I'm a family oriented guy and its heart-breaking to realize that my family DOESN'T USE ME. I try to go around family functions but they don't want to around. They always lie about location and my own father has been doing some shady shit. I move to Atlanta in November, so I'm happy I'll be able to be on my own. But I really would love their support. I believe he's trying to get me in a psych ward. If I hadn't taken a friends advice on the colonics, I would've been relasped and fallen into his trap. My family can be hateful and luving at the same time. Its sad that because I came out to them, they have been treating me like a rat on the street. My own mother made this comment, "How can another man let another man stick his dick up his ass, where shit comes out...its disgusting." I was fuming but didn't respond because I'm under her roof and she's still paying the bills, while I work these two shitty jobs. Anyway, how did y'all cope with homophobic family?