But not really
Ok so last week me and my dude was having date night .. But before hand I ran to this store to grab a shirt .. Just something new for the date, you know?
So I go in there and usually I keep my head in the game because I don't want to run into any potentials .. I just try to avoid the mess .. I just try to do the right thing in the relationship..
But as I was gathering a few shirts..
This dude that worked there.. Saw me and came over close by me and started folding clothes..
Then asked me if I needed help..
When I first saw him .. I saw him from the side ... And OMMMMMMF
His ass was so fucking fat!
Bitttttttttttt
He looked up at me.. And this nigga had green eyes
Am not even a sucker for the pretty eye mess but he was just a normal nice looking black dude with green eyes.. A regular joe if u will..
Hella masculine and clean cut...
But he had the ass of a damn Stallion..
The top half of his body was skinny.. But that's ok.. I could kinda see his nipples
I kept my cool but noticed how he kept asking me questions and telling me about promos.. Then he "accidentally" brushed himself (ass) against meh
I thought that could've just been by mistake..
So I asked him for a fitting room because I was ready to try some mess on..
May I mind you he was working the floor but no one was in the men's dressing area
He opened the door for meh and I tried my clothes on..
I was walking outside to get another size and he was standing right by the door looking like
I had on my tank.. So he said "nice tats bro..
U need another size.." So I said yeah.. And he got it..
When I was done .. He was still standing out there like
Just him and I..
But I fucking played it cool because I have a dude at home..
He asked me what I thought about his tats up his arms and I told him they were dope
..
And he asked me all these questions about where i was from and thangs and where he gets his tats done ..
I still played it cool.. He told me to come back next week and because they have all kinds of shit coming in ..
Kept making small talk
and he noticed I didn't like much of anything in Thea..
The point of this thread is .. I am very happy with my dude.. I love him so much.. And yes I know the grass is not greener (u see what I did there haha) on the other side in real life... My dude gives me the world and we have really worked out the kinks of our relationship...2 years strong and thangs
But..
I can't stop thinking about this dude.. And the other day.. My dude was sucking me up and I was pretending that it was him(green eyes).. And when I was beating off with my dude another day.. I pretended in my head I was fucking green eyes with no condom on
Guys
I feel terrible because I feel that this may have changed things in my mind about my relationship
Wtfffffff
I want to fuck him and talk to him again
The dude ain't even that fine.. But I loved his spirit and conversation .. And the innocence! I feel like I've cheated by even having these thoughts .. I love this man(my dude)!!!
I can't fucking go back there ever again
