Home

[Young]

we have a couple new Black people in the office who rock their natural hair..beautiful afros and twists.

they were havin a discussion -  a couple guys and girls...about hair care, what they do with it, etc. perms they've gotten, flat irons...twist outs..the usual Black hair convo which I am VERY familiar with...as a BLACK fucking person from a BLACK neighborhood and a BLACK fucking church with BLACK fucking friends

but i felt so excluded. they didn't even find a way to include me as they did everyone else...and im thinking like HELLO im black too and i have natural hair...why is everyone included but me. but the question surely is rhetorical for me at this point as i know the answer is already.

im sure they're thinking "oh he has 'good' hair...he aint part of this convo".

and i know it sounds so trivial but it kinda hurts me when i feel excluded like that. its those little moments when u feel just a bit of shade from ur own people. i dont think its done purposely but thats not my point.

and whats even more hurtful is that some people assume because u look a certain way that u think ur better than them. they dont even know u. oh i know he mixed with something so he must automatically think he better than me. oh his hair curly so he think he the bomb.

i'm brown and have curly/wavy hair with nice skin so i must be Dominican. I'm not fully Black. gotta be mixed with something...he aint REALLY one of us. meanwhile i have two whole ass black parents who put me into this world. doesn't get any fucking blacker than my father.

and some people wonder why the hell i damn near lost my mind tryna figure out whats so different about me. what r people seeing?  u dont realize it until other people point it out and kinda exclude u from shit. i don't even think they realize that they're doing it sometimes but its really fucking hurtful .

at least I have brown skin ...my nose....theres no denying my Blackness. if anyone ever really questions it i can always point to the color of my fucking hand. i can only imagine what its like for light skin people WITH the "good hurr" . which is why when i see them share their stories im not quick to give a "ooooh boo hoo mixed boy....so hard being mixed and light  skin with good hair huh?   " mess owt.

if i feel excluded and envied at times and i clearly have africa runnin all up inside of me i can only fucking imagine.

sorry for the thesis btw. but this was a bit therapeutic actually. cried just a bit.

That?s really weird sis

Because you have hair like MANY black people I know 
Black hair isn?t one texture . And I?m sure they all didn?t have the same texture. 

If they really excluded you because you leave your curls out then that?s absolutely crazy dbdbdbdbdb

[Hatsumomo]

Black men can't really do but so much with their hair.

i meant to say i disagree

Yeah I disagree

We can do the most with our hair

I LOVED YOUR MAN BUN..DO YOU STILL HAVE IT? SEXY SELF.

[Young]

Black men can't really do but so much with their hair.

i meant to say i disagree

Yeah I disagree

We can do the most with our hair

I LOVED YOUR MAN BUN..DO YOU STILL HAVE IT? SEXY SELF.

Thanks luv muffin 

I?m rockig a swoop most days but I can still put it in a bun

It?s actually in a top knot right now around the house 

[GLOCK]

Oh wow ur so interna? sle

Very exotical   

wow 

[Hatsumomo]

Black men can't really do but so much with their hair.

i meant to say i disagree

Yeah I disagree

We can do the most with our hair

I LOVED YOUR MAN BUN..DO YOU STILL HAVE IT? SEXY SELF.

Thanks luv muffin 

I?m rockig a swoop most days but I can still put it in a bun

It?s actually in a top knot right now around the house 

Jesus..

[GLOCK]

Black men can't really do but so much with their hair.

i meant to say i disagree

Yeah I disagree

We can do the most with our hair

I LOVED YOUR MAN BUN..DO YOU STILL HAVE IT? SEXY SELF.

Thanks luv muffin 

I?m rockig a swoop most days but I can still put it in a bun

It?s actually in a top knot right now around the house 

hbnjgjjj

What kinda swoop king?

