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Dear Men of "The Breakfast Club": Trans Women Aren’t a Prop, Ploy, or Sexual Predators

Janet Mock addresses the controversy following her appearance on the problematic radio show.

I was not na?ve when I entered the TriBeCa studio of “The Breakfast Club,” a hip-hop radio show that bills itself as “the world’s most dangerous morning show,” hosted by Angela Yee, Charlamagne tha God, and DJ Envy, on July 18.

I had watched previous interviews over the years and was familiar with their provocative and oftentimes problematic brand of talk. For instance, I remembered their interview with trans dancer and online personality Sidney Starr in 2013, and I recalled many times when they derogatorily used the term “tranny” with casual disdain. I witnessed the male hosts critique the bodies of black cis and trans women alike, as if we’re objects on display, open for dissection.

Yet I was hopeful that I could use the show’s vast platform to speak directly to their predominantly black and Latinx listeners, who are often excluded from the conversations held in mainstream LGBT spaces (which are largely white, moneyed, and concerned with the centering of cis folk). I hoped I could make listeners aware of the lived realities of their trans sisters, and let them know that we deserve to be seen, heard, and acknowledged without the threat of harassment, exclusion, and violence.
My ultimate goal was to be accessible — to not judge, to call in rather than call out, and, above all, to exercise patience as the (straight cis male) hosts processed my existence. It’s rare that I do Trans 101 lecturing anymore, because I’ve already done that work with my first book, Redefining Realness, which was filled with plain speak and explanatory commas about definitions, statistics, and context.
In fact, I’ve turned down thousands from colleges and corporations because I refuse to engage in Trans 101. Trans folk, especially of color, should not be obligated to help cis folk play catch-up on our experiences. The effort can detract from our work to protect and liberate ourselves. Yet I also know that black and Latina trans women often live in communities of color, so outreach to viewers of color, from The Wendy Williams Show and Essence to Desus & Mero, was vital as I set out on my book tour.
I was invited to “The Breakfast Club” because cohost Yee chose my second memoir, Surpassing Certainty, for her book club. It was my last scheduled media appearance after a long, grueling tour in support of Surpassing Certainty, which is about the years in my life I decided to keep my trans-ness private — largely in order to gain access and maintain my safety. These years coincided with my 20s, when I navigated college, graduate school, and my early media career. The interview aired on radio stations across the country (edited and condensed) and in its entirety on YouTube a week later.
Though I have not been able to watch the video of my interview (I have already experienced it and won’t be doing so again), I’m proud of the labor I put forth, and I’m grateful to Yee for her preparation and effort to steer the conversation away from the particulars of my body and instead toward my work. The interview was what it was, and I refuse to re-experience being asked about my vagina in such blatant, irrelevant, and sensational ways. Again, if I am not fucking you, why do you care?

Just when I thought the experience was behind me, I woke up to a text from a friend a few days later (just after Trump’s attempt to ban trans folk from the military) asking if I was OK. I didn’t know what she was referring to — I was afraid something had happened to a mutual friend. My heart skipped.
Then I checked Twitter and saw a video clip of “The Breakfast Club” interview with comedian Lil Duval, whose name I hadn’t even heard before. In the clip (an extended version can be seen here on TMZ), DJ Envy poses a hypothetical question to his guest about dating and sleeping with a woman who discloses that she’s trans after four months of courtship.
“This might sound messed up and I don’t care,” Duval says. “She dying. I can’t deal with that.”
“That’s a hate crime,” Charlamagne says. “You can’t do that.”
“You manipulated me to believe in this thing,” Duval says, before continuing, “If one did that to me, and they didn’t tell me, I’mma be so mad I’d probably going to want to kill them.”
Then DJ Envy holds up my book Surpassing Certainty. The cover image is a closeup portrait of my face. Envy says, “This is Janet Mock right here.”
“All right. Put that damn book down,” Duval demands.
“Tell me she ain’t pretty,” Charlamagne pushes. “Come on now.”
“She’s beautiful,” Yee echoes.
“Nope. That nigga doing his thing….ain’t finna get me.”
The hosts laugh after using my image as a literal prop — just days after I was a guest on the same show — for laughs, vitriol, and a deeper call and justification for violence. Just so we are all clear: On a black program that often advocates for the safety and lives of black people, its hosts laughed as their guest advocated for the murder of black trans women who are black people, too!
This was not the first time that I’ve been misgendered, dismissed, told that I am an abomination, that I need medical help and God, et cetera, et cetera. Boo boo: You are not original. Everything you’ve spewed has been said to me and my sisters before — hundreds of times. But there are deeper consequences to this casual ignorance.
It’s this deplorable rhetoric that leads many cis men, desperately clutching their heterosexuality, to yell at, kick, spit on, shoot, burn, stone, and kill trans women of color. It’s something I’ve written about extensively and even explored in my conversation with actress Amiyah Scott, who lost her sister Chyna Gibson when she was shot to death in New Orleans in February. Chyna was the fifth trans woman killed in 2017. There have been at least 15 reported deaths of trans women of color so far this year, according to GLAAD.
Until cis people — especially heteronormative men — are able to interrogate their own toxic masculinity and realize their own gender performance is literally killing trans women, cis men will continue to persecute trans women and blame them for their own deaths. If you think trans women should disclose and “be honest,” then why don’t you work on making the damn world safe for us to exist in the first place? The “I’d kill a woman if I found out” rhetoric is precisely why so many women hold themselves so tight — the stigma and shame attached to our desires need to be abolished.
We must navigate difficult conversations about desire and identity, about the fact that trans girls exist, and for as long as we’ve existed we’ve been desired by men (including high-profile ones who won’t ever own their desires) who are not working toward gaining the tools to deal with their attraction. And just so we are clear: Just because you find me and my sisters attractive does not mean we desire you.
You never could.

