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So I know this sounds crazy but the universe orchestrated everyfucking thing to get me to this moment right now.

I discovered I have a twin flame

and everything that has happened has been to prepare me for this moment and push me further

(briefly)

I met him in 2007 thru the mormon church he was a missionary......
we have a few study sessions and we had instant connection like the other nigga he was with just evaporated and it was just us bonding
and they switched the missionaries out so he was sent to a different area
we see each other at the grocery store while i was with my mom and we ran and hugged each other  had my mom looking like  :diddraispoot: then i was at a conference and seen him again and we ran and hugged each other again and held hands like a couple not caring what anyone thought at that conference :nowgorl:
then  he gave me his church email and our emails were brief but encouraging and we exchanged i love yous in those emails.... we lost contact and he went back to his home in tonga (thats where hes from ) i reach out to the church to find him ...dead end....facebook in 2008 nuthin......then in 2016 i see him and his wifes profile IN ALASKA and i message to say who i was ..no response..but i said wait a minute he has been here the whole time??????
i guess he just doesnt want to talk to me now that hes been married and stuff

i let it go

so me and my mom say we moving to hawaii she goes and comes back a month later saying she hates it
then we plan on moving back to vermont she gets sick and passes
then i start saving for the move on my own to vermont and  and when im in a place where i can make it

I lose two of my jobs in december 2017
:overit: :overit: :overit: :overit: :overit:

I get a job
and after i get the job  there is the internal offer to relocate

i apply  get it
relocate
housing subsidized
relocation bonus

and after a month of working there HE WALKS THE FUCK IN MY JOB i lost it at work hunty
so naturally, we exchange info  talk catch up hang out and the past 6 months i havent felt so much love and wholeness ever in my life he is married but i call him my husband
he told his wife and the fam that Im apart of it and they are like  :ummwhat: where he come from
This is the deepest and most resonant  purest connection ive had with anyone ever

I started making plans we talk about buying houses together running a business together
living in tonga together

and his wife is currently the breadwinner and apparently he feels he needs to make some moves
so  hes starting an import business in tonga  now when he told me about it he had no real direction for it
and as we are getting closer i feel he wants to get away  we were beefin about something but when he was leaving like noooooone of that mattered we were both pouring our hearts out to each other at that airport

so when he left

I said why the fuck do we feel this way y  am i planning my life with him how do you define this type of thing

And thats what lead me to twin flame..............
everything that embodies that fits us to a tee

but

the real deal here is that now that this type of thing has beeen shown to me its a call to action to develop more spiritually

Prayer
meditation
fasting
getting in touch with the divine more
pulling away from the 3d world that our mind gets trapped in sometimes
healing past hurts
clearing negative energies
activating your chakras

all of these things are needed for me and being shown something as dynamic as the twin flame union and the separation from it  was the catalyst to spark this awakening

so of course im not the only one with these questions hes wondering as well why he feels the way he does
its not my good looks or charm and i mean that not as shade to myself or from a place of low self esteem  but to illustrate that whatever it is isnt an ego or carnal thing its real and its  fucking deep
and hes wondering why hes been sitting up here for years with a wife and a kid and why he never felt that with her
or how after spending time with me when it goes back home and his energy is giving  :udontlookok: with his wife

so he says you know what deuces let me figure this shit out


but in knowing that we are connected in this way my spiritual health is going to affect him as well
and once he tears down the mask of being in societal norms he will be in a better place as well

but his happiness is mine

but when i think back to how all this lead me to this point
all of my experiences were for a purpose
and its amazing how the universe works



Lewie D Im Caramel Bitches Ion Wanna hear Im Actin
Different

🦚

Purpose! Born to do it! Destined! It was written! In the cards!

Fagg this ain?t game of thrones and you ain?t daenerys stormborn!
Hear 'em swarmin', right? (Zz) 🐝 🐝  is known to bite (Zz, zz)
——————///——————-
https://justiceforbreonna.org/

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Quote from: Lew Scherzinger Norwood on January 05, 2019, 04:14:40 AM
So I know this sounds crazy but the universe orchestrated everyfucking thing to get me to this moment right now.

