I never really get personal on here but I don't feel like I can tell anyone else this
It's not even that deep but it's deep to me
I feel like my Bestfriend is really jealous of me and everything I have going on..
First we got into an argument because I told him flat out that he has a thing for one of our mutual/close friends ...
This friend is an ex of mines but the shit is in the past .. BIG TIME.
But my Bestfriend keeps talking under his clothes.. We were having a casual conversation and I saw someone that resembled my ex..
I'm like that nigga look just like "my ex"
He like
.. No "ex" has a nicer ass than that ..
I'm like what
What does that have to do with anything?
So as we proceed he says "well yeah he is my type but his dick is uncut.. And I don't look at him that way.. Def my type but I don't like him! Has a big dick tho! *slight gasp*"
I wasn't mad at all but I'm like
I haven't fucked with dude in over 7 years Hun..
But u like that nigga ..
He gets in a rage..
I'm like yes! U do.. U keep talking under his clothes when all I said was dude looks like "ex" and this ain't ur first time talking under his clothes..
This fag says "I've seen all my friends naked.. So of course I know how they look"
I been asked him if they fucked around and he said NO..
I said cool.. Cuz I don't even look at dude the same.. Just look at him like a brother.. Cuz we all cool.. He (my Bestfriend) and I are best friends and he (my Bestfriend) and my ex are best friends!
My ex and I are just cool.. Not best fiends.. Like brothers that have a romantic past!
Anyway we get into this huge debate about it.. I pull up to his condo .. He gets out of my whip and I say "bye faggot"..
He doesn't say shit back!
So when I got to my spot I texted him a few emojis to let him know everything was Gucci.. No big deal.
Fag doesn't reply and texts me a full week later .. "I'm assuming u been busy"
We go on and on about this mess via text .. I'm like "bro.. The shit was minor to me and I don't argue with people.. I said what I said and I still feel like u like the nigga.. If u don't then brush the shit off.. If u don't wanna be cool with me then cool bro.. Up to u. But this is petty"
So yeah..
The conversation cools out a bit but I start thinking about everything
When we out and females approach me..he does silly shit like make snide remarks or childish shit like "oh y'all like him? He has a girlfriend"...
Or when a nigga keep looking at me or looks like they approaching me.. He will brush my waves out of place..(yes this fag actually does this shit.. Shut ur little brother would do)
Or don't let a waiter or waitress compliment me.. He says shit like "don't give him too much! He already big headed" or "you like his outfit.. It's ok lol! Just kidding haha"
It just hit me.. All this shit..
I sat down and thought about this mess..
This nigga is really jealous of me..
No one approaches him.. No one compliments him.. I have several niggas after me.. When we go to lounges.. Females and niggas try to buy me drinks..
I'm not a drinker so I give it to him
But damn..
This nigga jealous of me! I'm handsome.. Not ugly by no means.. Cool body.. Masculine.. Ambitions.. Calm and mysterious.. So I get it.. But
So there's a part II.. I'll write it below this..
It feels good to get this shit off my chest
