So I know this sounds crazy but the universe orchestrated everyfucking thing to get me to this moment right now.
I discovered I have a twin flame
and everything that has happened has been to prepare me for this moment and push me further
(briefly)
I met him in 2007 thru the mormon church he was a missionary......
we have a few study sessions and we had instant connection like the other nigga he was with just evaporated and it was just us bonding
and they switched the missionaries out so he was sent to a different area
we see each other at the grocery store while i was with my mom and we ran and hugged each other had my mom looking like :diddraispoot: then i was at a conference and seen him again and we ran and hugged each other again and held hands like a couple not caring what anyone thought at that conference :nowgorl:
then he gave me his church email and our emails were brief but encouraging and we exchanged i love yous in those emails.... we lost contact and he went back to his home in tonga (thats where hes from ) i reach out to the church to find him ...dead end....facebook in 2008 nuthin......then in 2016 i see him and his wifes profile IN ALASKA and i message to say who i was ..no response..but i said wait a minute he has been here the whole time??????
i guess he just doesnt want to talk to me now that hes been married and stuff
i let it go
so me and my mom say we moving to hawaii she goes and comes back a month later saying she hates it
then we plan on moving back to vermont she gets sick and passes
then i start saving for the move on my own to vermont and and when im in a place where i can make it
I lose two of my jobs in december 2017
:overit: :overit: :overit: :overit: :overit:
I get a job
and after i get the job there is the internal offer to relocate
i apply get it
relocate
housing subsidized
relocation bonus
and after a month of working there HE WALKS THE FUCK IN MY JOB i lost it at work hunty
so naturally, we exchange info talk catch up hang out and the past 6 months i havent felt so much love and wholeness ever in my life he is married but i call him my husband
he told his wife and the fam that Im apart of it and they are like :ummwhat: where he come from
This is the deepest and most resonant purest connection ive had with anyone ever
I started making plans we talk about buying houses together running a business together
living in tonga together
and his wife is currently the breadwinner and apparently he feels he needs to make some moves
so hes starting an import business in tonga now when he told me about it he had no real direction for it
and as we are getting closer i feel he wants to get away we were beefin about something but when he was leaving like noooooone of that mattered we were both pouring our hearts out to each other at that airport
so when he left
I said why the fuck do we feel this way y am i planning my life with him how do you define this type of thing
And thats what lead me to twin flame..............
everything that embodies that fits us to a tee
but
the real deal here is that now that this type of thing has beeen shown to me its a call to action to develop more spiritually
Prayer
meditation
fasting
getting in touch with the divine more
pulling away from the 3d world that our mind gets trapped in sometimes
healing past hurts
clearing negative energies
activating your chakras
all of these things are needed for me and being shown something as dynamic as the twin flame union and the separation from it was the catalyst to spark this awakening
so of course im not the only one with these questions hes wondering as well why he feels the way he does
its not my good looks or charm and i mean that not as shade to myself or from a place of low self esteem but to illustrate that whatever it is isnt an ego or carnal thing its real and its fucking deep
and hes wondering why hes been sitting up here for years with a wife and a kid and why he never felt that with her
or how after spending time with me when it goes back home and his energy is giving :udontlookok: with his wife
so he says you know what deuces let me figure this shit out
but in knowing that we are connected in this way my spiritual health is going to affect him as well
and once he tears down the mask of being in societal norms he will be in a better place as well
but his happiness is mine
but when i think back to how all this lead me to this point
all of my experiences were for a purpose
and its amazing how the universe works
Purpose! Born to do it! Destined! It was written! In the cards!
Fagg this ain?t game of thrones and you ain?t daenerys stormborn!
Quote from: Lew Scherzinger Norwood on January 05, 2019, 04:14:40 AM
So I know this sounds crazy but the universe orchestrated everyfucking thing to get me to this moment right now.
I discovered I have a twin flame
and everything that has happened has been to prepare me for this moment and push me further
(briefly)
I met him in 2007 thru the mormon church he was a missionary......
we have a few study sessions and we had instant connection like the other nigga he was with just evaporated and it was just us bonding
and they switched the missionaries out so he was sent to a different area
we see each other at the grocery store while i was with my mom and we ran and hugged each other had my mom looking like :diddraispoot: then i was at a conference and seen him again and we ran and hugged each other again and held hands like a couple not caring what anyone thought at that conference :nowgorl:
then he gave me his church email and our emails were brief but encouraging and we exchanged i love yous in those emails.... we lost contact and he went back to his home in tonga (thats where hes from ) i reach out to the church to find him ...dead end....facebook in 2008 nuthin......then in 2016 i see him and his wifes profile IN ALASKA and i message to say who i was ..no response..but i said wait a minute he has been here the whole time??????
i guess he just doesnt want to talk to me now that hes been married and stuff
i let it go
so me and my mom say we moving to hawaii she goes and comes back a month later saying she hates it
then we plan on moving back to vermont she gets sick and passes
then i start saving for the move on my own to vermont and and when im in a place where i can make it
I lose two of my jobs in december 2017
:overit: :overit: :overit: :overit: :overit:
I get a job
and after i get the job there is the internal offer to relocate
i apply get it
relocate
housing subsidized
relocation bonus
and after a month of working there HE WALKS THE FUCK IN MY JOB i lost it at work hunty
so naturally, we exchange info talk catch up hang out and the past 6 months i havent felt so much love and wholeness ever in my life he is married but i call him my husband
he told his wife and the fam that Im apart of it and they are like :ummwhat: where he come from
This is the deepest and most resonant purest connection ive had with anyone ever
I started making plans we talk about buying houses together running a business together
living in tonga together
and his wife is currently the breadwinner and apparently he feels he needs to make some moves
so hes starting an import business in tonga now when he told me about it he had no real direction for it
and as we are getting closer i feel he wants to get away we were beefin about something but when he was leaving like noooooone of that mattered we were both pouring our hearts out to each other at that airport
so when he left
I said why the fuck do we feel this way y am i planning my life with him how do you define this type of thing
And thats what lead me to twin flame..............
