Honestly I was seriously considering leaving this board for good.
But then I realized I enjoy you guys, this is really like a family. You guys make me laugh. Why take that away from myself? And deprive myself of a place I have so much fun at

. But I told myself if I were to stay here, I have to be representing MYSELF in a way that I find to be respectable at this point in MY life. I am to conduct myself NO DIFFERENT than I would in my real life.
This is why you guys see no makeup, you see no cheap wigs (insert curly/ramen noodle joke here

) , you see no KEN DAHL. You see no AFRO. You see Herbert. I'm tired of playing characters and portraying things that I am not.
Respect for me is no longer being acknowledged for dragging someone the best. Or a handclap for a wonderful exposure of someone. Or effortlessly hurting someone's feelings. But I don't sit here and JUDGE people on here who still find joy in these things. Cuz guess what, that was me not too long ago, so who am I to sit on a high horse and say "oh no this is a mess, clean yourself up guys!

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But this is what some of you are doing to ME. You're telling me I'm a fake, I'm a try hard, I'm this, I'm that.....You're JUDGING me. I'm not on here to argue with you guys or to read all day and all night.
I can see if I sat on a soapbox giving speeches about "don't read each other guys" and "you fucking heathens", but I am not doing that to ya'll. I'm letting you be without judgement. And that's nothing hard for me to do. I know what BSource is about. If I log on I should know what to expect. And i LOVE my BSource family, "flaws" and all.