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[M-Rocka]

I had a similar situation like Kelly's. Prior to my mom's passing, we had an argument basically about how she was ready to go on home with the Lord because she was tired of battling with her breast cancer. There was a lot of guilt coming from her and resentment that she felt that I had towards her growing up. I can tell that she wasn't going to be the same after my dad died a year prior to her passing.

I'm so sorry about your mom. I can't even imagine how hard that must have been for you guys.

Thanks May, it was extremely hard because I kept it all bottled in until last year when I finally released all of that hurt and pain I dealt with watching them both die. I still replay it in my mind daily with my "whats" and "ifs".

[Lane Bryant Jumpsuit]

Poor vonc

[M-Rocka]

I had a similar situation like Kelly's. Prior to my mom's passing, we had an argument basically about how she was ready to go on home with the Lord because she was tired of battling with her breast cancer. There was a lot of guilt coming from her and resentment that she felt that I had towards her growing up. I can tell that she wasn't going to be the same after my dad died a year prior to her passing.

Life is so crazy. About 4 years ago my dad and my step mom were hit head on by a drunk driver, my step mom died on impact but my dad survived. We never really had a strong bond because to be honest he was an absentee father. He has had a lot of health problems since and I feel like a higher power is urging me to deal with my issues before it is too late. We are closer but it feels fake. He tells me he loves me and it may be genuine on his part but I feel like he is just trying to make himself feel better. Should anything happen to him, that would probably be a struggle for me.

I'm very sorry to hear about your step mom, I hope that drunk driver was charged, piece of shit. But anywho, I think you should continue on building that relationship with your dad now. I cannot stress that enough. I tell that to my cousin all the time because his relationship with my uncle is damaged.

Honestly my step moms passing wasn't painful for me. It is a long story but the short of it is that my stepmom had a hand in busting up my Mom and Dad's marriage...oh and she was my cousin too but I digress. Yea the driver was charged and is in prison. You're right, I am just going to continue building with my dad. I will admit that it's much better than acting as if he doesn't exist.

Wow I really wasn't expecting to read that, but yeah continue building that bond with him. I wish I still have both of them here with me, but everyday gets easier. Something that you will never get over.

She was a mess, I didn't use at all. Lord forgive me. You're completely right. My Aunt and her sons have been on a downward spiral ever since my uncle passed.

You have been through it, chile. Well the good thing about all of this is that you didn't let it hinder you at all. Most people can't say that.

[Vonc2002]

Real don't want you at ALL

[Rxxf]

Please tell your parents that you love them.

Thank you.

[Vonc2002]

Please tell your parents that you love them.

!!!!!!!!!!
I'll stop by my parent's house and tell my mom i love her just because. That's why  i don't even like disagreeing with my mom. I'll be mad for a minute and just call back and clear the air. Appreciate em while u can

[b7]

Please tell your parents that you love them.

!!!!!!!!!!
I'll stop by my parent's house and tell my mom i love her just because. That's why  i don't even like disagreeing with my mom. I'll be mad for a minute and just call back and clear the air. Appreciate em while u can

!!!! a just kidding hehe mess after the lashings

[Vonc2002]

Please tell your parents that you love them.

!!!!!!!!!!
I'll stop by my parent's house and tell my mom i love her just because. That's why  i don't even like disagreeing with my mom. I'll be mad for a minute and just call back and clear the air. Appreciate em while u can

!!!! a just kidding hehe mess after the lashings

Well not KIDDING, cause i usually meant wtf i said 

[Vonc2002]

[BigDawg]

I had a similar situation like Kelly's. Prior to my mom's passing, we had an argument basically about how she was ready to go on home with the Lord because she was tired of battling with her breast cancer. There was a lot of guilt coming from her and resentment that she felt that I had towards her growing up. I can tell that she wasn't going to be the same after my dad died a year prior to her passing.

Life is so crazy. About 4 years ago my dad and my step mom were hit head on by a drunk driver, my step mom died on impact but my dad survived. We never really had a strong bond because to be honest he was an absentee father. He has had a lot of health problems since and I feel like a higher power is urging me to deal with my issues before it is too late. We are closer but it feels fake. He tells me he loves me and it may be genuine on his part but I feel like he is just trying to make himself feel better. Should anything happen to him, that would probably be a struggle for me.

I'm very sorry to hear about your step mom, I hope that drunk driver was charged, piece of shit. But anywho, I think you should continue on building that relationship with your dad now. I cannot stress that enough. I tell that to my cousin all the time because his relationship with my uncle is damaged.

Honestly my step moms passing wasn't painful for me. It is a long story but the short of it is that my stepmom had a hand in busting up my Mom and Dad's marriage...oh and she was my cousin too but I digress. Yea the driver was charged and is in prison. You're right, I am just going to continue building with my dad. I will admit that it's much better than acting as if he doesn't exist.

Wow I really wasn't expecting to read that, but yeah continue building that bond with him. I wish I still have both of them here with me, but everyday gets easier. Something that you will never get over.

She was a mess, I didn't use at all. Lord forgive me. You're completely right. My Aunt and her sons have been on a downward spiral ever since my uncle passed.

You have been through it, chile. Well the good thing about all of this is that you didn't let it hinder you at all. Most people can't say that.

That is very true. I can't imagine going what you have gone through, definitely speaks volumes about how you have made it through.

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Love my mom to DEATH but I can't talk to her everyday. Woman is long winded af. Ain't no 5 minutes bih

But yeah,  tell em often 🙏

[Lane Bryant Jumpsuit]

i just finished watching and i teared up at work chile

my moms passing has really turned me into a crybaby
i cry at anything and its annoying as fuck
and its like i didnt have this before

ugh

i need to have a child i feel as thought thats the only way to work through it

[FlowerBomb]

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I can't read this

[Eternal Bell]

This thread is too much
I can't read this

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