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[1stsecuritybank]

I been off my meds for months n haven't had ravings thoughts etc. I start back eating g fast food n all sudden side affects from my meds come racing back. Like I wanna leave right now I don't know who or what is doing this to me. I feel helpless because ppl offline think I'm crazy n u guys think I'm a troll. I'm sitting crying cuz now I'm scared to eat food. U guys don't know how hard it is to live w stigma of being labeled schizophrenic. Ppl think your brain dead. What should I do. I think its stick to packaged foods IDK

[GLOCK]

You should commit urself

[1stsecuritybank]

N I'm not blaming my roommate he has been nothing but supportive n understanding. I believe my psychiatrist along w Memphis police are doing this. People don't realize the medicine make ppl do unusual stuff. U have a million n one thoughts n it's wild stuff. But my doctor would say no u would do it off the meds. So I just stop going he disrespectful n placed me on different meds like I was an animal w no say. Oh the side affects don't matter it's no big deal u wanna get better. I feel helpless n like I'm devils child. Ppl treat bad when they find out u bipolar n it's just sad. I just wanna live work n love like everyone else. Sex has been my escape but even that doesn't help me cope. IDK who to turn to

[GLOCK]

Commit urself Hun.
You've convinced yourself that u have AIDS.. And that you'll one day out peak Beyonce.


Go in there and let them help u get better.
I'm being genuine.. U def need to be monitored

[1stsecuritybank]

You should commit urself

Read my second post. Psych wards would treat me worse than ppl do. U give up your right in there. They will rape u n get a way w it. They put u on 5 or 10 different drugs in week. No way I'm doing that I'm not a danger no myself or most importantly anyone else. I feel HELPLESS.

[1stsecuritybank]

Commit urself Hun.
You've convinced yourself that u have AIDS.. And that you'll one day out peak Beyonce.


Go in there and let them help u get better.
I'm being genuine.. U def need to be monitored

Never I will doe before I do that. I'm not having them kill my brain cells. Ppl in society treat mental illness as a person raised by Satan. I can't trust doctors in psych ward to have my best interest. If they did why is this a lifelong disease. They can't find a cure cuz they getting rich from prescription drugs. While us crazy ppl live helpless lives most end up homeless cuz of not reforming. U don't understand what is going on

[BigDawg]

That straight jacket awaits you beloved.

[BigDawg]

I have heard that bipolarism causes hyper sexuality

[leftout]

THEY are trying to SELF medicate you, bby?

[Vonc2002]

f
Boy

[BigDawg]

THEY are trying to SELF medicate you, bby?

[1stsecuritybank]

Commit urself Hun.
You've convinced yourself that u have AIDS.. And that you'll one day out peak Beyonce.


Go in there and let them help u get better.
I'm being genuine.. U def need to be monitored

I do have HIV didn't u read my post. I used sex as a way to escape n it didn't help. See anything I say is
Questionable. It's like why bother ppl think your brain isn't functioning so u need meds or else u gonna kill ppl. Y'all I'm helpless right now. I'm just gonna stop eating prepared food from others

[1stsecuritybank]

I have heard that bipolarism causes hyper sexuality

It does. I have slept with so many men over past year I feel embarrassed. But I could not help it and nobody would believe me when I talk about my troubles. So I said I'm just bust a nut. When my body was at its peak at 150 I would duck two dudes in a day. Now I'm thicker and have HIV I'm not ducking anyone cuz I'm truthful about my status

[BigDawg]

I have heard that bipolarism causes hyper sexuality

It does. I have slept with so many men over past year I feel embarrassed. But I could not help it and nobody would believe me when I talk about my troubles. So I said I'm just bust a nut. When my body was at its peak at 150 I would duck two dudes in a day. Now I'm thicker and have HIV I'm not ducking anyone cuz I'm truthful about my status

I prey you find peace and it all works in your favor.

[GLOCK]

Commit urself Hun.
You've convinced yourself that u have AIDS.. And that you'll one day out peak Beyonce.


Go in there and let them help u get better.
I'm being genuine.. U def need to be monitored

Never I will doe before I do that. I'm not having them kill my brain cells. Ppl in society treat mental illness as a person raised by Satan. I can't trust doctors in psych ward to have my best interest. If they did why is this a lifelong disease. They can't find a cure cuz they getting rich from prescription drugs. While us crazy ppl live helpless lives most end up homeless cuz of not reforming. U don't understand what is going on

honestly this was very deep and informative
I'm clapping

But with that said .. Gu.. U do need some kinda help..
A friend won't help.. Sex won't help.. Losing weight won't help
U need to be monitored.
You suffer from paranoia and convince yourself of things ..
Like this whole AIDS thing .. Like .. U are really tryna convince urself that u have AIDS and u don't...

Or that you're gonna slay Beyonce and be mjs predecessor

Come on guy