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[KING BENTLEY.]

Idk maybe it's a cultural or language thing. Theo and I used to go AT IT in here but in person we get along perfectly. And Romero I've met a couple of times, so I can see what he means. We just have different personalities. But I know he's cool, he just wouldn't break a leg for me or go the extra mile but I guess he'd be cordial. Irfan and I are like best sistren. MelMel and I kii'd it up.

I just don't think you can really "not fuck" with someone based off what someone gives here. I just think
Romero wanted to keep it "real" so he said his piece. I just found it wired as we are connected off the board, had food together, we are Facebook friends, so it is lik weird he would single me out. But yeah I can be obnoxious to ppl, I see that.

awwww I see what happened

I mean, he did say he doesn't hold grudges on the board, so I'm led to believe he saw something in you in person that rubbed him the wrong way maybe?

I think it's something you can pinpoint if you really think about it.

You know I personally like you, you're very ornery but I see it in a younger brother type of way, but not everybody sees mischief the same

[GLOCK]

KEEP lying to yourself Malc..
you're honestly insufferable.

i genuinely like everyone here.. but i just cant get jiggy with you. Youre like the only person on this board that I cant warm up to.. it really says more about u than me.

What do you think I'm lying about. I'm
Listening, I'm open. My ego is not too big to not hear you guys out. I just think in real life I wouldn't meet many ppl like here. From what I read must of you differently wired socially. So that's where I think the clash comes from.

if anything ur wired differently.. because most of us gel or mesh..
though we have stan wars.. u just seem like the worst type of person..
like i feel like everything is for personal gain..
u seem so disingenuous...
like a fast food friend.. no 1 to really keep around.. tbh

I agree with this 100%. Not someone ud really confide in. Like a friend ud go to the club with but keep at fckn BAY

exactly!!!!!!!!!!!

[SouravMay]

Malcolm it's honestly just who u are. No one is telling u to change but OWN IT! When someone tells u how u come off, u give a "WHO ME?!?!"
Like
Ur the same person who made a "mental twin" thread totally defaming someone but couldn't see how it was mess and thought it was complimentary.  The way u move is so shitty, im sorry

U kn wh... i am snakey a Bit. Yeah I am! Am mean this loyal til the wheels fall off is not me... I just don't care like that for other ppl but neither do I care enough to also attack or retaliate viciously. I guess I'm indifferent to most ppl. I'm just really ambitious and self centered.

But on the other hand obviously ppl have not made me feel comfortable to let my guard down like that or to change. Or I just don't care enough. Idk ppl that message me from my videos don't like me for my looks but appreciate my personality, so it's different strokes.

[SouravMay]

This damn therapy session / intervention

[KING BENTLEY.]

But


Just an opinion from someone who messed very heavily on here

You have to OWN your mess for ppl to really get past it and fck with you and look past it.

the ppl I got to know further here can tell when I'm messing online or really being genuine

But either way, I've always had to own me acting a fckn fool on here. Even when I'm being crazy and clawing at Ralf ass, luv him btw

If I was the type to come back and say I don't understand why ppl view me a certain way I don't think it would go over well

I noticed that with the apology thread Ron made you do, you can't do that and expect things to disappear

From now, if I were you. I'd just OWN it, messy or not. Then ppl would be able to differentiate when you're messing or being genuine.

[SouravMay]

My problem is I myself really really like me. I think about my personally and myself so often cause I know some ppl like you just don't like me, but I always come back to thinking I am really fckn cool and that I shouldn't change. I hate being self-deprecating, especially when I know I'm not malicious or evil. I want to be open, but then I sincerely wish they were more ppl who acted like me. Idk

I guess I can learn to listen and kick back more often and not always try and get a word in. LISTEN more! Be more humble, be more thoughtful and tactful.

[Lazarus]

I see 30 pages brewing 

[Vonc2002]

Malcolm it's honestly just who u are. No one is telling u to change but OWN IT! When someone tells u how u come off, u give a "WHO ME?!?!"
Like
Ur the same person who made a "mental twin" thread totally defaming someone but couldn't see how it was mess and thought it was complimentary.  The way u move is so shitty, im sorry

U kn wh... i am snakey a Bit. Yeah I am! Am mean this loyal til the wheels fall off is not me... I just don't care like that for other ppl but neither do I care enough to also attack or retaliate viciously. I guess I'm indifferent to most ppl. I'm just really ambitious and self centered.

But on the other hand obviously ppl have not made me feel comfortable to let my guard down like that or to change. Or I just don't care enough. Idk ppl that message me from my videos don't like me for my looks but appreciate my personality, so it's different strokes.

And this is very evident in the way u move which is what most of the board picks up on and why they don't use.  So since u know this, stop acting like u don't get how someone couldn't use.  Most people don't wanna invest in people they can't trust.  So even tho u think oh so fun and A KI! Thats MOOT! Ill go find those qualities in someone i can also trust

[SouravMay]

And I think you're a nice guy, but that doesn't mean you're not trash luv

That mental twins thread
That interview mess
That fake account you had for MONTHS, shading the fuck outta people
How shady and nasty you used to be before the girls found out your identity and exposed your mess

And I understand we all make mistakes and grow, the only difference is that I feel like you're still that person -- you just have less time because you're not a kid anymore.

I was 16-18 when I had the pleasure&pain account. I never had a second account shaving ppl, just Madame Salsa. She was funny. I'm
Never one of those witty girls who drags ppl by their filas, actually I've mostly been the punching bag instead of the bully, you need social leverage, power and rank to bully, which I clearly don't own here. Since I'm in the dysfunctional club apparently.

[GRAND]

oh and that thread about melmel after you actually met that fag in person

boyyyyyyyyy

i just

[SouravMay]

But


Just an opinion from someone who messed very heavily on here

You have to OWN your mess for ppl to really get past it and fck with you and look past it.

the ppl I got to know further here can tell when I'm messing online or really being genuine

But either way, I've always had to own me acting a fckn fool on here. Even when I'm being crazy and clawing at Ralf ass, luv him btw

If I was the type to come back and say I don't understand why ppl view me a certain way I don't think it would go over well

I noticed that with the apology thread Ron made you do, you can't do that and expect things to disappear

From now, if I were you. I'd just OWN it, messy or not. Then ppl would be able to differentiate when you're messing or being genuine.

I just have no TACT. I think I'm really rude and tactless and don't know or don't care when to stop. Maybe I give Tamar Braxton tease. Omg

I think I'm the Tamar of the board maybe.

[SouravMay]

Tamar is fckn insufferable.














But then I also fckn love this outspoken ass queen.

[HUGO]

 

[Vonc2002]

I actually don't view u as really rude. The tactless thing comes across as tryhard to me more than anything.  Like i feel like u post things because u want a reaction or attention, not just because ur some REAL ass nigga

[TRY.It.AGAIN]

sdbbbbbbb

Lis sis, we have come a LONG way. We used to fuckin BATTLE

Honestly though, even through us dragging each other I always kinda used.

Now I fully use. You're a kii and very smart. I enjoy your presence here.

thats so cute

crazy how we used to kii at the reads we would throw at each other all the insults y'all had about "my neighborhood" (or what y'all thought was my hood) kept me kii'd AHP

Goiiiiii rrrrrrlllll!