sometimes u think u know it all, and u know whats best for urself
i told myself OK work/school.....nothing else can matter until im finished
but this man made me realize that every day should be happy and fun, not just a designated weekend....joy should be sporadic, not planned and forced. and on a regular basis.
I know I'm preaching but for so long I think i've underestimated the power of such a special presence in my life.....of another man..."oh! just dating, it can wait. independent faggot! get money!".......but the fact that I am LEARNING things goes to prove me completely wrong.
i like the fact that he's not afraid of challenging my opinion. at first im like excuse me

but then I'm like wow

ur kinda right. he actually brought me back to bsource tbh. This site actually makes me laugh and makes me happy. Why leave it out of my life? what's the point in that.....just balance it out. log off and don't get too involved in mess and arguments anymore.
guys im feeling some type of way. if this essay didn't tell u that in itself