Duval purposefully misgendered me (as the hosts laugh, thereby cosigning) in an attempt to put me in my place and erase my womanhood. Their fragile masculinity would not allow them to recognize a simple truth: I am an accomplished, beautiful black trans woman. Your willful ignorance will not stop me from being exactly who I am. My sisters and I are here and we exist, and you will not diminish our light and our brilliance.
Even in the face of this nonsense, I have to acknowledge that this is not about me. I’ve dealt with the limitations of little insecure men my entire life. I do thank each and every black woman and femme who’s shown up for me (especially Black Lives Matter cofounder Patrisse Cullors, trans feminist editor Ashlee Marie Preston, and activist Blossom C. Brown, who disrupted a Politicon conversation Sunday with cohost Charlamagne to call attention to the way his show helped perpetuate violence. Also, must shoutout Raquel Willis's #TransFolksAreNotaJoke).
But I’ll be just fine: I have a job, a home, a supportive husband, and a family. I feel protected and cared for. I’m OK.
Unfortunately, my writing this essay or conducting another interview will not do all the work. It’ll be up to you — the readers and the listeners — to help bridge that gap. So I ask: How will you show up for our sisters who are watching, listening, and experiencing this violence daily?

https://www.allure.com/story/janet-mock-response-the-breakfast-club-trans-women

[GRAND]

I just wanna see Duval homeless

Is that too much to ask for?

[Kurama]

QUEEN!

[Drogon]

I feel Janet but hiding secrets like that is very dangerous. She say she is misgendered and others say you are what you were born. The raping and murders aren't a laughing joke shame on BC

Lil Duval is just ignorant its like he hates women period. I always thought he was gay point blank

[Vonc2002]

I feel Janet but hiding secrets like that is very dangerous. She say she is misgendered and others say you are what you were born. The raping and murders aren't a laughing joke shame on BC

Lil Duval is just ignorant its like he hates women period. I always thought he was gay point blank

I dont think he's gay but he's ignorant.  I do think that he thinks what alot of guys think tho. Regardless of u transforming yourself into a woman, surgery and all, I view u as a man. Making jokes out of the murders was a step too far probably but i think everyone is entitled to their opinion. Its so taboo to have an opinion on stuff like this now. 

[Drogon]

I feel Janet but hiding secrets like that is very dangerous. She say she is misgendered and others say you are what you were born. The raping and murders aren't a laughing joke shame on BC

Lil Duval is just ignorant its like he hates women period. I always thought he was gay point blank

I dont think he's gay but he's ignorant.  I do think that he thinks what alot of guys think tho. Regardless of u transforming yourself into a woman, surgery and all, I view u as a man. Making jokes out of the murders was a step too far probably but i think everyone is entitled to their opinion. Its so taboo to have an opinion on stuff like this now.

There has to be some accountability on both sides. Trans women can't force ppl to believe they are women.

She should also be advocating for trans women to be upfront with ppl. She skipped all by that in her interview. They can't have it all.

[Gilgamesh.]

You really can't say SHIT anymore

[SouravMay]

Yeah trans women are trans women and not women. I do not think hey owe anyone to disclose that information unless it's a relationship. And killing someone or joking about is absolutely not acceptable.

[Vonc2002]

Yeah trans women are trans women and not women.

But this is really all lil dummy was saying. He should've left the rest on the cutting room floor

[fedswatchin]

Anyone defending lil duval is trash

[fedswatchin]

If trans women wanna be referred to as women, referring to them as men is a form of disrespect. Point blank. You're kinda asking for problems

[AIDS]

Anyone defending lil duval is trash

[Freemala Harris]

Read them queen

[Freemala Harris]

Fag Duval really could never

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[Vonc2002]

If trans women wanna be referred to as women, referring to them as men is a form of disrespect. Point blank. You're kinda asking for problems

Who in here said anything different?  If u wanna be called Talisa even tho ur name is trent, then so be it. Just because u give someone that respect doesnt mean ur views change. referring to someone as her if that's how they wanna identify doesnt mean I automatically view u as a woman.