I do feel bad for my bby...
I know you're saying "you ain't got to lie"
But at some point you're gonna get tired. And emotionally drained because on your end you're giving so MUCH. And he's just paying rent and doing as he pleases. This give and take is going to get old.
I'm not saying you guys don't have a legit friendship but what you think you two are establishing and what he's thinking at the same.
And I just see u getting more and more hurt down the road luv..