I don't have the answers..I have changed my mind multiple times the last couple of years. For a long time I really hoped I was part of a bigger plan and there would be a reward in the end. That I get to live on somehow. But I realized that this could just be a sign that I need to live in the moment and enjoy this life more instead of thinking about forever. This urge to live on forever is perfect if you look at it from a survival point of view. It is perfect for our species and must be in our brain and body somehow.
I want to know how many people would panic if they found out there is nothing more than life on earth. How many people could accept mortality?
A lot of people think everything happens for a reason. But I'm sure death can be very random, stupid and not even personal. Maybe death doesn't even care about who you are. Maybe it is just a result of a body not being able to function.