I really don't like to post on boards but I just can't contain myself with this convo! Pleas don't allow someone to tell you checking someone's phone who you allowed to enter your body is insecure. That has nothing to do with insecurity. You are responsible to make sure your dealing with someone who legit! It's not something that you have to do all the time but when you and someone are on that level of intimacy there is no such thing as off limits. I feel sorry for anyone that doesn't feel entitled to know everything about a person who is having sex with you. Personally I feel you could have found a number of things that may have saved your life..but you didn't which is good. All the messages and I miss yous would have been an issue for me but it wasn't for you but great. As you continue to develop a relationship you should look into stuff and ensure that you are able to trust this person. That's not insecurity that's called knowing your worth and what you want!
