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Didn't hear this before yeah she was losing it...Her body probably couldn't handle it, I know what it feels like. You start to get a lot of energy but then your mind is all over the place. Spiritually you're like Hallelujah but if you don't stop it and start eating and getting those vitamins it is easy to become paranoid, get hallucinations and get dizzy/lose focus.
She was about to adopt a little girl and she was trying to get better..and in the doc you could see her anxiety. I don't think she would do that on purpose especially with lots of people in the car. However, I get your point because there is a song about her talking to her dad and wanting to 'get in, to that place you've been, nah Im not tryna rush anything' = go to afterlife to be with him.