everything that embodies that fits us to a tee
but
the real deal here is that now that this type of thing has beeen shown to me its a call to action to develop more spiritually
Prayer
meditation
fasting
getting in touch with the divine more
pulling away from the 3d world that our mind gets trapped in sometimes
healing past hurts
clearing negative energies
activating your chakras
all of these things are needed for me and being shown something as dynamic as the twin flame union and the separation from it was the catalyst to spark this awakening
so of course im not the only one with these questions hes wondering as well why he feels the way he does
its not my good looks or charm and i mean that not as shade to myself or from a place of low self esteem but to illustrate that whatever it is isnt an ego or carnal thing its real and its fucking deep
and hes wondering why hes been sitting up here for years with a wife and a kid and why he never felt that with her
or how after spending time with me when it goes back home and his energy is giving :udontlookok: with his wife
so he says you know what deuces let me figure this shit out
but in knowing that we are connected in this way my spiritual health is going to affect him as well
and once he tears down the mask of being in societal norms he will be in a better place as well
but his happiness is mine
but when i think back to how all this lead me to this point
all of my experiences were for a purpose
and its amazing how the universe works
?
Really cool and neat babe
Twin flames are real
But so are kindred spirits
Whatever the connection is that you have ; it sounds lovely.
Congrats.
And yes the universe is so intricately designed and it?s really crazy how everything has to do with the next thing. It?s just...perfect
This would've been a nice topic if it wasn't coming from you. No disrespect. :-/
Quote from: Tonkaman on January 05, 2019, 07:48:14 AM
This would've been a nice topic if it wasn't coming from you. No disrespect. :-/
What other way can you mean that ?
That?s really rude
And tbh just say what you want to say in here babe and spark up some mess
Bran believes in the twin thing as well and has stated that Elle is hers
Quote from: jaguar. on January 05, 2019, 08:28:05 AM
"Twin flame. Chakra Khan. Deeps".
Hun, you're still home-wrecking.
No im not lol
I accept whatever form this relationship takes without interfering with the his karmic partner over time he will see or feel that it isnt right but will make a choice bases on the how he wNts it to look......we were never romantic....even though we have had a few intense moments
Quote from: this sounds like Sl? to the stage on January 05, 2019, 04:29:46 AM
Purpose! Born to do it! Destined! It was written! In the cards!
Fagg this ain?t game of thrones and you ain?t daenerys stormborn!
Dxzzzxxxxxxxzxxxxxczzzzzxxfcghhjjj
Winter is TF here huh
Quote from: Young on January 05, 2019, 07:50:24 AM
Bran believes in the twin thing as well and has stated that Elle is hers
really? That would explain brans insense burning phase we were seeing for a while
Quote from: jaguar. on January 05, 2019, 08:28:05 AM
"Twin flame. Chakra Khan. Deeps".
Hun, you're still home-wrecking.
Asfgghhjjjj
He?s trying to Lauryn Hill class up this being the morally corrupt mistress thing.
Quote from: Young on January 05, 2019, 07:43:46 AM
Really cool and neat babe
Twin flames are real
But so are kindred spirits
Whatever the connection is that you have ; it sounds lovely.
Congrats.
And yes the universe is so intricately designed and it?s really crazy how everything has to do with the next thing. It?s just...perfect
Yeah i just explained what the connection was
We arent kindred spirits hun
Nothing is kindred about him being from a different continent and from a different culture altogether
We didnt grow up together(soulmate sign)
We dont enjoy the same type of teas
Rather we both have qualities that balance each other out
As far as energies go he would be divine masculine and i divine feminine
As the two halfs of the soul go
So i dont appreciate the shade of u saying our connection isnt the twin flame dynamic
And i wasnt asking for an assesment either im the one going thru the discovery process of it all
This is about how real and powerfull the universe is
Quote from: this sounds like Sl? to the stage on January 05, 2019, 08:57:42 AM
Quote from: jaguar. on January 05, 2019, 08:28:05 AM
"Twin flame. Chakra Khan. Deeps".
Hun, you're still home-wrecking.
Asfgghhjjjj
He?s trying to Lauryn Hill class up this being the morally corrupt mistress thing.
No mistress over here im part of the family regardless
Nothing corrupt at all no one is cheating no one is lying no one is sneaking
Kinda hard to hide the connection emotionally he may be unavailable but matters of the heart arent corrupt thats why he ran Way from her
i cant
Quote from: Lew Scherzinger Norwood on January 05, 2019, 09:07:59 AM
Quote from: Young on January 05, 2019, 07:43:46 AM
Really cool and neat babe
Twin flames are real
But so are kindred spirits
Whatever the connection is that you have ; it sounds lovely.
Congrats.
