hey yall...came out too my ma t'day as a trans mess
afta speakin wit cod'
speakin wit my fag fam friens drais, sinn & 'nem
its all out on tha table sss
i kno yall thought plankesha n tha wig was sorta a joke but thts 'round tha time my feelings & were rlly gettin stronger n my resolve to jus go thru wit it hit a HIGH
i waited a few weeks to kinda make sure i wasnt jus joking n pickin on myself
but i thoughts bac to all tha times in life tht r major moments to me
one moment captured was wen i put on my ma's heels wen i was younger
i kno alotta fags did it but it wasnt like me playin a womuh
i rlly 'member prayin ev'day in el'mentary tht gods mean self would jus make me a girl
i 'member all of it now n id honestly forgotten alot of it cuz...well i gots use to bein a smelly boy
i evn mades sinn & 'nem take a trans quiz in skype months 'go jus to fullfill answers for me
i think wat held me bac was ppl callin me a freak n stuff
im means..not tht i care but im alread' OUTTA THA BOX but i stand strongs in who im am
nun of them religious nuts in my fam' could ev' d'feat me
but i recently realized tht this is no diff'rence
this is who im am n i cant keep runnin' frm it
im goin to my doc' nex week to get tha ball rolling
wish me lucks guys
