There's such a thing called defense mechanisms luv.
that sounds like one of them
There's such a thing as someone saying "shoot I love being big I don't give a fuck if people call me fat." And that person still having insecurities and crying at night about it .
I need y'all to think just a bit further.
and she also discussed her hair struggles in hollywood as a black woman.
she clearly loved her natural hair ... in the clip she states she was unhappy about having to straighten her curls for Hollywood etc
I feel her 100%. Wild n curly is how we like it. Just like kwee said