And yes the universe is so intricately designed and it?s really crazy how everything has to do with the next thing. It?s just...perfect
Yeah i just explained what the connection was
We arent kindred spirits hun
Nothing is kindred about him being from a different continent and from a different culture altogether
We didnt grow up together(soulmate sign)
We dont enjoy the same type of teas
Rather we both have qualities that balance each other out
As far as energies go he would be divine masculine and i divine feminine
As the two halfs of the soul go
So i dont appreciate the shade of u saying our connection isnt the twin flame dynamic
And i wasnt asking for an assesment either im the one going thru the discovery process of it all
This is about how real and powerfull the universe is
See this is why we can?t have convos because with me you always get defensive and I?m two seconds from getting buck with you
But I love you so I?ll keep it cute
b
These fags come in dragging you and here I am having a real convo with you and you?re ready to dissect it looking for hints of shade
NOTHING about what I said was shady :dead:
First of all Kindred spirits don?t have to be someone you knew all along or have anything to do with in THIS life
Some spirits people share a deep connection with on deeper levels
I didn?t even say you two weren?t twin flames :dead:
And That?s why I brought up Elle hun (to discuss twin flames and or spirit twins) I brought that up to spark Up a larger conversation
The reason why I said ?whatever the connection is? was simply in reference to yawl?s lives playing out NOW
Clearly things are complicated and yet you two have managed to have a connection .
And I said it sounds lovely :dead:
And now that you?ve broken it down that you see him as your divine masculine; that?s beautiful.
Sounds like your twin flame/ soulmate for sure
None the less, and like I said initially I?m happy for you and congrats
And yes the universe is VERY powerful
Which is why when certain occurrences take place in life you feel them on a deep level
Because it connects to various things/times/places and energies throughout the universe
Quote from: Young on January 05, 2019, 09:31:36 AM
Quote from: Lew Scherzinger Norwood on January 05, 2019, 09:07:59 AM
Quote from: Young on January 05, 2019, 07:43:46 AM
Really cool and neat babe
Twin flames are real
But so are kindred spirits
Whatever the connection is that you have ; it sounds lovely.
Congrats.
And yes the universe is so intricately designed and it?s really crazy how everything has to do with the next thing. It?s just...perfect
Yeah i just explained what the connection was
We arent kindred spirits hun
Nothing is kindred about him being from a different continent and from a different culture altogether
We didnt grow up together(soulmate sign)
We dont enjoy the same type of teas
Rather we both have qualities that balance each other out
As far as energies go he would be divine masculine and i divine feminine
As the two halfs of the soul go
So i dont appreciate the shade of u saying our connection isnt the twin flame dynamic
And i wasnt asking for an assesment either im the one going thru the discovery process of it all
This is about how real and powerfull the universe is
See this is why we can?t have convos because with me you always get defensive and I?m two seconds from getting buck with you
But I love you so I?ll keep it cute
b
These fags come in dragging you and here I am having a real convo with you and you?re ready to dissect it looking for hints of shade
NOTHING about what I said was shady :dead:
First of all Kindred spirits don?t have to be someone you knew all along or have anything to do with in THIS life
Some spirits people share a deep connection with on deeper levels
I didn?t even say you two weren?t twin flames :dead:
And That?s why I brought up Elle hun (to discuss twin flames and or spirit twins) I brought that up to spark Up a larger conversation
The reason why I said ?whatever the connection is? was simply in reference to yawl?s lives playing out NOW
Clearly things are complicated and yet you two have managed to have a connection .
And I said it sounds lovely :dead:
And now that you?ve broken it down that you see him as your divine masculine; that?s beautiful.
Sounds like your twin flame/ soulmate for sure
None the less, and like I said initially I?m happy for you and congrats
ugh you're too nice sister
Quote from: Vivrant Thing on January 05, 2019, 09:32:46 AM
Quote from: Young on January 05, 2019, 09:31:36 AM
Quote from: Lew Scherzinger Norwood on January 05, 2019, 09:07:59 AM
Quote from: Young on January 05, 2019, 07:43:46 AM
Really cool and neat babe
Twin flames are real
But so are kindred spirits
Whatever the connection is that you have ; it sounds lovely.
Congrats.
And yes the universe is so intricately designed and it?s really crazy how everything has to do with the next thing. It?s just...perfect
Yeah i just explained what the connection was
We arent kindred spirits hun
Nothing is kindred about him being from a different continent and from a different culture altogether
We didnt grow up together(soulmate sign)
We dont enjoy the same type of teas
Rather we both have qualities that balance each other out
As far as energies go he would be divine masculine and i divine feminine
As the two halfs of the soul go
So i dont appreciate the shade of u saying our connection isnt the twin flame dynamic
And i wasnt asking for an assesment either im the one going thru the discovery process of it all
This is about how real and powerfull the universe is
See this is why we can?t have convos because with me you always get defensive and I?m two seconds from getting buck with you
But I love you so I?ll keep it cute
b
These fags come in dragging you and here I am having a real convo with you and you?re ready to dissect it looking for hints of shade
NOTHING about what I said was shady :dead:
First of all Kindred spirits don?t have to be someone you knew all along or have anything to do with in THIS life
Some spirits people share a deep connection with on deeper levels
I didn?t even say you two weren?t twin flames :dead:
And That?s why I brought up Elle hun (to discuss twin flames and or spirit twins) I brought that up to spark Up a larger conversation
The reason why I said ?whatever the connection is? was simply in reference to yawl?s lives playing out NOW
Clearly things are complicated and yet you two have managed to have a connection .
And I said it sounds lovely :dead:
And now that you?ve broken it down that you see him as your divine masculine; that?s beautiful.