I discovered I have a twin flame

and everything that has happened has been to prepare me for this moment and push me further

(briefly)

I met him in 2007 thru the mormon church he was a missionary......
we have a few study sessions and we had instant connection like the other nigga he was with just evaporated and it was just us bonding
and they switched the missionaries out so he was sent to a different area
we see each other at the grocery store while i was with my mom and we ran and hugged each other  had my mom looking like  :diddraispoot: then i was at a conference and seen him again and we ran and hugged each other again and held hands like a couple not caring what anyone thought at that conference :nowgorl:
then  he gave me his church email and our emails were brief but encouraging and we exchanged i love yous in those emails.... we lost contact and he went back to his home in tonga (thats where hes from ) i reach out to the church to find him ...dead end....facebook in 2008 nuthin......then in 2016 i see him and his wifes profile IN ALASKA and i message to say who i was ..no response..but i said wait a minute he has been here the whole time??????
i guess he just doesnt want to talk to me now that hes been married and stuff

i let it go

so me and my mom say we moving to hawaii she goes and comes back a month later saying she hates it
then we plan on moving back to vermont she gets sick and passes
then i start saving for the move on my own to vermont and  and when im in a place where i can make it

I lose two of my jobs in december 2017
:overit: :overit: :overit: :overit: :overit:

I get a job
and after i get the job  there is the internal offer to relocate

i apply  get it
relocate
housing subsidized
relocation bonus

and after a month of working there HE WALKS THE FUCK IN MY JOB i lost it at work hunty
so naturally, we exchange info  talk catch up hang out and the past 6 months i havent felt so much love and wholeness ever in my life he is married but i call him my husband
he told his wife and the fam that Im apart of it and they are like  :ummwhat: where he come from
This is the deepest and most resonant  purest connection ive had with anyone ever

I started making plans we talk about buying houses together running a business together
living in tonga together

and his wife is currently the breadwinner and apparently he feels he needs to make some moves
so  hes starting an import business in tonga  now when he told me about it he had no real direction for it
and as we are getting closer i feel he wants to get away  we were beefin about something but when he was leaving like noooooone of that mattered we were both pouring our hearts out to each other at that airport

so when he left

I said why the fuck do we feel this way y  am i planning my life with him how do you define this type of thing

And thats what lead me to twin flame..............
everything that embodies that fits us to a tee

but

the real deal here is that now that this type of thing has beeen shown to me its a call to action to develop more spiritually

Prayer
meditation
fasting
getting in touch with the divine more
pulling away from the 3d world that our mind gets trapped in sometimes
healing past hurts
clearing negative energies
activating your chakras

all of these things are needed for me and being shown something as dynamic as the twin flame union and the separation from it  was the catalyst to spark this awakening

so of course im not the only one with these questions hes wondering as well why he feels the way he does
its not my good looks or charm and i mean that not as shade to myself or from a place of low self esteem  but to illustrate that whatever it is isnt an ego or carnal thing its real and its  fucking deep
and hes wondering why hes been sitting up here for years with a wife and a kid and why he never felt that with her
or how after spending time with me when it goes back home and his energy is giving  :udontlookok: with his wife

so he says you know what deuces let me figure this shit out


but in knowing that we are connected in this way my spiritual health is going to affect him as well
and once he tears down the mask of being in societal norms he will be in a better place as well

but his happiness is mine

but when i think back to how all this lead me to this point
all of my experiences were for a purpose
and its amazing how the universe works
?

Young

Really cool and neat babe

Twin flames are real
But so are kindred spirits

Whatever the connection is that you have ; it sounds lovely.
Congrats.
And yes the universe is so intricately designed and it?s really crazy how everything has to do with the next thing. It?s just...perfect


Navyman

This would've been a nice topic if it wasn't coming from you. No disrespect.  :-/

Young

Quote from: Tonkaman on January 05, 2019, 07:48:14 AM
This would've been a nice topic if it wasn't coming from you. No disrespect.  :-/

What other way can you mean that ?

That?s really rude

And tbh just say what you want to say in here babe and spark up some mess


Young

Bran believes in the twin thing as well and has stated that Elle is hers


Lane Bryant Jumpsuit

Quote from: jaguar. on January 05, 2019, 08:28:05 AM
"Twin flame. Chakra Khan. Deeps".

Hun, you're still home-wrecking.

No im not lol
I accept whatever form this relationship takes without interfering with the his karmic partner over time he will see  or feel that it isnt right but will make a choice bases on  the how he wNts it to look......we were never romantic....even though we have had a few  intense moments



Lewie D Im Caramel Bitches Ion Wanna hear Im Actin
Different

'ology

Quote from: this sounds like Sl? to the stage on January 05, 2019, 04:29:46 AM
Purpose! Born to do it! Destined! It was written! In the cards!

