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Started by LOONA., February 09, 2019, 01:35:54 PM

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Gilgamesh.

February 09, 2019, 02:16:46 PM #15
Sorry to hear that Drais.

LOONA.

February 09, 2019, 02:27:31 PM #16
this shit sucks

LOONA.

February 09, 2019, 02:28:54 PM #17
and my birthday is in a few days. this is wack

LOONA.

February 09, 2019, 05:00:50 PM #18
so i found his info online about his death which included the church where the funeral would be held etc

i drove up there hoping to at least get an obituary but i was surprised that all of his family and friends were still there. looks like i had just missed it. met with his family and broke down in tears. i'm glad they embraced me. i even got an obituary and the contact info of his family so we can keep in touch

being in that atmosphere really confirmed that he was officially gone but at least i was able to have a little bit of this moment. still sad as fuck but at at the same time i feel better

Vonc2002

February 09, 2019, 05:02:39 PM #19
Omg drais im sorry for your loss.  I can't imagine
This is my pass to say WHATEVER tf I wanna say about the mess she releases so I don't wanna hear SHIT! Baby mama is a mess of a song btw




Vonc2002

February 09, 2019, 05:03:21 PM #20
Quote from: LOONA. on February 09, 2019, 01:49:16 PM
I literally just talked to him Feb 1st and he died the next day. I hate I couldn't be there with him. I hope he wasn't alone.

And the fact that his funeral already started today and I couldn't be there is fucked up.
Omg
This is my pass to say WHATEVER tf I wanna say about the mess she releases so I don't wanna hear SHIT! Baby mama is a mess of a song btw




yummy

February 09, 2019, 05:03:31 PM #21
Quote from: LOONA. on February 09, 2019, 05:00:50 PM
so i found his info online about his death which included the church where the funeral would be held etc

i drove up there hoping to at least get an obituary but i was surprised that all of his family and friends were still there. looks like i had just missed it. met with his family and broke down in tears. i'm glad they embraced me. i even got an obituary and the contact info of his family so we can keep in touch

being in that atmosphere really confirmed that he was officially gone but at least i was able to have a little bit of this moment. still sad as fuck but at at the same time i feel better

That moment of closure with his family sounds beautiful

The memories and that last bit of closure are the most important things to hold onto  :wub:

Vonc2002

February 09, 2019, 05:03:59 PM #22
Quote from: LOONA. on February 09, 2019, 01:53:52 PM
I know we kii and mess but I'm hurt as fuck
Baby :'(
This is my pass to say WHATEVER tf I wanna say about the mess she releases so I don't wanna hear SHIT! Baby mama is a mess of a song btw




Kalifornia.

February 09, 2019, 05:04:00 PM #23
I?m so sorry hon. Sending lots of love & condolences

Kalifornia.

February 09, 2019, 05:06:47 PM #24
Quote from: LOONA. on February 09, 2019, 05:00:50 PM
so i found his info online about his death which included the church where the funeral would be held etc

i drove up there hoping to at least get an obituary but i was surprised that all of his family and friends were still there. looks like i had just missed it. met with his family and broke down in tears. i'm glad they embraced me. i even got an obituary and the contact info of his family so we can keep in touch

being in that atmosphere really confirmed that he was officially gone but at least i was able to have a little bit of this moment. still sad as fuck but at at the same time i feel better

You were able to have a bit of closure, which is very important.

All of this kind of hit you out of nowhere. That makes it harder to accept.
So I?m glad you were able to have that moment with his family.

LOONA.

February 09, 2019, 05:07:13 PM #25
my friend is really gone, and he was so young.

my time ive cried in years. still crying

i guess im not as emotionally unavailable as i thought i was

Vonc2002

February 09, 2019, 05:08:50 PM #26
Quote from: LOONA. on February 09, 2019, 05:07:13 PM
my friend is really gone, and he was so young.

How old was he?  :'(
This is my pass to say WHATEVER tf I wanna say about the mess she releases so I don't wanna hear SHIT! Baby mama is a mess of a song btw




LOONA.

February 09, 2019, 05:09:17 PM #27 Last Edit: February 09, 2019, 05:09:46 PM by LOONA.
He was 30.

His sister in law said they got to the hospital around 7pm and waited three hours and then the doctors finally told him he passed.

Me and him were literally talking that same day. We last talked around 6:45pm so after that he pretty much passed within the next 3 hours. I might've been the last person he talked to.

The fact that I found this out the exact same time his funeral started and was able to find his info and make it up there to meet with the family is really crazy to me. i feel somewhat happy

GLOCK

February 09, 2019, 05:09:22 PM #28
I?m sorry bro
Here if you need me

GLOCK

February 09, 2019, 05:11:31 PM #29
Quote from: LOONA. on February 09, 2019, 05:09:17 PM
He was 30.

His sister in law said they got to the hospital around 7pm and waited three hours and then the doctors finally told him he passed.

Me and him were literally talking that same day. We last talked around 6:45pm so after that he pretty much passed within the next 3 hours. I might've been the last person he talked to.

The fact that I found this out the exact same time his funeral started and was able to find his info and make it up there to meet with the family is really crazy to me. i feel somewhat happy
this is like a movie
It?s almost like his spirit lead u there
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