Sounds like your twin flame/ soulmate for sure
None the less, and like I said initially I?m happy for you and congrats
ugh you're too nice sister
Oh I?ve grabbed my fckn WHIP
He has one more time
Quote from: Young on January 05, 2019, 09:31:36 AM
Quote from: Lew Scherzinger Norwood on January 05, 2019, 09:07:59 AM
Quote from: Young on January 05, 2019, 07:43:46 AM
Really cool and neat babe
Twin flames are real
But so are kindred spirits
Whatever the connection is that you have ; it sounds lovely.
Congrats.
And yes the universe is so intricately designed and it?s really crazy how everything has to do with the next thing. It?s just...perfect
Yeah i just explained what the connection was
We arent kindred spirits hun
Nothing is kindred about him being from a different continent and from a different culture altogether
We didnt grow up together(soulmate sign)
We dont enjoy the same type of teas
Rather we both have qualities that balance each other out
As far as energies go he would be divine masculine and i divine feminine
As the two halfs of the soul go
So i dont appreciate the shade of u saying our connection isnt the twin flame dynamic
And i wasnt asking for an assesment either im the one going thru the discovery process of it all
This is about how real and powerfull the universe is
See this is why we can?t have convos because with me you always get defensive and I?m two seconds from getting buck with you
But I love you so I?ll keep it cute
b
These fags come in dragging you and here I am having a real convo with you and you?re ready to dissect it looking for hints of shade
NOTHING about what I said was shady :dead:
First of all Kindred spirits don?t have to be someone you knew all along or have anything to do with in THIS life
Some spirits people share a deep connection with on deeper levels
I didn?t even say you two weren?t twin flames :dead:
And That?s why I brought up Elle hun (to discuss twin flames and or spirit twins) I brought that up to spark Up a larger conversation
The reason why I said ?whatever the connection is? was simply in reference to yawl?s lives playing out NOW
Clearly things are complicated and yet you two have managed to have a connection .
And I said it sounds lovely :dead:
And now that you?ve broken it down that you see him as your divine masculine; that?s beautiful.
Sounds like your twin flame/ soulmate for sure
None the less, and like I said initially I?m happy for you and congrats
shade is second nature here i dont expect any less from anyone at this point
I am not defensive honestly I dont expect everyone to understand but im not just clinging to a label here just because it sounds cute
and to some it may just seem like a serendipity mess out but lots of mess occurred behind the scenes to orchestrate it as it is
but thanks young :kii:
this is just the begining
but what semi inspired me to post here was
im going to see him in feburary in tonga
and 2 11 keeps popping up in different places
and when i arrive in tonga its on febuary 11th
i never really got into the hoopla about the 11 11 thing
but it just keeps poppin up
and supposedly it means im getting close
Quote from: Lew Scherzinger Norwood on January 05, 2019, 09:59:05 AM
Quote from: Young on January 05, 2019, 09:31:36 AM
Quote from: Lew Scherzinger Norwood on January 05, 2019, 09:07:59 AM
Quote from: Young on January 05, 2019, 07:43:46 AM
Really cool and neat babe
Twin flames are real
But so are kindred spirits
Whatever the connection is that you have ; it sounds lovely.
Congrats.
And yes the universe is so intricately designed and it?s really crazy how everything has to do with the next thing. It?s just...perfect
Yeah i just explained what the connection was
We arent kindred spirits hun
Nothing is kindred about him being from a different continent and from a different culture altogether
We didnt grow up together(soulmate sign)
We dont enjoy the same type of teas
Rather we both have qualities that balance each other out
As far as energies go he would be divine masculine and i divine feminine
As the two halfs of the soul go
So i dont appreciate the shade of u saying our connection isnt the twin flame dynamic
And i wasnt asking for an assesment either im the one going thru the discovery process of it all
This is about how real and powerfull the universe is
See this is why we can?t have convos because with me you always get defensive and I?m two seconds from getting buck with you
But I love you so I?ll keep it cute
b
These fags come in dragging you and here I am having a real convo with you and you?re ready to dissect it looking for hints of shade
NOTHING about what I said was shady :dead:
First of all Kindred spirits don?t have to be someone you knew all along or have anything to do with in THIS life
Some spirits people share a deep connection with on deeper levels
I didn?t even say you two weren?t twin flames :dead:
And That?s why I brought up Elle hun (to discuss twin flames and or spirit twins) I brought that up to spark Up a larger conversation
The reason why I said ?whatever the connection is? was simply in reference to yawl?s lives playing out NOW
Clearly things are complicated and yet you two have managed to have a connection .
And I said it sounds lovely :dead:
And now that you?ve broken it down that you see him as your divine masculine; that?s beautiful.
Sounds like your twin flame/ soulmate for sure
None the less, and like I said initially I?m happy for you and congrats
shade is second nature here i dont expect any less from anyone at this point
I am not defensive honestly I dont expect everyone to understand but im not just clinging to a label here just because it sounds cute
and to some it may just seem like a serendipity mess out but lots of mess occurred behind the scenes to orchestrate it as it is
but thanks young :kii:
this is just the begining
but what semi inspired me to post here was
im going to see him in feburary in tonga
and 2 11 keeps popping up in different places
and when i arrive in tonga its on febuary 11th
i never really got into the hoopla about the 11 11 thing
but it just keeps poppin up
and supposedly it means im getting close
Ack
Yeah something is brewing
Keep watching for numbers
It sounds like you just need a best friend
You can get so many connections with a friend without being sexually attracted to them
Quote from: tontonton on January 05, 2019, 10:26:07 AM
It sounds like you just need a best friend
You can get so many connections with a friend without being sexually attracted to them
:uhh: :uhh: :uhh: :uhh: :uhh: :uhh:
Lew you clearly want to fuck this man
Stop
:plzstop:
all this beating around the damn bush
just do it sister
wives, cancer, morals and dignity aint stop you before
!!!