Fagg this ain?t game of thrones and you ain?t daenerys stormborn!
Dxzzzxxxxxxxzxxxxxczzzzzxxfcghhjjj

Winter is TF here huh
Blessed Be The Mufuckin Fruit!!!


Lane Bryant Jumpsuit

Quote from: Young on January 05, 2019, 07:50:24 AM
Bran believes in the twin thing as well and has stated that Elle is hers
really?  That would explain brans insense burning phase we were seeing for a while



Lewie D Im Caramel Bitches Ion Wanna hear Im Actin
Different

🦚

Quote from: jaguar. on January 05, 2019, 08:28:05 AM
"Twin flame. Chakra Khan. Deeps".

Hun, you're still home-wrecking.

Asfgghhjjjj

He?s trying to Lauryn Hill class up this being the morally corrupt mistress thing.

Hear 'em swarmin', right? (Zz) 🐝 🐝  is known to bite (Zz, zz)
——————///——————-
https://justiceforbreonna.org/

Lane Bryant Jumpsuit

Quote from: Young on January 05, 2019, 07:43:46 AM
Really cool and neat babe

Twin flames are real
But so are kindred spirits

Whatever the connection is that you have ; it sounds lovely.
Congrats.
And yes the universe is so intricately designed and it?s really crazy how everything has to do with the next thing. It?s just...perfect

Yeah i just explained what the connection was

We arent kindred spirits hun
Nothing is kindred about him being from a different continent and from a different culture altogether
We didnt grow up together(soulmate sign)

We dont enjoy the same type of teas

Rather we both have qualities that balance each other out

As far as energies go he would be divine masculine and i divine feminine
As the two halfs of the soul go

So i dont appreciate the shade of u saying our connection isnt the twin flame dynamic
And i wasnt asking for an assesment either im the one going thru the discovery process of it all

This is about how real and powerfull the universe is



Lewie D Im Caramel Bitches Ion Wanna hear Im Actin
Different

Lane Bryant Jumpsuit

Quote from: this sounds like Sl? to the stage on January 05, 2019, 08:57:42 AM
Quote from: jaguar. on January 05, 2019, 08:28:05 AM
"Twin flame. Chakra Khan. Deeps".

Hun, you're still home-wrecking.

Asfgghhjjjj

He?s trying to Lauryn Hill class up this being the morally corrupt mistress thing.

No mistress over here im part of the family regardless
Nothing corrupt at all no one is cheating  no one is lying no one is sneaking
Kinda hard to hide the connection  emotionally he may be unavailable but matters of the heart arent corrupt thats why he ran Way from her



Lewie D Im Caramel Bitches Ion Wanna hear Im Actin
Different


Young

Quote from: Lew Scherzinger Norwood on January 05, 2019, 09:07:59 AM
Quote from: Young on January 05, 2019, 07:43:46 AM
Really cool and neat babe

Twin flames are real
But so are kindred spirits

Whatever the connection is that you have ; it sounds lovely.
Congrats.
And yes the universe is so intricately designed and it?s really crazy how everything has to do with the next thing. It?s just...perfect

Yeah i just explained what the connection was

We arent kindred spirits hun
Nothing is kindred about him being from a different continent and from a different culture altogether
We didnt grow up together(soulmate sign)

We dont enjoy the same type of teas

Rather we both have qualities that balance each other out

As far as energies go he would be divine masculine and i divine feminine
As the two halfs of the soul go

So i dont appreciate the shade of u saying our connection isnt the twin flame dynamic
And i wasnt asking for an assesment either im the one going thru the discovery process of it all

This is about how real and powerfull the universe is

See this is why we can?t have convos because with me you always get defensive and I?m two seconds from getting buck with you
But I love you so I?ll keep it cute

b

These fags come in dragging you and here I am having a real convo with you and you?re ready to dissect it looking for hints of shade

NOTHING about what I said was shady :dead:
First of all Kindred spirits don?t have to be someone you knew all along or have anything to do with in THIS life
Some spirits people share a deep connection with on deeper levels

I didn?t even say you two weren?t twin flames  :dead:
And That?s why I brought up Elle hun (to discuss twin flames and or spirit twins) I brought that up to spark Up a larger conversation
The reason why I said ?whatever the connection is? was simply in reference to yawl?s lives playing out NOW
Clearly things are complicated and yet you two have managed to have a connection .
And I said it sounds lovely  :dead:



And now that you?ve broken it down that you see him as your divine masculine; that?s beautiful.

Sounds like your twin flame/ soulmate for sure

None the less, and like I said initially I?m happy for you and congrats