And to answer that other guy's question. Yes, I do work with people with HIV/AIDS and have been doing so for the past 14 years. I also work in a hospital and part of the reason why I'm in the mood that I'm in gorls is because a woman who was a patient at the hospital who was in labor (who I checked in and took her vitals and so forth), had a baby and her baby died less than 5 minutes after she was born. That just broke my heart and I've been crying off and on all day over it. I just felt helpless. So that's part of the reason why I'm in this mood. Other things got me feeling some kind of way as well.