And the last portion of your story you went on about ONCE HE REALIZES WHO HE IS....
How are you going to assume his feelings for him? A Control freak mess
Quote from: tontonton on January 05, 2019, 10:45:14 AM
Lew you clearly want to fuck this man
Stop
I never said I didn't
but if we never had sexual contact it wouldnt change anything
you cant have something this big and not feel a bit romantic about it
but maturity wins and a sexual or romantic relationship isnt the goal
if i want sex there are apps for that
im actually planning on getting married soon myself
Quote from: Vivrant Thing on January 05, 2019, 10:46:03 AM
:plzstop:
all this beating around the damn bush
just do it sister
wives, cancer, morals and dignity aint stop you before
and its not stopping me now
but like i said learning about this was a call to develop more spiritually and part of that is respecting that he needed his relationship to bring him to the place he is now
just as i needed what i went thru to bring me to mine
weve been alone several times we couldve fucked its not the driving force behind our bond
Quote from: tontonton on January 05, 2019, 10:51:02 AM
!!!
And the last portion of your story you went on about ONCE HE REALIZES WHO HE IS....
How are you going to assume his feelings for him? A Control freak mess
because i know if i am on a road of self discovery that he is too
so his beliefs of Marriage Religion sexuality are all going to be challenged by this
i have already gotten past this portion and i live in my truth but i still have other things that need healing and to evolve
who he is ...is not a gay man that i can live happy ever after with thats not what im saying
the fundamentals of who he is needs to be challenged and this is the opportunity for it and for him to ask those hard questions and re evaluate and put things in perspective
Quote from: Young on January 05, 2019, 07:50:02 AM
Quote from: Tonkaman on January 05, 2019, 07:48:14 AM
This would've been a nice topic if it wasn't coming from you. No disrespect. :-/
What other way can you mean that ?
That?s really rude
And tbh just say what you want to say in here babe and spark up some mess
Because I would love to have a serious discussion about the topic because it's something I really believe in. But him and the other user, pons have such elaborate stories that I don't know if they are serious or not. And just creating some mess up.
Idk.
Quote from: Tonkaman on January 05, 2019, 12:02:50 PM
Quote from: Young on January 05, 2019, 07:50:02 AM
Quote from: Tonkaman on January 05, 2019, 07:48:14 AM
This would've been a nice topic if it wasn't coming from you. No disrespect. :-/
What other way can you mean that ?
That?s really rude
And tbh just say what you want to say in here babe and spark up some mess
Because I would love to have a serious discussion about the topic because it's something I really believe in. But him and the other user, pons have such elaborate stories that I don't know if they are serious or not. And just creating some mess up.
Idk.
Snsnsnsndss
Well what do you believe bby
Elaborate a bit
Have you had experiences ?
When have i posted an elaborate story all my threads were real
I was told i share too much
Ur just a narrow minded bitch is all
Quote from: Young on January 05, 2019, 12:12:57 PM
Quote from: Tonkaman on January 05, 2019, 12:02:50 PM
Quote from: Young on January 05, 2019, 07:50:02 AM
Quote from: Tonkaman on January 05, 2019, 07:48:14 AM
This would've been a nice topic if it wasn't coming from you. No disrespect. :-/
What other way can you mean that ?
That?s really rude
And tbh just say what you want to say in here babe and spark up some mess
Because I would love to have a serious discussion about the topic because it's something I really believe in. But him and the other user, pons have such elaborate stories that I don't know if they are serious or not. And just creating some mess up.
Idk.
Snsnsnsndss
Well what do you believe bby
Elaborate a bit
Have you had experiences ?
Yes. I have, quite a few times and I believe I'm going through it now that I'm being prepared for in the future something big.
I believe I just got out of a relationship with a soulmate(a woman who I got married too) she helped healed parts of me that i don't believe anyone else would've gotten to.
Then after that one discovers a karamatic relationship(my 1st with a guy) and it showed me the ways I didn't really love myself or know myself and had to discover who I was due to that dynamic.
I'm leaving out out a lot of details and information, not too give too much away and it's alot lol.
But these were things I believe had to happen due to my childhood, it's like those people had to come into my life and show me a lot of things to equip me on the current journey I'm on and asking the universe for. If that makes sense.
haven't read this but i agree with tonio
Quote from: Tonkaman on January 05, 2019, 12:27:37 PM
Quote from: Young on January 05, 2019, 12:12:57 PM
Quote from: Tonkaman on January 05, 2019, 12:02:50 PM
Quote from: Young on January 05, 2019, 07:50:02 AM
Quote from: Tonkaman on January 05, 2019, 07:48:14 AM
This would've been a nice topic if it wasn't coming from you. No disrespect. :-/
What other way can you mean that ?
That?s really rude
And tbh just say what you want to say in here babe and spark up some mess
Because I would love to have a serious discussion about the topic because it's something I really believe in. But him and the other user, pons have such elaborate stories that I don't know if they are serious or not. And just creating some mess up.
Idk.
Snsnsnsndss
Well what do you believe bby
Elaborate a bit
Have you had experiences ?
Yes. I have, quite a few times and I believe I'm going through it now that I'm being prepared for in the future something big.
I believe I just got out of a relationship with a soulmate(a woman who I got married too) she helped healed parts of me that i don't believe anyone else would've gotten to.
Then after that one discovers a karamatic relationship(my 1st with a guy) and it showed me the ways I didn't really love myself or know myself and had to discover who I was due to that dynamic.
