Okay so smh
So I went to bed when i got home and dont remember that dream I woke up at 12 and went back to bed at 5 30
So basically I go back to bed and I am apart of this family somehow single dad 2 older brothers and 2 younger sisters so i think i may be the middle child
Ive never seen these ppul before (eventhough they say you have seen em if you can dream about em)
and we just chilling and talkin normal family stuff
but im sitting there like
but then something happens and i start trying to tease the(my dad) sexually
I started by getting naked
his reaction was like
where are your clothes?
I say oh hehe let me get em
and then there was another time the kids had went outside and i started massaging him
and he was enjoying it but not like how i am thinking of it
then he puts me on his lap and gives me some life advice about getting my education and chasing my dreams and always looking out for my family and im like
I told him dad your making me hard
he said well at least we know everything works dont we thats a plus
and i take off my shorts to show him and hes litterally like
and he continues his speech about lookin out for my brothers and sisters and how him and his siblings always look out for eah other
*the dream ends and i wake up and its 7 30 and i have to be at work by 8 30 and i say bitch let me back in that dream so i fell back asleep*
the dream starts again
this time the family is outside and the kids are piling in the car
and they are leaving and dad is waving them off and im walking up dumbfounded in the drive way like where they goin and why aint i going
dad didnt say anything he just looked at me
almost like he didnt know me lol
then we were about to go in the house
and this time i realized it was a dream and i wanted to mess so its now a lucid dream
i said dad come here
he comes over i come and give him a hug from behind and then i rub his stomach and then i go for his doochie
and he doesnt say anything he just lets me
then the dream ended again and its 8:12 and i got 6 mins to get ready lol
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i feel so dirrty and fucked up
why would i dream about this family and a loving father and try to get sexual with my own dad
on top of that he not even cute just an average 60 sutn year old man
he ignored all of my weird ass advances
but never cursed me out or slapped the fuck out of me for trying what i did
part of me thinks that he sent the kids away so he can find away to deal with this
on the flip side
ive never fucking been in controll of a dream like that i knew it was a damn dream and i said let me try some mess today'
im sick
