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[Lane Bryant Jumpsuit]

After this last round of disappointment in DC
I realized its time for me to let this board and my brandy obsession go.
Its not until now at this point in my life that I see the idolatry just isn't healthy. We all have gifts and talents from our divine creator and in that Purview  there is no reason to overemphasize ones gifts over the other

This is a odd revelation for me because I've always been so dogmatic when it came to things I liked
Like staying connected to this board because of my love for brandy and wanting to keep up with the updates and snippets as well as other news despite the harsh cloud of judgment and negativity that comes with it. All Ive ever wanted was a vehicle to express that love for brandy in a space that makes it okay and welcomed. However. this collective as it apprears on the forum is stuck in low vibrational energy that doesnt resonate with me anymore.

As part of my spiritual awakening process Ive been forced to confront things that are not healthy energetically
Like core emotional wounds, fear, rejection etc. EVen before then my karmic relationships (all those crazy stories i posted about) taught me lessons and I was able to move past it  but  as you grow you dive even deeper to things you really didnt pay attention to  that was throwing a monkey wrench in your spiritual development.. and the attachment to the board and brandy is one of those things.

My dreams came true when I met her in 2016 and Took that as the beginning instead of an amicable close to a long era of stanism.



The DC trip proved to me that trying to extend this era of stanism is a wrong and unproductive path.
I really wanted to see her live with her own music but if I dont pump the brakes and lose this attachment it will continue to be on a  cycle of disappointment. Not because of anything shes doing but for my own balance of zen.


I know the announcements are moot if i really want to leave i will  and i have a bit its just that i am a creature of habbit and im scared i will miss something if i dont check in but thats another negavtive i need to disassociate from.

If brandy comes to alaska or anyother place im residing in I will attend of course but untill then youtube it is.

I love us for real
Yawl got my insta 'Lewzya" if you want to hmu


SIDEBAR: I belive brandy has gon through her awakening as well begining at age 33 and this is the true reason there has been a delay in her process

[FlowerBomb]

byye!

[Gilgamesh.]

Good luck Lew.

[MelMel]

Awwwwwwwwww

Be well Lewis

[❄️☃️🌨� Shuji Feels Different 🌨�☃️❄️]

Didn't read any of that but CIAO

[Lane Bryant Jumpsuit]

Didn't read any of that but CIAO

[Young]

You will do great things and you will be missed King

[Admin]

After this last round of disappointment in DC
I realized its time for me to let this board and my brandy obsession go.
Its not until now at this point in my life that I see the idolatry just isn't healthy. We all have gifts and talents from our divine creator and in that Purview  there is no reason to overemphasize ones gifts over the other

This is a odd revelation for me because I've always been so dogmatic when it came to things I liked
Like staying connected to this board because of my love for brandy and wanting to keep up with the updates and snippets as well as other news despite the harsh cloud of judgment and negativity that comes with it. All Ive ever wanted was a vehicle to express that love for brandy in a space that makes it okay and welcomed. However. this collective as it apprears on the forum is stuck in low vibrational energy that doesnt resonate with me anymore.

As part of my spiritual awakening process Ive been forced to confront things that are not healthy energetically
Like core emotional wounds, fear, rejection etc. EVen before then my karmic relationships (all those crazy stories i posted about) taught me lessons and I was able to move past it  but  as you grow you dive even deeper to things you really didnt pay attention to  that was throwing a monkey wrench in your spiritual development.. and the attachment to the board and brandy is one of those things.

My dreams came true when I met her in 2016 and Took that as the beginning instead of an amicable close to a long era of stanism.



The DC trip proved to me that trying to extend this era of stanism is a wrong and unproductive path.
I really wanted to see her live with her own music but if I dont pump the brakes and lose this attachment it will continue to be on a  cycle of disappointment. Not because of anything shes doing but for my own balance of zen.


I know the announcements are moot if i really want to leave i will  and i have a bit its just that i am a creature of habbit and im scared i will miss something if i dont check in but thats another negavtive i need to disassociate from.

If brandy comes to alaska or anyother place im residing in I will attend of course but untill then youtube it is.

I love us for real
Yawl got my insta 'Lewzya" if you want to hmu


SIDEBAR: I belive brandy has gon through her awakening as well begining at age 33 and this is the true reason there has been a delay in her process

Spread your wings

[D.I.E.G.O.]

A break from the board may be good for you, and a lot of others here, Lew.

[Noni]

Good on you! I like how you put it with meeting her being the end instead of a start. I think I?ve had the same experience. Meeting her was like the end to Stanning.

After that it?s just been let downs after let downs.

I?m a little too weak to leave BS though lol. I love getting my dose of music news from here.

[Lane Bryant Jumpsuit]

Good on you! I like how you put it with meeting her being the end instead of a start. I think I?ve had the same experience. Meeting her was like the end to Stanning.

After that it?s just been let downs after let downs.

I?m a little too weak to leave BS though lol. I love getting my dose of music news from here.

I know its been apart of my routine for years
I have to dial back slowly

[Jon]

You can do all this and not leave the forum but good luck i guess.

[Hatsumomo]

No reason for you to leave the board. But it's great that you've recognized how dangerous idolatry is and how unfruitful it can be when your love and obsession for someone starts to damage you emotionally, spiritually, and even physically. Being a stan of any artist just isn't good and although I stan for Brandy myself, its caused me more pain and frustration than anything, because when she doesn't deliver or underperforms in any way it plunges me even deeper into that dark place of toxic stanism. I just can't stop loving her and being obsessed  despite what she does, and I wonder if that's altogether healthy. I absolutely agree with you ...the energy on this board is very toxic and low vibrational.. Just separate yourself from it and pull back your energy like you've been doing. But your presence is needed here Lew.

[Vonc2002]

EEK--fcknA!!!!!!!!!

[Vonc2002]

Oh and BYE! LOLZ!