I'm leaving out out a lot of details and information, not too give too much away and it's alot lol.
But these were things I believe had to happen due to my childhood, it's like those people had to come into my life and show me a lot of things to equip me on the current journey I'm on and asking the universe for. If that makes sense.
Ackkkk
Love this post
I?ve had experiences kind of similar, but with friendships actually
A lot of my circle of friends I feel like I have a deep connection to on a soulmate level (I believe in multiple soulmates and kindred spirits)
Recently I actually had a real crazy encounter with a soul that was just too eerily familiar to mine
Never felt anything like that before
And I too believe my encounters are preparing me for what?s next
Quote from: Young on January 05, 2019, 01:00:30 PM
Quote from: Tonkaman on January 05, 2019, 12:27:37 PM
Quote from: Young on January 05, 2019, 12:12:57 PM
Quote from: Tonkaman on January 05, 2019, 12:02:50 PM
Quote from: Young on January 05, 2019, 07:50:02 AM
Quote from: Tonkaman on January 05, 2019, 07:48:14 AM
This would've been a nice topic if it wasn't coming from you. No disrespect. :-/
What other way can you mean that ?
That?s really rude
And tbh just say what you want to say in here babe and spark up some mess
Because I would love to have a serious discussion about the topic because it's something I really believe in. But him and the other user, pons have such elaborate stories that I don't know if they are serious or not. And just creating some mess up.
Idk.
Snsnsnsndss
Well what do you believe bby
Elaborate a bit
Have you had experiences ?
Yes. I have, quite a few times and I believe I'm going through it now that I'm being prepared for in the future something big.
I believe I just got out of a relationship with a soulmate(a woman who I got married too) she helped healed parts of me that i don't believe anyone else would've gotten to.
Then after that one discovers a karamatic relationship(my 1st with a guy) and it showed me the ways I didn't really love myself or know myself and had to discover who I was due to that dynamic.
I'm leaving out out a lot of details and information, not too give too much away and it's alot lol.
But these were things I believe had to happen due to my childhood, it's like those people had to come into my life and show me a lot of things to equip me on the current journey I'm on and asking the universe for. If that makes sense.
Ackkkk
Love this post
I?ve had experiences kind of similar, but with friendships actually
A lot of my circle of friends I feel like I have a deep connection to on a soulmate level (I believe in multiple soulmates and kindred spirits)
Recently I actually had a real crazy encounter with a soul that was just too eerily familiar to mine
Never felt anything like that before
And I too believe my encounters are preparing me for what?s next
:stressed:
I do believe that there is a twin flame out there for me, but another part of me doesn't want it to be. So I'm not let down and another part of me is afraid of connecting with someone like that. I'm better on my own.
When you both fall out what will explain that?
Quote from: L0NZ. on January 05, 2019, 01:24:48 PM
When you both fall out what will explain that?
many tf separate and come back together lots of times
And I can?t even get the universe to drop a nigga who can text back regularly!
Lew u have all the luck :damselindistress:
Quote from: Vivrant Thing on January 05, 2019, 10:46:03 AM
:plzstop:
all this beating around the damn bush
just do it sister
wives, cancer, morals and dignity aint stop you before
:plzstop: :kii: :dead:
Amir I fucking love you :plzstop:
Quote from: tontonton on January 05, 2019, 10:51:02 AM
!!!
And the last portion of your story you went on about ONCE HE REALIZES WHO HE IS....
How are you going to assume his feelings for him? A Control freak mess
I got that too :receipts:
Quote from: Lew Scherzinger Norwood on January 05, 2019, 10:58:12 AM
Quote from: Vivrant Thing on January 05, 2019, 10:46:03 AM
:plzstop:
all this beating around the damn bush
just do it sister
wives, cancer, morals and dignity aint stop you before
and its not stopping me now
but like i said learning about this was a call to develop more spiritually and part of that is respecting that he needed his relationship to bring him to the place he is now
just as i needed what i went thru to bring me to mine
weve been alone several times we couldve fucked its not the driving force behind our bond
Or maybe it's not what he wants :-/
Quote from: KippDaddy on January 05, 2019, 06:21:54 PM
And I can?t even get the universe to drop a nigga who can text back regularly!
Lew u have all the luck :damselindistress:
Why are you comparing yourself/your situation to Lew? What does one have to do with the other? Elaborate :-/
Quote from: Lew Scherzinger Norwood on January 05, 2019, 04:14:40 AM
So I know this sounds crazy but the universe orchestrated everyfucking thing to get me to this moment right now.
I discovered I have a twin flame
and everything that has happened has been to prepare me for this moment and push me further
(briefly)
I met him in 2007 thru the mormon church he was a missionary......
we have a few study sessions and we had instant connection like the other nigga he was with just evaporated and it was just us bonding
and they switched the missionaries out so he was sent to a different area
we see each other at the grocery store while i was with my mom and we ran and hugged each other had my mom looking like :diddraispoot: then i was at a conference and seen him again and we ran and hugged each other again and held hands like a couple not caring what anyone thought at that conference :nowgorl:
then he gave me his church email and our emails were brief but encouraging and we exchanged i love yous in those emails.... we lost contact and he went back to his home in tonga (thats where hes from ) i reach out to the church to find him ...dead end....facebook in 2008 nuthin......then in 2016 i see him and his wifes profile IN ALASKA and i message to say who i was ..no response..but i said wait a minute he has been here the whole time??????
