Quote from: merkaba on May 16, 2016, 09:33:58 PM
I see that there's a lot going on behind the scenes. For starters, BOTH of you are keeping your options open. You're physically attracted to him and he enjoys your company but I see his intentions aren't good. I can't put my finger on what exactly is he's trying to do but it's like night and day between how you feel and how he does. You see him as someone who's good-looking and fun to talk to but he see's you as competition. Like he's trying to one-up you or somethin'. Also I see a woman influence in his life. He has aspirations with settling down with a woman. Idk for sure if he's married but I see that that's his wish. There's a woman in his life. Is he Muslim?
He's Muslim. His absolute best friend is a woman. But she's a dyke. They do everything together. The same day I was trying to hang out she had bought him a damn trip to Istanbul...
Ever since that we haven't been talking because I stopped messaging him. And he isn't initiating a conversation either.
Competition? I need to look into it.
But Iman sis while he was gone I found a new spirit. He is younger than my little brother, only just turned 21 (I'm 22 by the way) and he is super super sweet, he practices Ramadan faithfully, helps the refugees where he can, he reaches and translates. All for free. I don't know for sure that he's ghey. He's kinda shy and really boyish. But he loves spending time with me, and I can tell I open him up and make him giggle. Having broken his shell he starts messaging me too and asking me to do stuff when he was hesitant before. I made ambiguous gestures. For his birthday I painted him an orange gazelle (fav color and animal) with an Arabic inscription saying "Happy Birthday, ****, with an abundance of love" I said it happened randomly and want planned lol
