Jacob you know I have love for your crazy self. And I hope you didn't take my comments too deeply or seriously, because I didn't take yours that way, since I know who I am at the end of the day. I don't know who you are, how you feel, and what your experiences in life have been like.
My point wasn't to judge you, but to simply show you how unfair conclusions can be made when an individual takes mess solely from the surface instead of asking questions to unearth what may be prompting expressions that they deem to be senseless.; especially before making an accusation as serious as self hatred.