i guess he just doesnt want to talk to me now that hes been married and stuff
i let it go
so me and my mom say we moving to hawaii she goes and comes back a month later saying she hates it
then we plan on moving back to vermont she gets sick and passes
then i start saving for the move on my own to vermont and and when im in a place where i can make it
I lose two of my jobs in december 2017
:overit: :overit: :overit: :overit: :overit:
I get a job
and after i get the job there is the internal offer to relocate
i apply get it
relocate
housing subsidized
relocation bonus
and after a month of working there HE WALKS THE FUCK IN MY JOB i lost it at work hunty
so naturally, we exchange info talk catch up hang out and the past 6 months i havent felt so much love and wholeness ever in my life he is married but i call him my husband
he told his wife and the fam that Im apart of it and they are like :ummwhat: where he come from
This is the deepest and most resonant purest connection ive had with anyone ever
I started making plans we talk about buying houses together running a business together
living in tonga together
and his wife is currently the breadwinner and apparently he feels he needs to make some moves
so hes starting an import business in tonga now when he told me about it he had no real direction for it
and as we are getting closer i feel he wants to get away we were beefin about something but when he was leaving like noooooone of that mattered we were both pouring our hearts out to each other at that airport
so when he left
I said why the fuck do we feel this way y am i planning my life with him how do you define this type of thing
And thats what lead me to twin flame..............
everything that embodies that fits us to a tee
but
the real deal here is that now that this type of thing has beeen shown to me its a call to action to develop more spiritually
Prayer
meditation
fasting
getting in touch with the divine more
pulling away from the 3d world that our mind gets trapped in sometimes
healing past hurts
clearing negative energies
activating your chakras
all of these things are needed for me and being shown something as dynamic as the twin flame union and the separation from it was the catalyst to spark this awakening
so of course im not the only one with these questions hes wondering as well why he feels the way he does
its not my good looks or charm and i mean that not as shade to myself or from a place of low self esteem but to illustrate that whatever it is isnt an ego or carnal thing its real and its fucking deep
and hes wondering why hes been sitting up here for years with a wife and a kid and why he never felt that with her
or how after spending time with me when it goes back home and his energy is giving :udontlookok: with his wife
so he says you know what deuces let me figure this shit out
but in knowing that we are connected in this way my spiritual health is going to affect him as well
and once he tears down the mask of being in societal norms he will be in a better place as well
but his happiness is mine
but when i think back to how all this lead me to this point
all of my experiences were for a purpose
and its amazing how the universe works
Did you suck his dick?
QuoteNon-Basic Gorls Come in (real talk) Higher conscious Kurama
:mmywheresddy:
Quote from: ShujiVengers Endgame (Soot Panther Still Dead...Hehe) on January 05, 2019, 08:10:38 PM
Quote from: Lew Scherzinger Norwood on January 05, 2019, 10:58:12 AM
Quote from: Vivrant Thing on January 05, 2019, 10:46:03 AM
:plzstop:
all this beating around the damn bush
just do it sister
wives, cancer, morals and dignity aint stop you before
and its not stopping me now
but like i said learning about this was a call to develop more spiritually and part of that is respecting that he needed his relationship to bring him to the place he is now
just as i needed what i went thru to bring me to mine
weve been alone several times we couldve fucked its not the driving force behind our bond
Or maybe it's not what he wants :-/
very possible
thats okay with me
Quote from: ShujiVengers Endgame (Soot Panther Still Dead...Hehe) on January 05, 2019, 08:15:16 PM
Quote from: KippDaddy on January 05, 2019, 06:21:54 PM
And I can?t even get the universe to drop a nigga who can text back regularly!
Lew u have all the luck :damselindistress:
Why are you comparing yourself/your situation to Lew? What does one have to do with the other? Elaborate :-/
I guess he feels hes too superior to not be fufilled in the way he wants
and i dont really deserve it as much
Quote from: Nine on January 05, 2019, 08:18:34 PM
Quote from: Lew Scherzinger Norwood on January 05, 2019, 04:14:40 AM
So I know this sounds crazy but the universe orchestrated everyfucking thing to get me to this moment right now.
I discovered I have a twin flame
and everything that has happened has been to prepare me for this moment and push me further
(briefly)
I met him in 2007 thru the mormon church he was a missionary......
we have a few study sessions and we had instant connection like the other nigga he was with just evaporated and it was just us bonding
and they switched the missionaries out so he was sent to a different area
we see each other at the grocery store while i was with my mom and we ran and hugged each other had my mom looking like :diddraispoot: then i was at a conference and seen him again and we ran and hugged each other again and held hands like a couple not caring what anyone thought at that conference :nowgorl:
then he gave me his church email and our emails were brief but encouraging and we exchanged i love yous in those emails.... we lost contact and he went back to his home in tonga (thats where hes from ) i reach out to the church to find him ...dead end....facebook in 2008 nuthin......then in 2016 i see him and his wifes profile IN ALASKA and i message to say who i was ..no response..but i said wait a minute he has been here the whole time??????
