So sorry to hear about your loss Drais. There is nothing anyone can say to ease the pain and this is something no one can just get over. Allow yourself to experience the stages of grief, because in the end, it will make you stronger so that you'll be able to help the next person who experiences a loss. You can find so much comfort in knowing you are now in a position to help others find peace who are going through something similar. There is more happiness in giving. Death is a vicious enemy that we cannot beat. We only learn to cope with it better over time and you certainly aren't alone. We all are in a dying state in this world.. So the pain and the loss is and will felt by all of us eventually. And I truly believe you'll see your friend again one day. On the other side.