[novmbrchild]

we have a couple new Black people in the office who rock their natural hair..beautiful afros and twists.

they were havin a discussion -  a couple guys and girls...about hair care, what they do with it, etc. perms they've gotten, flat irons...twist outs..the usual Black hair convo which I am VERY familiar with...as a BLACK fucking person from a BLACK neighborhood and a BLACK fucking church with BLACK fucking friends

but i felt so excluded. they didn't even find a way to include me as they did everyone else...and im thinking like HELLO im black too and i have natural hair...why is everyone included but me. but the question surely is rhetorical for me at this point as i know the answer is already.

im sure they're thinking "oh he has 'good' hair...he aint part of this convo".

and i know it sounds so trivial but it kinda hurts me when i feel excluded like that. its those little moments when u feel just a bit of shade from ur own people. i dont think its done purposely but thats not my point.

and whats even more hurtful is that some people assume because u look a certain way that u think ur better than them. they dont even know u. oh i know he mixed with something so he must automatically think he better than me. oh his hair curly so he think he the bomb.

i'm brown and have curly/wavy hair with nice skin so i must be Dominican. I'm not fully Black. gotta be mixed with something...he aint REALLY one of us. meanwhile i have two whole ass black parents who put me into this world. doesn't get any fucking blacker than my father.

and some people wonder why the hell i damn near lost my mind tryna figure out whats so different about me. what r people seeing?  u dont realize it until other people point it out and kinda exclude u from shit. i don't even think they realize that they're doing it sometimes but its really fucking hurtful .

at least I have brown skin ...my nose....theres no denying my Blackness. if anyone ever really questions it i can always point to the color of my fucking hand. i can only imagine what its like for light skin people WITH the "good hurr" . which is why when i see them share their stories im not quick to give a "ooooh boo hoo mixed boy....so hard being mixed and light  skin with good hair huh?   " mess owt.

if i feel excluded and envied at times and i clearly have africa runnin all up inside of me i can only fucking imagine.

sorry for the thesis btw. but this was a bit therapeutic actually. cried just a bit.

nndjdjdjd wth kinda black  ppl do you be around

[Hatsumomo]

Black men can't really do but so much with their hair.

i meant to say i disagree

Yeah I disagree

We can do the most with our hair

I LOVED YOUR MAN BUN..DO YOU STILL HAVE IT? SEXY SELF.

Thanks luv muffin 

I?m rockig a swoop most days but I can still put it in a bun

It?s actually in a top knot right now around the house 

hbnjgjjj

What kinda swoop king?

nnnnnnnnnnn

[Young]

Black men can't really do but so much with their hair.

i meant to say i disagree

Yeah I disagree

We can do the most with our hair

I LOVED YOUR MAN BUN..DO YOU STILL HAVE IT? SEXY SELF.

Thanks luv muffin 

I?m rockig a swoop most days but I can still put it in a bun

It?s actually in a top knot right now around the house 

hbnjgjjj

What kinda swoop king?

Ccccccc


A blonde curly mess owt

[GLOCK]

Black men can't really do but so much with their hair.

i meant to say i disagree

Yeah I disagree

We can do the most with our hair

I LOVED YOUR MAN BUN..DO YOU STILL HAVE IT? SEXY SELF.

Thanks luv muffin 

I?m rockig a swoop most days but I can still put it in a bun

It?s actually in a top knot right now around the house 

hbnjgjjj

What kinda swoop king?

Ccccccc


A blonde curly mess owt

bzvzbzb

Like Li or wha?

Post it a bit if ur willing

[Hatsumomo]

Black men can't really do but so much with their hair.

i meant to say i disagree

Yeah I disagree

We can do the most with our hair

I LOVED YOUR MAN BUN..DO YOU STILL HAVE IT? SEXY SELF.

Thanks luv muffin 

I?m rockig a swoop most days but I can still put it in a bun

It?s actually in a top knot right now around the house 

hbnjgjjj

What kinda swoop king?

Ccccccc


A blonde curly mess owt

lemme see

[Kurama]

Trey needs his ass kicked

[FAMÈ]

I like my waves. My hair does it naturall?

[Kaeli.]

[LOONA.]

All I see whenever I go out are either guys with dreds or guys with that Odell cut.

Haven't seen waves or braids on a guy in forever.