slowly learn to accept and deal
With it internally. That can take years. It's still very much a weak spot and place of insecurity. I honestly feel like being black is socially at least on the surface officially absolutely accepted but being gay is not.

If you don't go through it you can't relate and shouldn't marginalize the issue. Ugh just the thought of being shamed for my sexuality hurts like hell.

[GRAND]

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I haven't been called a Fag yet

[BAPHOMET.]

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[SouravMay]

Well you did say you didn't consider yourself black, so I guess that makes sense.

It could be because I'm not fully black and I haven't faced this intense form
if adversity like a "really" black person did. I'm not black by all definitions in the book. In Latin America or South Africa, hell in London phenotypically barely pass as black. But in my heart I fully identify with black people, that is my family lineage I assign with, the name I carry, debates I'd have about and when somebody black succeeds or suffers I see myself.

But for some I will never be black and won't lie I know what it is like to fully be...

I thought you were Nigerian?

Exactly! I am. Citizenship and all. And I proudly and ever so prominently make that clear.

I am also Palestinian though. I look more Arab than I do West African, so it's confusing for some.

[GRAND]

Wait a boy called me a faggot "that wasn't all that" cause I wouldn't Fuck him

Ssssddd but that doesn't count cause he was gay too

[yummy]

Omf being viciously called "faggot" must be the worst thing ever. My heart would DROP to my toes...

v

It's not funny. Honestly your skin is just there you were able to adjust and grow with it all your life. You know without an ounce of a doubt you can't help your skin color. And you know other people know as well.

But being ghey you harbour in your heart... It pops up in puberty you have to slowly learn to accept and deal
With it internally. That can take years. It's still very much a weak spot and place of insecurity. I honestly feel like being black is socially at least on the surface officially absolutely accepted but being gay is not.

If you don't go through it you can't relate and shouldn't marginalize the issue. Ugh just the thought of being shamed for my sexuality hurts like hell.

Yeah, there's another slew of emotions that come along with your sexuality and accepting it. I don't think they cancel out the emotions that come along with being a poc, but there's another struggle there that can be just as difficult for some people.

[SouravMay]

Ugh being ghey and 14, 15 is annoying as fuck...
I'm so glad and proud I made it through

[MAY]

Sup?

ffff ggggg

kujhjbbbbb

[MAY]

n

I haven't been called a Fag yet

FAGGOT