i guess he just doesnt want to talk to me now that hes been married and stuff
i let it go
so me and my mom say we moving to hawaii she goes and comes back a month later saying she hates it
then we plan on moving back to vermont she gets sick and passes
then i start saving for the move on my own to vermont and and when im in a place where i can make it
I lose two of my jobs in december 2017
:overit: :overit: :overit: :overit: :overit:
I get a job
and after i get the job there is the internal offer to relocate
i apply get it
relocate
housing subsidized
relocation bonus
and after a month of working there HE WALKS THE FUCK IN MY JOB i lost it at work hunty
so naturally, we exchange info talk catch up hang out and the past 6 months i havent felt so much love and wholeness ever in my life he is married but i call him my husband
he told his wife and the fam that Im apart of it and they are like :ummwhat: where he come from
This is the deepest and most resonant purest connection ive had with anyone ever
I started making plans we talk about buying houses together running a business together
living in tonga together
and his wife is currently the breadwinner and apparently he feels he needs to make some moves
so hes starting an import business in tonga now when he told me about it he had no real direction for it
and as we are getting closer i feel he wants to get away we were beefin about something but when he was leaving like noooooone of that mattered we were both pouring our hearts out to each other at that airport
so when he left
I said why the fuck do we feel this way y am i planning my life with him how do you define this type of thing
And thats what lead me to twin flame..............
everything that embodies that fits us to a tee
but
the real deal here is that now that this type of thing has beeen shown to me its a call to action to develop more spiritually
Prayer
meditation
fasting
getting in touch with the divine more
pulling away from the 3d world that our mind gets trapped in sometimes
healing past hurts
clearing negative energies
activating your chakras
all of these things are needed for me and being shown something as dynamic as the twin flame union and the separation from it was the catalyst to spark this awakening
so of course im not the only one with these questions hes wondering as well why he feels the way he does
its not my good looks or charm and i mean that not as shade to myself or from a place of low self esteem but to illustrate that whatever it is isnt an ego or carnal thing its real and its fucking deep
and hes wondering why hes been sitting up here for years with a wife and a kid and why he never felt that with her
or how after spending time with me when it goes back home and his energy is giving :udontlookok: with his wife
so he says you know what deuces let me figure this shit out
but in knowing that we are connected in this way my spiritual health is going to affect him as well
and once he tears down the mask of being in societal norms he will be in a better place as well
but his happiness is mine
but when i think back to how all this lead me to this point
all of my experiences were for a purpose
and its amazing how the universe works
Did you suck his dick?
No i havent
Quote from: ShujiVengers Endgame (Soot Panther Still Dead...Hehe) on January 05, 2019, 08:07:50 PM
Quote from: tontonton on January 05, 2019, 10:51:02 AM
!!!
And the last portion of your story you went on about ONCE HE REALIZES WHO HE IS....
How are you going to assume his feelings for him? A Control freak mess
I got that too :receipts:
its quite the opposite me trying to tell him hes wrong or this is what he needs to do
and me being stuck in my ego is just going to push him away and delay his own journey
so yes once he realizes who he is and where he stands now that weve both been challenged with this connection
hes going to come to an understanding
Im not assuming anything
if you understood the dynamic we are both experiencing the same things
but hes also told me he feels the same way i do about our union
so
Quote from: ShujiVengers Endgame (Soot Panther Still Dead...Hehe) on January 05, 2019, 08:15:16 PM
Quote from: KippDaddy on January 05, 2019, 06:21:54 PM
And I can?t even get the universe to drop a nigga who can text back regularly!
Lew u have all the luck :damselindistress:
Why are you comparing yourself/your situation to Lew? What does one have to do with the other? Elaborate :-/
n
:kii:
Even me!
Rig :guys:
Quote from: 1RIG on January 05, 2019, 09:25:16 PM
Quote from: ShujiVengers Endgame (Soot Panther Still Dead...Hehe) on January 05, 2019, 08:15:16 PM
Quote from: KippDaddy on January 05, 2019, 06:21:54 PM
And I can?t even get the universe to drop a nigga who can text back regularly!
Lew u have all the luck :damselindistress:
Why are you comparing yourself/your situation to Lew? What does one have to do with the other? Elaborate :-/
n
:kii:
Even me!
Right :-/
^o)
Here we go
Hey Lew, sorry just peeped this. For clarity tho did you say your mom passed in 2016? My condolences if so, how have you been dealing with that?
Im guessing the overall theme of what you're talking about is how the universe aligns us to meet certain folks or do certain things? I agree completely and things do usually happen for a reason. Sounds like you're trying to find the meaning behind all of this which is cool. How will adopting the spiritual practices that you mentioned help both of you in this process though? What purpose does that serve?
Quote from: Tonkaman on January 05, 2019, 12:02:50 PM
Quote from: Young on January 05, 2019, 07:50:02 AM
Quote from: Tonkaman on January 05, 2019, 07:48:14 AM
This would've been a nice topic if it wasn't coming from you. No disrespect. :-/
What other way can you mean that ?
That?s really rude
And tbh just say what you want to say in here babe and spark up some mess
Because I would love to have a serious discussion about the topic because it's something I really believe in.
So make a thread and the ppl who want to talk about it join ?
Quote from: Baphzier. on January 05, 2019, 08:21:55 PM
QuoteNon-Basic Gorls Come in (real talk) Higher conscious Kurama
:mmywheresddy:
lolz
baph kinda dragged you
Quote from: ShujiVengers Endgame (Soot Panther Still Dead...Hehe) on January 05, 2019, 08:10:38 PM
Quote from: Lew Scherzinger Norwood on January 05, 2019, 10:58:12 AM
Quote from: Vivrant Thing on January 05, 2019, 10:46:03 AM
:plzstop:
all this beating around the damn bush
just do it sister
wives, cancer, morals and dignity aint stop you before
and its not stopping me now
but like i said learning about this was a call to develop more spiritually and part of that is respecting that he needed his relationship to bring him to the place he is now
just as i needed what i went thru to bring me to mine
weve been alone several times we couldve fucked its not the driving force behind our bond
Or maybe it's not what he wants :-/
Lew will wriggle each and EVERY way to make it make sense :dead: