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I question whether I actually like men or not sometimes.

I treat them like shit, find any reason to disregard them...but will bend over backwards for a female.

i open doors, pay them compliments...worship them

there's this ecuadorian girl i have such a crush on sdssss we be kinda flirtin' with each other a bit. i call her pretty she calls me handsome, tells me she misses me and mess. she got me feelin some type of way.

im tryna figure out is this an actual attraction or some Michael Jackson/Diana Ross ADMIRATION mess owt?

she confuses me.
she's tall, pretty with some beautiful long hair.

i want kids and men seem like a waste of time. they're just good for sex, and not even that cuz they're probably carrying some sort of disease.